Btw Saying “Amazing Art, Wasted Talent 💔” On Fanart Of Either A Ship/character You Don’t Like

shipping two characters only because they’re my favorite characters? who does that thats so weird.. so weird.. so odd.. i need to see more because it’s so weird.. i need to read fanfic because its so weird.. i need to study the ship bc its SO WEIRD.

I don't think I've drawn fan art inspired by a fic before

But I read "Fall on me like Night" by @planetamarte on AO3, and I got the urge to draw Knuckles and Shadow sleeping next to the master emerald

(Aka my ADHD clung to that fic. Read it twice in one sitting. And proceed to ✨plot my demise✨)

I mean, fuck, I like bed. I like sleep. I like cozy blankies I like napping, I like to eep. I like Z catching and wink catching and counting sheep. I like doing beddie bye shit. Snooze it? Honk mimi

im not going to make a junji ito reference im not going to make a junji ito reference im not going to make a junji ito reference im not going to make a junji ito reference im not going to make a junji ito reference

Alice angel with some swirls!

@theinkymystery

ayesha erotica is the only reason i make it through the school day

and kyman tbh

lil gender (ig?) dysphoria vent ^__^

worst part about being unlabeled (mainly because labels are uncomfortable to you) for me is that my feelings towards gender identity are fluid—so much so that i used to be genderfluid and pronounfluid but all the labels were confusing.

I felt like I was constantly boxing my identity instead of living it to the fullest. (if that makes sense?)

The thing is—when you say you’re “unlabeled” (in which i sometimes feel dysphoric for labeling the term and other times not)

people usually opt for all gender neutral terminology, and I have nothing against gender neutral terms, like I said my feelings are fluid which in itself is so annoying.

because like?? one moment i’m like “this is it, I’m actually just [label] i’ve finally figured myself out” and then my feelings change.

i genuinely have NO CLUE why i’m like this, and it’s frustrating, i do stay with genderfluid crowds when i’m having these issues but even then I don’t want to label myself—especially when my feelings change and it makes me feel dysphoric.

but back to what i was saying, i have nothing against gender neutral terms, and also like i said I sometimes prefer them. but sometimes when it’s ONLY and STRICTLY gender neutral terms i feel dysphoric because sometimes i don’t feel gender neutral.

but i feel uncomfortable hounding anyone about my gender identity (and it’s shifts (and because i mainly have a white cishet christian conservative community and i’d rather not be publicly outed and shamed)) so i just sit through the dysphoria.

i just hate not knowing, i hate it fluctuating and i hate not having a solid feeling about my gender. i look at other lgbtq people in the community who seem like they have it all figured out—hell i look at other genderfluid people who also look like they have it all figured out too—but i don’t.

there’s not much i can do, and i know people will say (as they always have) that it’s a phase—which is like

1) life is all a bunch of phases

2) what do i do when my phases constantly change and have been changing most of my life?

i don’t expect to be accommodated 24/7 about this—trust me it’d be nice but i understand there are people in need who’s priorities are higher in which i want them to be accommodated first before anyone else.

i just dream of the day i have a small close knit group of other people who not only relate but are able to help validate me through my identity.

this might also be a relevant time to wonder if i may have autism or adhd. not saying that i have either

(although i’ve been getting close to self diagnosed and i’ve been wanting a screening for awhile)

or that having either is in any way inherent connected to my feelings in general—but i have a hunch,, suspicion,, dare i say hope? to maybe explain it all to me?

sorry if i don’t make sense this is just me rambling :>

it’s not a matter of insanity but rather a matter of immorality and apathy

debating drawing this

This genuinely looks like a scene where Kyle’s about to confess to his mother he’s dating a boy and not just any boy,— ERIC CARTMAN— who looks to be well groomed (getting all fancy in order to sway Ms. Brovfloski to give her son over to him perhaps?)

I wouldn’t be surpised if there was a whoooole ep somewhat related to a plot or scheme cartman has Kyle in on.

thinking about a south park shipping debate i got myself into on a Pinterest comment section and I simply said “kyman canon :p” and the other person crashed out and told me to kill myself. good times

AUGHHH

i love it

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