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i’ll never be a f1 driver, never be an actress from the 2000s, never be on the set of tvd, gossip girl and pll, never be a victoria secret angel in the 2000s, never be a teenager in the 2000s, never be a singer in the 2010, i’ll never be able to learn the whole history of the world, i’ll never be able to know all the secrets about space, i’ll never be a celebrity, i’ll never be an influencer in LA, i’ll never be a kpop idol, i’ll never be famous, i’ll never be able to know everything about the world, i’ll never know the impact i have in this world, i’ll never be able to experience teenage love, i’ll never be able to know what it’s like to sneak out with a friend group, i’ll never be able to experience life as i’ve fantasied.

i’ll never know anything outside of my corner of the earth, i’ll never be able to escape the never ending cycle that is life in this corner.

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I have to live with fomo from things i’ll never experience

fomo from seeing friends being friends

fomo from seeing people able to be themselves without shame

fomo from people not knowing what it’s like to overthink every movement

fomo from girls who don’t know what it’s like seeing ur skinnier friends being hit on while ur in the background

fomo from seeing just how much girls can do when they’re pretty and skinny

fomo from not being famous

fomo from having to experience life through others since i have none of my own

fear consumes me that i might end up being a mother who lives through her child. who ensures they experience everything I couldn’t while trying to experience it for her.

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i hate this chronic fomo i’m never able to shake off

what if what if what if what if

what if i chose my friends differently

what if i didn’t like this but instead that

what if i lost the weight earlier

what if i changed myself to fit in earlier

what if i just paid more attention

what if i just kept going

what if i end it all

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end the fomo, end the what ifs?

would they care?

would they cry?

would they say i was a kind soul?

would they say i could’ve achieved great things?

would they remember me in a year?

or would i end up like another trend that’s only relevant for a few months and everyone goes back to normal?

would people see my ghost in things that remind them of me?

would people wish they could hear one last joke? see one more smile?

would i relieve the burden of my family or add more?

would i finally be at peace?

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sitting in silence at 2am feels me with an emptiness that i always forget about until i do it again

it feels like the whole world is on pause but then i think about other people in different time zones, some are getting up to start a new day, some are in the middle of school and work, others are eating dinner with their families and some are getting ready for bed

it’s so weird that while i’m sitting in silence another person in a different part of the world is living their own life and will never know who i am and i’ll never know who they are

Look i personally grew out of wattpad 4 years ago and went to ao3 but i have to admit ao3 didn’t hit last night so i went to a place i haven’t thought abt in years and that’s wattpad.

Let me just say there will be rare rare times that wattpad actually has a good books that make u stay up all night. Granted the one i’m reading has a few cringey parts and parts that make u go “oh…” but it’s genuinely good for something written back in 2018.

The only real problem i have with it is that it’s written in first person which is throwing me off a bit since the last time i read a first person book was 4 years ago when i was still in my wattpad phase

And i gotta admit i missed cackling at the comments on every paragraph in a chapter wattpad readers have to be some of the funniest people ever

Did the exact same thing as a kid

NO they're not 'having fun' UGH you just dont get it!!!

Spoilers for episode 1115 of one piece ‼️‼️

I’m currently watching ep 1115 of one piece. All i have to say is fuck Aokiji and Blackbeard. I hate hate hate hate blackbeard sm it’s all his fault ace and whitebeard are dead and everytime i remember that i get teary. And fuck Aokiji for being buddy buddy with them. Because like wtf (keep in mind i haven’t read the manga so there may be a story but as of rn idk) and seeing blackbeard and aokiji happy is making my blood boil i hate him sm i need him to die

“Forever young… I want to be forever young”

And it’s a Bakugo edit

STOPPPPPPPP

BEFORE I VOMIT AND CRY AND DIE

I HATE TIKTOK EDITORS

FIRST THE DAMN GIVEN X STSG EDITS

NOW FOREVER YOUNG X BAKUGO

I CANT HANDLE THIS

this one took me twice as long as the others and im nowhere near as satisfied with it, but i just had to get it over with so i could move on to the next

part one | part two | part three | part four | part five

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Given announces a new movie and suddenly all those damn depressing songs from that show starts trending.

What do people do with these again trending songs from a bl show?

Make stsg edits

Guys i’m telling you earlier i was in the bathroom scrolling on tiktok and i see a stsg edit and i hear “Mada~”

I had to pause the tiktok and actually take a deep breath before continuing on.

Luffy has a lot of nice toys to cuddle with.

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I got a prompt from @shinobisandals asking about baby Luffy's toys! So I made a comic about it! ♥ As you suggested, the meat plushie might be his favourite~

Drawing Garp was fun. That guy is way too involved in Dragon and Crocodile's business though.

Eid Mubarak to my brothers and sisters around the world ❤️ May you all have a blessed day ❤️❤️

As we celebrate this Eid, please keep our Palestinian brothers and sisters in your thoughts and prayers

There’s a link to a gofund me for a family in palestine pinned on my page please check it out donate if you can and share it

Inshallah one day Palestine will be free and there will be peace among us all ❤️❤️

You know what i need right now?

A complete run down on the marauders fandom.

How did it come to be? What do they accept as canon within the fanon? What fanfics are accepted as like part of the fandom?

