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I am once again in sherlock hell. I don't even know how many times I've seen this show, but goddamn I missed it 😩

Do you know how I feel? I feel like I’m drowning, and I’m aware of it but I can’t do anything.

I know I have to study a lot, but I can’t. I can’t get myself to do stuff, to concentrate.

I know I have to keep my house in order and do the dishes every day, do the laundry. But I can’t.

I am gaining weight and I know I should and want to eat healthy and not stress-eatings. But I do.

I know that I should be active more and workout so that I have a nice body. But I can’t do it more than one day.

I know I should take care of myself. But I fucking can’t.

And I hate myself for losing control like that, not being able to control my willpower. I hate myself for knowing this shit and still procrastinate and watch a movie instead or surf the instagram. I know I’m wasting my time, but there’s this voice in my head that’s just so strong, when I hear it I say ‘screw it you’ll do it tomorrow’. And the worst part is I am allowing that voice to control me. I don’t know what to do.

I don’t know what’s happening to me, it’s like I’m losing control over my mind and my will to do things. I am telling myself every fucking day that tomorrow will be different. Tomorrow will be a new start, but I feel deep down that it won’t. I feel like I’m drowning in my own sadness.

I realized a few days ago that I’m in depression. And that hit me hard. I am alone, sad and depressed. And I am trying to fight this fucking thing everyday but I fail. You know what though? I don’t want to lose control to that little piece of shit, I don’t want to be unhealthy, fat and depressed. I will fight it and I will kill it.

And when I do, it will be the greatest win of my life.

[ Read right to left] I honestly love drawing these boys - they’re so expressive! I ran out of time for backgrounds by the end, sorry D= But I’ve gotta get ready for MCM, stat! (I still haven’t made my cosplay prop staff! Yikes!)

SCREAMING OVER HER MY WIFEEE

some people look at these gay ass bitches and say it's "brotherly love"

apparently you don't have to lose vision to be BLIND

honestly what they have is more precious and tragic than any romantic storyline that they could've had

#fellas is it gay to leave everything behind to be with your 'lab partner' for the rest of eternity travelling around astral plane #yes #yes it is #I know they're dead but let me dream okay

Mood 1

one of the reasons I love playing alan wake 2 apart from the amazing story and graphics and design and all is everytime #FBC mentioned I grin like an idiot and think if Jesse and Emily is trying to figure out wtf is happening in bright falls again

no but really, like 

i know that some folks love telling creative people that “you should be doing it for fun because you love it not for the compliments” but creative people thrive on feedback whether it’s critical or just complimentary

so when i write fanfiction and don’t get any actual feedback i feel like i spent all that time and energy doing it for nothing because i’m not getting feedback from the people i wrote it for 

doing something you’re proud of and then presenting it to the sound of utter silence is like the worst feeling on earth 

whats your type?

Fictional men written by women.