im Lief (any pronouns go wild), currently a full time art student, I like many things but never get around to half of them ;a;, developing a game - @liefofbushtown on insta
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MY GUYS!!! MY UNCLES!!! AHHHHHHHH
rough char line up for @liefofbushtown's lcb oc kongming's canto - aka the ro3k canto - would love to polish this when i have time
-the peach bros' small and cramped fixer office sits atop a humble shoe shop -guan yu is a color fixer, choosing to stay with his sworn brothers in their office -cao cao possesses the sign and has affiliations with demian, serving as a passive observer of the story, and giving cryptic clues, his main interests are maintaining the balance between the three major offices -i also use cao cao for my lcb diaochan's canto, he serves the same role as a sign holder and guide -sun quan is a reluctant antagonist, where it's clear he's only opposing and contesting for the bough mainly bc it's his assigned job, and it's worse to refuse and/or fail than die trying -designs were rural northern uncle core for the peach bros, fusion of western and traditional eastern attire + mob boss aesthetics for cao cao and yakuza/street gang attire for sun quan to tell all three offices apart
Further proof I guess that my taste in characters is twink
He wears veils and dresses in many sculptures and art or depictions of him on vases
In ancient art and literature, Apollo is frequently portrayed as the ideal of the kouros: beardless, athletic youth. This representation emphasizes his beauty and grace, often aligning with qualities traditionally associated with both genders
He’s described as “pretty,” “graceful,” “beautiful,” “delicate.”
He has a gentle speaking voice and soft features.
Apollo is basically a twink-coded solar enigma with infinite potential.
The Orphic Hymns, along with other ancient texts, often describe Apollo using epithets that emphasize his youthful beauty and radiant appearance, which can be interpreted as androgynous or effeminate by modern standards.
In the Orphic Hymn to Apollo, he is referred to as:"Golden-haired" (χρυσοκόμης, chrysokómēs) "Delian king who has eyes shining light on mortals"
Statues like the Apollo Belvedere depict him with:
Graceful and delicate features
Flowing hair
A poised and elegant stance
These artistic choices further highlight his androgynous beauty.
Also Niobe and Marsyas's comments on his appearance is pushing this even more
save me morally dubious old man !!
Adding on some of my previous hyperfixating characters, maybe I can start seeing a trend
Emmet (Pokemon)
Jon Sims (Magnus Archives)
Venti (Genshin Impact)
Hu Tao (Genshin Impact)
Herrsher of Sentience (Honkai Impact 3)
Yanqing (Honkai Star Rail)
Curly (Mouthwashing)
Grunkle Stan (Gravity Falls)
Chara (Undertale)
Claude Von Reigan (Fire Emblem 3 Houses)
Flayn and Seteth (Fire Emblem 3 Houses)
Orihime (Bleach)
Shiemi (Blue Exorcist)
I'll update this at somepoint with more characters that come to mind and more info on them. It'll be fun to have an archive of all my fixations.
Every now and then I become so enraptured with a specific character (and by proxy or cause of the media they're in) that they consume my brain like a brain worm of the worst callibar. It's like they slide into a slot next to sleeping and breathing and if I'm not thinking about them then I'm consuming more media about them. As if I'm at an all you can eat buffet and an hour left before I'm kicked out, with the incentive that if I don't absolutely go ham on the self serve seafood buffet I'll be feeling my ancestors smhs all the way from the afterlife. And then my great grandma reincarnated as a little girl slaps me up the head and goes 'aiya why you not eating more you gotta get your moneys worth's and I can only nod my head as I down another bowl of lobster bisque.
Anyway epic the musical made me realise that I miss the Percy Jackson books and now I'm hyperfixating specifically on one Lester Papadopoulos (you absolutely hairlarious bastard). Rereading the Trials of Apollo as well as having consumed about 30 - 40 fanfics so far in the course of a few days. My sleep is neglected but gods is my imagination refreshed.
