😀 Wtf Is Going On

Nothing like scrolling through tumblr in a dissociative state only to see fan art and hear "dont draw my boyfriend and me like that"

like im sorry

who the fuck was that?

I didnt think i had /either/ of those dudes. care to elaborate pal?

(the answer was no so i get to fume before bed.)

is it really true that the average person's pain level is a 0?

Begging everyone on the internet to stop smoothing out their middle aged men and draw wrinkles for the love of god I promise it's so fun you'll love it Come into my wine cellar

ah my chest hurts so bad... it feels like someones stepping on it hard

fuck it makes it hard to breathe.

im going back to bed...

it might be both of them in fact unfortunately

Nothing like scrolling through tumblr in a dissociative state only to see fan art and hear "dont draw my boyfriend and me like that"

like im sorry

who the fuck was that?

I didnt think i had /either/ of those dudes. care to elaborate pal?

(the answer was no so i get to fume before bed.)

mmmm cold shower feel good on hot sweaty afyer work body

i love you cold showers but only for now lol

not during winter (please help i need a water heater /hj)

i need to know why Golden Wind is the way it is. I'm seven episodes in, most of these dudes are teenagers, and theyre drawn/posed like a horny tumblr post

(the answer just occurred to me: they are teenage dudes which are notoriously horny and fruity)

However i do Not appreciate that being the end theme song. I feel so awkward watching it. Thankfully no one is around to see me watching it bc they would be confused.

HAHA oh my god i wonder if she blocked me on everything.

how fucking petty.

fuck i should let someone else front but then i doubt either of them would talk with us. not like she would anyway.

god im so sick of this shit.

if im/we're a doormat we get told i/we need to stand up for ourselves but when we do that we're suddenly the bad guys?

god maybe i should just fucking kill myself. an endless void of nothingness sounds great.

i fronted again so that we could still keep in contact with out any problems but thats obviously not working so whats the fucking point. oh that's right- there is none.

god fucking damn it.

i hate being alone

dont worry im not going to kms- my rooms a mess and i dont want our mom to find our body and have to clean up our room.

as stupid as it sounds. but hey its keeping me here so i guess the mess isnt too bad

i understand that its my anxiety

but i would really like it if my body stopped feeling like it was being electrocuted every time a friend asked me to play a game or do smthn with them

i /want/ to play and game and hang with my buddies

please body, i don't need to run, or hide, and i dont need zapped.

contrary to our instincts, /these/ humans are actually safe. there is *literally* no need to panic

i wonder why the rats are so bad this year 😭 they weren't this bad before