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takes your bad haircut and makes it worse

me when my friends . yea

☆ “Do you understand, Chuuya? Your soul is nothing more than a program of 2383 lines of code, that some researches thought up on a whim.”

me, continuing to look at a screen despite having a headache: OUCH my brain… OUCH my brain… OUCH my brain… OUCH my brain… OUCH my brain… OUCH my brain… OUCH my brain… OUCH my brain…

i was feeling,, a way yea

I need to find a way to infuse my art with, like, screaming. Creating it has to make me incapable of speaking or even thinking coherently.

“Be cunning and full of tricks and your people shall never be destroyed.”

— Richard Adams

inspired by this post

Edit 05/14/2025 to add a higher quality png rather than just original screenshot <3

added some proper values, next should be reworking the colors and maybe some more shading. HOWEVER i wish i could keep working on it now but NO~ my alarm to remind myself i'm working tomorrow and that i have to sleep goes off~

I saw someone today who knew me from when I was working retail, and they said I was looking better now. Didn’t think too hard about that because I know I was always tired as hell at the time.

I later saw a picture of myself from a year ago and I looked so severely unwell what the fuck how did I not notice.

i tried so hard to color and then decided most of this is shit and deleted it

and also i dont believe that the file has saved correctly because why the fuck does exporting it as a png look like this????

i will just come back to this another day and try again. should have known drawing 3 hands in a day was too much /j

every time a mutual likes a post of mine its like im a cat and my ears shoot up on alert

like god. they know i exist. let me act as normal as i can for the next week

I was drawing Lucy, took a break to look at tumblr and find out it’s atsushi’s birthday so it’s time to change gears

JEJAGFJDJWKSJDHHEUSB NEW CHAPTER SSKK AAAAAA *DIES*

I’m so incredibly scared that I’ve frozen/crashed my computer.

I have not saved this file once and I can’t use any input

my beloved

Wip :DDD im learning how live2d works

The definition of a woman is an adult human female, right? Is that transphobic?

No offense to you, I just want to see if the trans movement can actually define the term woman since I haven't been able to and I think your blog could help. I'm new to this and I'm pretty curious. Again, absolutely no offense meant and I'm sorry if you take any.

When I was a kid, I thought that nobody actually wanted to be a girl. That it's just one of those unfortunate fates you get handed, like being born with no eyes or no legs or something. That it's something miserable, that's supposed to be miserable, and everyone else is just better at sucking up and enduring it than I am. That it's supposed to hurt and you're supposed to act like it doesn't, and that's just what everyone does.

Being born in mid-90s, I was vaguely aware that trans women exist, but I was like 13 when I discovered that it goes the other way around too. Like you can transition female-to-male. And my first thought was "how hasn't everyone done this?" I thought it had to be some very well-guarded secret, because otherwise how else would they stop every woman from flocking to these things. My first initial thought was that if women knew there was an option to just stop being women, the world would run out of women.

I don't understand why anyone would want to be a woman, but it gradually came to my understanding that some women do. They actually enjoy that. So, as far as I'm concerned, the definition of "woman" is anyone who wants to be one. I don't understand why anyone does, but it's not off my plate if someone does.

The definition of a woman is a person who wants to be a woman. That is none of my business for as long as they let me stray out of it.

dazai :) i love abstract art stuff so much its so fun and quick to make!!

Happy birthday Han Sooyoung! I'm very late, but I finished!!

thank you for the tag @dancing-dawn!!!

last song: Cupid Hates My Guts by John Michael Howell

fave colour: i really like a warm yellow, or any other color if its a bit more muted (although a sage green has become almost all i wear too)

last show: the entirety of link click (i need to rewatch it again to actually understand omg)

last movie: Maquia: When the Promised Flower Blooms (it makes me fucking sob but it's so good)

last book: I've been working on Omniscient reader's viewpoint for the past couple months

fave flavour: i like mint, or caramel, or lime is good. i'm actually just very indecisive.

tea or coffee: i love tea!

currently working on: plotting out an animatic for my ocs (i have no clue what i'm doing, but it's fun)

relationship status: I'm single 🧡💛🤍🩵💙

last thing i googled: internet speed test

looking forward to: the Drawfee pen holder statue

current obsession: I typically keep it to bsd here, but i'm going bonkers about Han Sooyoung from ORV and this animatic from @lunarwednesday, it's so incredibly wonderful and made me cry. i have been rewatching it since the 5th. and also the other animatics on the channel are just amazing.

no pressure to join if it isn't your thing @hermy-97 @bonnetfulloflowers @kanteyuroeko +anyone, but feel free to, i love to hear about y'all! have fun!

<3

Tagged by @dickggansey tyyy Nico i love doing these <3

Last song: Dream Boy - Waterparks

Fave colour: Red and purple

(More specifically the shades cadmium red deep and dioxazine purple❤️💜)

Last tv show: Watched old episodes of Project Runway earlier today (does this count)

Last movie: I'm currently watching Angels and Demons

Last book: The last book i properly read was BSD Gaiden, but i've been rereading some short stories by Ray Bradbury from "The Golden Apples of the Sun"

Fav flavour: I don't think i've one but for the sake of the game i'll say Peach i love peach flavored candy so much, (and the actual fruit!!)

Tea or coffee: Coffee

Currently working on: Besides the endless drawing wip pile i've been looking into making my own keychains ^^

Relationship status: Single

Last thing i googled: "The Great Gatsby" (needed to check the year of publication)

Looking forward to: Can't think of anything ajdhsjs maybe going to a sticker fair with my friends later this month and the manga tomes i ordered arriving

Current obsession: Bungou Stray Dogs (i've been riding the new chapter high) and i'm less vocal about it but recently i got into Honkai Star Rail, it's slowly taking over me

No pressure tags: @angelozi @gothicmatter @uncannyannieg @gyagu @kyouka-supremacy @knightzp & anyone who wants to do it!

i just think it says a lot about the person. my favorite is a bear named theodore

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