Every now and then I become so enraptured with a specific character (and by proxy or cause of the media they're in) that they consume my brain like a brain worm of the worst callibar. It's like they slide into a slot next to sleeping and breathing and if I'm not thinking about them then I'm consuming more media about them. As if I'm at an all you can eat buffet and an hour left before I'm kicked out, with the incentive that if I don't absolutely go ham on the self serve seafood buffet I'll be feeling my ancestors smhs all the way from the afterlife. And then my great grandma reincarnated as a little girl slaps me up the head and goes 'aiya why you not eating more you gotta get your moneys worth's and I can only nod my head as I down another bowl of lobster bisque.
Anyway epic the musical made me realise that I miss the Percy Jackson books and now I'm hyperfixating specifically on one Lester Papadopoulos (you absolutely hairlarious bastard). Rereading the Trials of Apollo as well as having consumed about 30 - 40 fanfics so far in the course of a few days. My sleep is neglected but gods is my imagination refreshed.
Ya know that feeling where you really want to draw a character from a media or anything but it feels almost sacraligeous to depict their form on paper and the moment you try and on the first go it don't immediately turn out like it captures the characters completely essence it feels like cringe can be a legitimate cause of death?
There will be Palestinian futures on Palestinian land.
TMW your boss is a creepy 180cm tall white man in white dress with white growing eyes. Unfortunately, he knows it and he loves to troll.
Elesa and her posse...
The dynamic duo arrived today while I got elesa yesterday at a card store. I love them so much!!!!
I do think with news of the ceasefire, everyone should read up on what the ceasefire actually means and what the different phases of the ceasefire are. here's a good source for what we know as of now:
Some of my initial takeaways are:
this ceasefire is temporary (as of right now, six weeks long). negotiations will continue but israel is not offering guarantees about continued non-violence. BDS remains important. be vigilant, keep pressure up
rafah crossing will open one week after the initial phase starts
israel will release 2000 prisoners
more aid will get to northern gaza, look out for ways you can help
if the second phase is initiated, israel will do a complete withdrawal from gaza. which means the initial phase will not include that. again i say: BE VIGILANT
if the third phase is reached, reconstruction will begin "under international supervision"
nothing is over, even if this is a relief. do not tap out, do not tune out.
pls still read the full article
Also From Microsoft’s own FAQ: "Note that Recall does not perform content moderation. It will not hide information such as passwords or financial account numbers. 🤡
Blue Exorcist: All Night Arc Countdown Posters
I had such a fun story dream this morning I stayed in bed an extra 4 hours just to continue it
rb to have a super gay 2023
a whole bunch of gazan mutual aid projects and nonprofits. if the decision of which individual fundraiser to give to feels too daunting, or if you just want to help as many people as possible in one go, these are great initiatives to support.
care for gaza - focuses on providing food and essential supplies. donate here or here.
connecting humanity - securing internet access via donations of virtual sim cards (esims). if you can't afford a whole plan yourself, crips for esims is a communal pool that will use your donation to purchase and maintain esims
gaza soup kitchen - provides food, medical care, and classes for children. also has a gofundme
glia gaza medical support initiative - provides medical care through field clinics and tents at hospitals. donations can also be sent through their website.
ele elna elak - provides clean water, food, clothing, and shelter. they also have a gofundme
life for gaza - raising money for the gaza municipality to repair water and waste management infrastructure
taawon - partners with local civil organizations to provide food, water, medical care, shelter, and basic supplies
the sameer project - running various initiatives providing tents, medical care, and necessities. they have their own encampment project focused on sheltering families with children, sick and disabled members, or members in need of perinatal care
islamic relief worldwide's gaza emergency appeal - provides food, water, hygiene kits, medical supplies, and psychological support
baitulmaal - provides a variety of necessities, including food, water, shelter, and medical supplies
gaza mutual aid fund - distributes food, hygiene products, water, and other essential supplies, including financial support. run by @/el-shab-hussein's amazing friend Mona. updates can be found on her instagram.
hygiene kits for gaza - provides hygiene supplies including menstrual products, wipes, and toothbrushes/toothpaste
anera - provides a variety of necessities, including food, water, hygiene supplies, medicine, blankets and mattresses, and psychological care
palestine children's relief fund - provides supplies and support with a focus on children. also has an initiative for lebanon
dahnoun mutual aid - provides water, food, tents, baby supplies, financial support, and other necessities. updates can be found through their instagram
certainly this is not an exhaustive list, so please feel free to add on other projects or organizations that i didn't include. and as always, please take the time to donate if you can and share. it truly makes all the difference.