I genuinely get mad fomo from the marauders fandom bc like i love harry potter so i wanna be in the know 😭😭

Need someone to make a bookmark collection on ao3 on fanfics that fit in a chronological order 😔

One Piece + Tumblr text posts, 3/?

My rankings of one piece arcs + reasons (canon and not including egghead as it’s still ongoing):

1. Marineford (Luffy trying to save ace? ACE IN GENERAL. WHITEBEARD AND HIS CREW <3333 the asl story. Garps internal fight as to betray the marines to save his grandson or leave him as is because he chose to become a pirate knowing the consequences. Conquerors haki from luffy yes please)

2. Wano (Gear 5 + the whole plot of wano. Hiyori and Yamato<3 KidLawLu alliance. Joyboy mentions. Yamato and ace?!! Ace and O-Tama then luffy practically adopting otama and momo. Zoro and Toko i’m gna cry this is literally my second fav arc i cant. even more lore drops the story of oden and the roger pirates and the whitebeard pirates)

3. Water 7 + Enies Lobby (Franky and the story behind the sea train and Tom. The fight for robin and the story of Ohara)

4. Sabaody Archipelago (First appearances with the supernovas and the celestial dragons getting their shit rocked)

5. Alabasta (I just connected with the whole middle eastern vibe of it all and crocodile and GREASY ACE?! Bon clay the goat)

6. Skypeia (The lore drops in this omg and the bell? i love)

7. Return to Sabaody Archipelago (Funniest arc i loved the fake straw hats and luffy flexing his haki against the pacifistas and everyone’s new appearances <3)

8. Dressrosa + Zou (Voice of all things with Luffy and Momonosuke and RAIZO IS SAFE oh my lord and then dressrosa as a whole, laws backstory and corasan and doffy and the appearance of sabo and then the whole straw hat grand fleet apart from the fighting bc it dragged and trebol turned me off my life i think this arc could rank higher but idk rn)

9. Punk hazard (Smokers new appearance MEOWWWW and saving the kids and ceaser clown)

10. East Blue saga (Cute and we get to see the dynamics of the crew for the first time)

11. Little Garden + Drum (Little garden was meh for me but dorry and broggy and ussopp bond yes please and choppers story made me ugly cry)

12. Impel Down (Funny but dragged)

13. Amazon Lily (Kind of dragged but i love the scene where luffy covers Sandersonias (?) back bc he knew they didn’t want anyone to see)

14. Jaya (Kind of hate but the appearance of blackbeard scared me straight out)

15. Fishman Island (Poseidon and joyboys apology and again the voice of all things + luffys haki knocking out almost half of his opps i loved. but sanji genuinely pissed me off in this arc like i love him but omg?)

16. Reverie (didn’t know it was a mixed filler arc so it kind of dragged but i loved all of the people luffy saved interacting)

17. Whole cake island (DRAGGRD DRAGGRD THE FIGHT WITH LUFFY AND KATAKURI SURE WAS GOOD BUT IT DOESNT EXCUSE 15 EPISODES OF FIGHTING. Plus big mom pissed me off but sanji backstory made me cry again)

18. Thriller bark (Worst arc i’ve ever watched literally had it as background noise as i went on my phone the only good thing was that NOTHING happened and brook and laboon)

law’s going through emo phase

part 2, part 3, part 4

from this donquixote fam modern au

No one ever taught them it was rude to stare

real

Gojo distracts Geto from his plans

i found dqbros popular “adopted” relationship headcanon funny coz basically doffy was a mommy’s boy (tsuru) and a girldad (baby5) while cora was a daddy’s boy (sengoku) and a boydad (law)

still correlates with the dq fam modern au, sengoku and tsuru weren’t their adopted parents here tho, idk i haven’t thought about doffy and cora’s past lore on this au that deep

Mami soy tu vaquero~

First post! :DD

I googled if deer shed their antlers after making this… They do. Let's just say this happens because of the season, lol.

This was supposed to be a funny/dumb idea.

I just like Luffy putting his hat on sad family members.

What Ace needs now is some cuddles. (Crocodile too *lol* Hormones indeed...)

Continuation of the "Stinky Child" comic. (I really need a better name for this X'D)

Bonus:

One thing i love about ao3 asl fanfics is that they’re also referred to as adventurous feral jungle children i think it’s one of my favourite things ever bc it’s literally canon

Sennnnnnn I don’t know if you’ve already addressed this before, but can we get a height check between the idiot captains??

Also also- I think it’s super funny that you literally made so much content you had to go and get a different website just to document it all out, that’s insane! Keep up the amazing content! Indulge your silliness!!

Two idiots over time!!

Also also, tysm that warmed my silly heart 😭❤️

The divorce was this the divorce was that

Fools!

The divorce happened because crocodile witnessed dragon putting ketchup on his spaghetti and immediately had to flee lest his Italian ancestors rose from the grave to haunt him

how are these bitches writing slow burn for one piece. ur like.. im gonna write 80 chapters of zoro and sanji not fucking. girl thats just The Show

woe,, another victim of an alt girl’s stick n poke phase

Something that burns me about one piece fanfics is that majority of them were before Jinbe officially joined the Straw Hats and we don’t get to see all these amazing fics that also include Jinbe. Like i’ll be reading the fanfic and then just start thinking about him.

I LOVE JINBE SO MUCH NO ONE UNDERSTANDS

HES RIGHT BEHIND ME ISN'T HE.

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