Digital-dissociation-blog - Digital Dissociation

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How can I feel guilty and horrible like I'm cheating on someone not even interested me

 That I'm not even with?

Damn me for loving him too hard and too much...

I just get so lonely and scared without him...

I can’t look at the night sky the same anymore. It makes me sad that It only makes me think about her and you. 

I think its time to find a new world with a new sky.

Despite the fact that I occasionally compulsively overshare, people somehow still manage to know nothing about me

i want my lungs to ache with bathwater wash my dirty soul with soap

Gentle reminder that the brain gets used to intense stimuli over time and that it tends to seek out things that make you feel bad again once you’re in a better place

So if you’re suffering from trauma, abuse or depression then don’t beat yourself up about wanting to feel bad again and seeking out triggers or abuse. It’s not because you deserve any of that, it’s because your brain was exposed to bad things for so long that it can’t make sense of how you’re doing now.

We’ve all been there. It’s going to be okay. You can do this.

Im in so much fucking pain holy fuck i dont know what i did but jesus christ it hurts so bad I can’t stay still and id beg for pain medicine rn and i hate medicine but fuck please make it stop its fucking agony

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