WHY CANT I JUST DRAW YOU NORMALLY ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH
Anyway I made him out of pearler beads
I had such limited colours purple became a shade of white and he skinned like the inside of a mandarin, he is very melted and stares at you unervingly but he is here!!!!
I made Ingo too but as I only had one black and one blue I'm sure you can guess how he turned out (he is so blue...)...
I might remake Emmet one day (soon) since I know how to fix some of the issues but I'll only attempt Ingo if I can get more bead colours
This movie broke me I started crying 10 mins in 100% watch this it's sooooooo good gods
Look Back has beautifully rendered backgrounds; breathtaking landscapes
While the characters themselves are drawn with swift and expressive strokes, filled with emotion and movement
How...peculiar right?
🎉
Please stay safe out there
This is a reminder to:
Never mention a possible pregnancy/abortion to anyone, especially not through a social media app messaging service such as messenger, WhatsApp, Instagram DMs, Snapchat, etc.
Delete all period tracking apps and to start tracking using a planner or physical calendar
Book appointments for a form of birth control if possible, or to always carry condoms for yourself and other
Look into sterilization options if that is the route you want to go down (here is a list of 1000 doctors willing to sterilize you without a fight)
Protect your fellow person, protect the women in your life, the queer people, the disabled people, everyone will be affected by this
Form communities. Tell your people that you love them. Protect one another. Check in on one another. None of us are alone.
Picked it up for them anyway I won
(Emmet came in the first 11(?) pulls but Ingo took till the number on the corner was like 330 out of 400 I think they sensed my favouritism/j)
(the hats is an inspired choice btw I'm so yoinking that)
IM GOING INSANE I LOVE THEM SO MUCH AHHHHHH THEY'RE SO PERFECT AND THE BEST AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
EVERYONE PLEASE READ THIS OFFICIAL SUBMAS POKEMAS COMIC
I'M GOING TO CRY BRO WHAT THE HECKKKK 😭😭
WHOAAAA HALLOWEEN CANDY YIPPIEEE!!!!! (will immediately gobble em up my two)
Halloween's over but... @anyone else want some?
happy hallowing you can take TWO pieces
I used a translator, sorry for my bad English😭
Yeah I was straight cry sobbing at this point.
The whole thing with cupids being those who died without never falling in love and the desire to experience it is also incredibly relatable to me as someone ace and somewhere on the aro spectrum (though I'm not sure if they'll actually talk about ace or aro topics in the manga, I bloody hope so).
Any way I highly recommend it its off to a super cool start and the aesthetic/motif of love hearts being used everywhere is super cute!!
love bullet is probably one of the strongest first volumes of a yuri that I've read in awhile like the way it handles grief, moving on, and missed opportunities in life due someone dying young is genuinely captivating
I'll take this opportunity to announce that I too am also working on a Disco Elysium successor project. And so are you. You just don't know it yet
Update on 3d pen Emmet the coat is on now and the bottom half of the head is connected, its done so the head can turn!
I'll be finishing off the coat next then the head (realised I did the hat a bit off).
After that I'll finally start working on the arms...
Sidenote I'm inhaling bits of plastic dust everytime I work on this...
Progress, so much sanding lol
My god I'm procrastinating so hard right now I picked up a new hobby and decided to make an Emmet figure w my sister's 3D pen...
He's looking melty but that's fine, I need to get a wood burning knife so I can shape the plastic then sand the hell out of it. Then prime and paint.
Before that though i gotta do the coat and adjustable arms. Yes the arms is a last minute decision I'm regretting it already
My god I'm procrastinating so hard right now I picked up a new hobby and decided to make an Emmet figure w my sister's 3D pen...
He's looking melty but that's fine, I need to get a wood burning knife so I can shape the plastic then sand the hell out of it. Then prime and paint.
Before that though i gotta do the coat and adjustable arms. Yes the arms is a last minute decision I'm regretting it already