AKUSAIMONTH 2015: BERSERK Day 13: SET C - “Blissful Ignorance”
I searched for the warmth I once found in you, but it was so hard to remember. Everytime you rejected me, it left me a little more indifferent and soon, there was nothing else left.
It didn't hurt. How should it, when I couldn't feel at all? Unlike you, I accepted it from the start. I didn't try to fight a fact I wouldn't be able to change.
I accepted it. Just as I soon learned to accept that you would no longer be a part of my existence.
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@laytonbrothersbirthdaybash Day 2: Headcanon
I like the idea, that while most adults had a bit of a difficult time dealing with little Alfendi, Uncle Randall got along with him incredibly well and the two of them spent a lot of time together. On one of these stays Alfendi found the (copy of the?) mask, which Randall hid, but couldn't quite bring himself to throw away. Randall didn't tell him what it meant then.
Even as adults, Alfendi gets along better with Randall than with his father. After the incident, Randall visits Alfendi in the hospital and finally tells him what happened at Monte D'Or that time.
Most of these sketches are from 2015, from when I first had that idea. Which means I procrastinated making the final two drawings for FIVE YEARS. But hey, better late than never.
Riku Appreciation Week | Day 2: Quote
I gave in to darkness once and ever since it’s chased me in one form or another.
The Seeker of Darkness who stole my body. A puppet replica of the shadows in my heart.
And now … I’m facing me.
AKUSAIMONTH // 2017 Day 3: Swap or Reflection
“Also, I’m pretty sure you liked it, judging by your reaction.”
“So, I guess that’s why you tried to pull the same thing a second time?“
“Now that’s plain unfair! I put a lot more work into it the second time! I mean, floating candles?”
“Well. I’d never seen anything that cheesy before, I’ll give you that.”
“Hehe, special day calls for special measures.”
“Right.”
“But you know? I’m glad you recognized it. I really wanted it to be like that time.”
[Day 1] [Day 2] [Day 3]
New avatar! Plus a coloured version - AND the unwanted norted version, that happened when I accidentally activated all layers except the blue one (which included the skin layer copy I had). Ironic.
You know, I’ve got so many favourite characters. Quiet a few characters I feel a certain connection to, in whom I recognize a part of myself … and still Saix is special. Not like he’s got a special place in my heart, but more like he is my heart. I’m never going to escape this guy ever again in my whole life.
Akusaimonth: Berserk Mode Day 18: Misunderstanding
Keep your mouth shut.
I don't think there are misunderstandings in between those two. They are both hearing as well as understanding what the other one says. In my opinion, the biggest misunderstanding is within Saix, because he very apparently is not aware of what he's really doing. Or what harm he causes by doing it. All Axel does is defying to hear what Saix doesn't say.
Akusaimonth: Berserk Mode Day 6: Sun & Moon
Every day is followed by night, and every night is followed by yet another day. So we are inseparable, connected for all eternity.
Only one picture today (and quite late as well x'D), because this one is bigger then the others (I'm not used to draw on DIN A4 anymore @_@) and more accurate (because I plan on finishing this one, like you know, with actual lines and color; but knowing myself this will take days if not weeks, so, well, still a sketch. I will finish a few of the other sketches as well (until now day 2 and 4 are planned), guess I will reupload them when I'm done :D)
This prompt actually came in quite handy, because I had to draw a "reference" for my The Moon cosplay anyway. (I thinks it's quite stupid to draw a reference picture after doing the cosplay, but the website I'm uploading my cosplays to is quite strict about refs so ... whatever.)
So, yeah. My very first crack pairing ever. (Well, maybe not as much crack as I thought, because it turned out there’s in fact a vague, but possible basis for them, but I’m still trying to forget the end of AA3, so ... )
It just suddenly started with Godot saying “I’m already seeing a very hot someone, so I’m afraid you’ll be waiting for a very long time.” And I was so perplexed by Simon Blackquill immediately coming to my mind, that I almost missed the Godot pun. Both of them. (coffeemaniac)
I just love the dynamics that would result from their interaction, with Simon being someone who gets what he wants by manipulating people, frightening them mostly, and Godot on the other hand being completely unfazed by such methods, (almost) always staying collected and always on top of the situation, incredibly dominant too. I imagine it as a constant, playful, power struggle with a lot of tension. And I love tension.
Ludger Will Kresnik aka The Best Boy. He deserved so much better.
AKUSAIMONTH: BERSERK Day 10: SET C - “FREE SPACE”
“It won’t be.” "Huh?" "It won't be okay, unless we make it. "You have a plan?" "Not yet. We don't know enough. Our only chance at the moment is to play along." "So, you do have a plan." "I doubt it's worth calling it that." "Pft, whatever. Don't be so grim, Isa. We can do this, right!"
I felt like falling. It was a vertigo, things were keeping to blur before my eyes. It was hard to keep myself together at that time. Being with you helped. Apparently I was the only one struggeling with this. I know for sure that you didn't. Then again, I was also the only one who had had an X carved into his forehead.
It was incredible how fast the wound had healed – or rather, how fast it had scarred.
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The Moon
Well, I figured after I already mentioned my "The Moon" cosplay, I could as well upload a few pictures of it. Photos were made by a friend of mine who's not on Tumblr. [gallery]
Dia (she/her); I draw because I love it ✨ Enjoy your stay!
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