I’m Tired.

I hope he realizes I'm the only one who loves him this way and to this extent.

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don’t you dare try and leave me. ♡︎

why // 10.16.2023

i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you ȉ̷̗̊̎̅̆͘ ̸̼̯͖̯͛l̸̩͎̖̽̍́̊̈̾͝o̸̮̪̔̓̈v̵͓̜̋̉̔̿̽̏͠é̶̺̃̚ ̸̯̯̉̐̏̅́̕͘ý̶̥͔͑̏͐́o̴̰̥̘̪̺͐̆̄͆̐u̶̢̘̼̖̼̣͊̀ ̵̡̻̦̘̺̓̇̀͒̚͜ͅï̷̡͕̣̘̬̖̮ ̸̟͙̞̲͎̠̹̽̐͐́͐l̵͓̾̇̋̚ơ̵͖̒͜v̵͙̫̀͋e̶͇̅̃̂ ̶̮̣̮͉̓͒̈́̈̅̚ͅy̴̧̙̰͖͂́͜o̵̧̘̼̤̖͙͌ű̷͈͇̆̐ ̸̦͙̱̕ĭ̷̠ͅ ̸̗̩͛͋̚ĺ̷̙̒̐̋̃̌̕ọ̴̧̯̝̤̦̪͛v̵̙̜̲́̆̑͌͘e̵̜̾̋͌̇ ̶̰̟̻̫̘̗̎̇͒̐̑̐̚y̶̟͍͍͒͌̈o̵͉̼̰͛̈́͐̋̕͝ụ̴̢̯͉͔͙̜̑͊̅ ̸̢̣̼̰̏͊̈́͜͝i̶̢̖̞̅̂̀̏̅ ̵̮̺̗̅̈́̊̐̚̕l̴̳̭̭̗͙̝͂̄́̃̂̆͊ö̶̝̒̀͌v̷̪̄́͋̊̀̐ȩ̴̼̮̥͌̊̌͒ ̶͙̼̤̲̟͙͈͋ý̸̨͔͎̎̽̈́̈́̈́̓ơ̴̥̱͒̎̾͠u̵͙̱̼͛̓͌̇̚͝ͅ ̶̢̛̫̣̾í̶͔̣̪̬̫͇͑̌̎̚ ̴̎͋̍̌ͅl̵͕̈́ô̷͎̺̭̬̺͒̍̑̊̕v̶̖̺͚͊e̴̡̫̮͌̋̓͝ ̷̠̜̥̫̀ÿ̶̯͓́ő̸̖̲̐̾̍͘u̸̗̣̺͇͕̤̳̎̋͗͌̆ ̴̨̳̤̹̖̿̎͛͂ĭ̷̢͉̫̤̻̩͜ ̴̺͖̹͆̈͌͌̈͒l̸̺̀ō̵̖͉̈͛̎̂̃͝v̶̝͌̔ë̵͈͔̾̚ ̵̬̞̤͍͓͓̘̀̒̀̇̓ỵ̶̡̛͚͇̖̗̜́͌̀͌̇̄o̶̫̗̓̄͗̐̈̑̈́ù̵̧̡̠̠͍̘́̒͛̈̎͊ ̶̰̫͚̰̘͓̘̋́͝i̸̹̋̿̒̓͒͂̂ ̸̨̮̪̪͌͛͑̀̚l̶̹̻̞͓̤̺͌͊̿ͅŏ̷̬̦̳͕̀̎̀͂́v̷̮̀̀͊ě̶̛͈̣̔͂̒ ̶̧̱͍̌̓y̶̺̖̽̌͋̾̚o̷̲͈̼̒͜ũ̷̹̔́ ̸̛̼̯̳̥͒ỉ̴̢̠͍͘ ̵̩́̍͒l̸̢͚̩̠̠̬̟̽͗̕o̶̤̣͋͆ͅv̸̨̩̪̙̲͝e̸͉̽̉̈́̓̈͘̚ ̷̢̛̻̖̩̞̦̔y̴̜͉̔͗͝͝o̶̯͊u̴͎̹̠̐͗̕͝ ̶͖͍̩̣̒͛̐͌̾̕͠į̸͒̐͝ ̷̼̤̯̉̏̅͛͂͘l̶̩̎ǒ̸͔̖̙̣̀͋v̶̞̯̜͕̱̌̉̎̍̉ë̵̼͕̰͚͍̰͙́̀̾̓ ̸̨̜͔̙̣̄͌́̾̑͜ỷ̵͕͚̻̙̯̦̂̚o̴̡͚̖̿͆́̂͝ú̸̧̦̠̇͗̕ ̸̢̛͙͚͜i̵̯̝̬͉̟͌͂̓̃͂ ̷̙̄͠l̶͔͇̊̃̂̐͋̉͆o̴̗͈̠͚̺̮͆̓͒́͋͛v̶̦͖̰̬̘̋̄͌̅̽̕͘ȩ̶͍͚̘̼͖̀̑͘̚͝͝ ̴̻̯͈̊͠ẙ̸̩ò̴̞̬̤̪̩̜͂͐ù̶̘̙̜̉̐̏̑̚͝ ̵̛̲͉͊͌̐̕͠͠ȋ̶̢͍̈́͘͝ ̸̙̬̳̦͔̉̅ļ̵̨̝͍̅̈̓̅͝o̸͈̟͕̾̈́ͅv̷̹̗̿̕ë̴̪̗͓͖̟͚́̆̽͠ͅ ̶͖̫̩͎͎̪͑͋͠ÿ̵̯͚́̇̀͘͠ỏ̷̱͍̭̫̘̦̖̿ư̵̥̬̏̄͘ ̸̛͉̀̅͗̅i̷̝͇̬̪̠͎̓̇͜ ̸̤̃͛̇̿̓̕l̵͔͕̦͔͂̏̿o̶̢̰̱̜͉͉͆̃̇ͅṿ̷̲̱͚̫̱́́̂̈́ë̴͈̲̙̹̠́ ̶̨̧̮͈̱̺̐̈́͘̕y̴̹̲͊o̴͎͊̇͆͊ů̶͖̎̄ ̸̩̮̻̻̲̎̄̅͊̇̍i̵̬̥̿̓̋̈ ̶̦̱́̊̀̈́͝l̴̖̭̯̏͐̊̈́͜͝ơ̴̞̦͓̱̜̐́͗̃̊̓ͅͅv̵̗̙̤͓͈͗̀̉̌̕̕e̸̤̜̬̟̙̕ ̵͈̟̠̍͜͜y̴̤͚̽̏͗͗͊̈́o̵̡̼̲͈̺͛́ú̷̜̼̎̍̏͗̈͌ ̴̯͖̣͛̓͆ḯ̷̼̫̯͎̒̊͋͝ ̵̦͖͕̌͆̚l̴̯̗͕͒͂͆̓̅̕ö̴͍͙̱͝ṽ̶̤̞̖͉̠͎͑̿́͠ê̷̺̩͐̑͐̃ ̵̫͓̩͊̓͛̚ÿ̶̧̢̙̯͔́̆̀͐ͅō̵̩̦̿͐̇̒̾͝û̶̱̖̌̐ ̶̮̟̈́͆ï̷̡͕͓͈̂͂̑͝͝ͅͅͅ ̴͉͗̓̏l̶̙͙̊̾̀̈́ͅo̸͈̹̠͎͓͔͋͊̋ͅv̸̞͎͓̮̈́̎͂̐͠ę̷̡̡̜̠̀͑͠ ̶̢̦̠̹̮̠̓̏̏y̷͚͕̋͑͌̊̋̏̚o̶̯̫͓̯̘̰̓̓̾͠u̴͖͕̣̜̲̹͕͒͊͘ ̵̛̻̦̟̻͉͓͌̂i̸̡̡̡͙̖͊̉͊͒̌ ̶̻͔̖̆̅̿́́̌l̷̢̫̘̞̟̻̳͐̒͆ó̸͉̳̖̱̒͌͛̈́̋v̶͇̠̱͒̽̊̔ͅe̵̩͊̈́̄͆̾ ̷̡̢͈̰̭̭̘̀̔̓̿͊͗͘y̷̼͋͐̈̓̋̕ỏ̵͔̣̩͚̗͚̉̚̕ù̴͙̙͓ ̵̩̫͔̯̳̏̈́̑̒̋̄̔į̵̘͔͈̩͉̝̇́̑͐͊̚ȉ̷̗̊̎̅̆͘ ̸̼̯͖̯͛l̸̩͎̖̽̍́̊̈̾͝o̸̮̪̔̓̈v̵͓̜̋̉̔̿̽̏͠é̶̺̃̚ ̸̯̯̉̐̏̅́̕͘ý̶̥͔͑̏͐́o̴̰̥̘̪̺͐̆̄͆̐u̶̢̘̼̖̼̣͊̀ ̵̡̻̦̘̺̓̇̀͒̚͜ͅï̷̡͕̣̘̬̖̮ ̸̟͙̞̲͎̠̹̽̐͐́͐l̵͓̾̇̋̚ơ̵͖̒͜v̵͙̫̀͋e̶͇̅̃̂ ̶̮̣̮͉̓͒̈́̈̅̚ͅy̴̧̙̰͖͂́͜o̵̧̘̼̤̖͙͌ű̷͈͇̆̐ ̸̦͙̱̕ĭ̷̠ͅ ̸̗̩͛͋̚ĺ̷̙̒̐̋̃̌̕ọ̴̧̯̝̤̦̪͛v̵̙̜̲́̆̑͌͘e̵̜̾̋͌̇ ̶̰̟̻̫̘̗̎̇͒̐̑̐̚y̶̟͍͍͒͌̈o̵͉̼̰͛̈́͐̋̕͝ụ̴̢̯͉͔͙̜̑͊̅ ̸̢̣̼̰̏͊̈́͜͝i̶̢̖̞̅̂̀̏̅ ̵̮̺̗̅̈́̊̐̚̕l̴̳̭̭̗͙̝͂̄́̃̂̆͊ö̶̝̒̀͌v̷̪̄́͋̊̀̐ȩ̴̼̮̥͌̊̌͒ ̶͙̼̤̲̟͙͈͋ý̸̨͔͎̎̽̈́̈́̈́̓ơ̴̥̱͒̎̾͠u̵͙̱̼͛̓͌̇̚͝ͅ ̶̢̛̫̣̾í̶͔̣̪̬̫͇͑̌̎̚ ̴̎͋̍̌ͅl̵͕̈́ô̷͎̺̭̬̺͒̍̑̊̕v̶̖̺͚͊e̴̡̫̮͌̋̓͝ ̷̠̜̥̫̀ÿ̶̯͓́ő̸̖̲̐̾̍͘u̸̗̣̺͇͕̤̳̎̋͗͌̆ ̴̨̳̤̹̖̿̎͛͂ĭ̷̢͉̫̤̻̩͜ ̴̺͖̹͆̈͌͌̈͒l̸̺̀ō̵̖͉̈͛̎̂̃͝v̶̝͌̔ë̵͈͔̾̚ ̵̬̞̤͍͓͓̘̀̒̀̇̓ỵ̶̡̛͚͇̖̗̜́͌̀͌̇̄o̶̫̗̓̄͗̐̈̑̈́ù̵̧̡̠̠͍̘́̒͛̈̎͊ ̶̰̫͚̰̘͓̘̋́͝i̸̹̋̿̒̓͒͂̂ ̸̨̮̪̪͌͛͑̀̚l̶̹̻̞͓̤̺͌͊̿ͅŏ̷̬̦̳͕̀̎̀͂́v̷̮̀̀͊ě̶̛͈̣̔͂̒ ̶̧̱͍̌̓y̶̺̖̽̌͋̾̚o̷̲͈̼̒͜ũ̷̹̔́ ̸̛̼̯̳̥͒ỉ̴̢̠͍͘ ̵̩́̍͒l̸̢͚̩̠̠̬̟̽͗̕o̶̤̣͋͆ͅv̸̨̩̪̙̲͝e̸͉̽̉̈́̓̈͘̚ ̷̢̛̻̖̩̞̦̔y̴̜͉̔͗͝͝o̶̯͊u̴͎̹̠̐͗̕͝ ̶͖͍̩̣̒͛̐͌̾̕͠į̸͒̐͝ ̷̼̤̯̉̏̅͛͂͘l̶̩̎ǒ̸͔̖̙̣̀͋v̶̞̯̜͕̱̌̉̎̍̉ë̵̼͕̰͚͍̰͙́̀̾̓ ̸̨̜͔̙̣̄͌́̾̑͜ỷ̵͕͚̻̙̯̦̂̚o̴̡͚̖̿͆́̂͝ú̸̧̦̠̇͗̕ ̸̢̛͙͚͜i̵̯̝̬͉̟͌͂̓̃͂ ̷̙̄͠l̶͔͇̊̃̂̐͋̉͆o̴̗͈̠͚̺̮͆̓͒́͋͛v̶̦͖̰̬̘̋̄͌̅̽̕͘ȩ̶͍͚̘̼͖̀̑͘̚͝͝ ̴̻̯͈̊͠ẙ̸̩ò̴̞̬̤̪̩̜͂͐ù̶̘̙̜̉̐̏̑̚͝ ̵̛̲͉͊͌̐̕͠͠ȋ̶̢͍̈́͘͝ ̸̙̬̳̦͔̉̅ļ̵̨̝͍̅̈̓̅͝o̸͈̟͕̾̈́ͅv̷̹̗̿̕ë̴̪̗͓͖̟͚́̆̽͠ͅ ̶͖̫̩͎͎̪͑͋͠ÿ̵̯͚́̇̀͘͠ỏ̷̱͍̭̫̘̦̖̿ư̵̥̬̏̄͘ ̸̛͉̀̅͗̅i̷̝͇̬̪̠͎̓̇͜ ̸̤̃͛̇̿̓̕l̵͔͕̦͔͂̏̿o̶̢̰̱̜͉͉͆̃̇ͅṿ̷̲̱͚̫̱́́̂̈́ë̴͈̲̙̹̠́ ̶̨̧̮͈̱̺̐̈́͘̕y̴̹̲͊o̴͎͊̇͆͊ů̶͖̎̄ ̸̩̮̻̻̲̎̄̅͊̇̍i̵̬̥̿̓̋̈ ̶̦̱́̊̀̈́͝l̴̖̭̯̏͐̊̈́͜͝ơ̴̞̦͓̱̜̐́͗̃̊̓ͅͅv̵̗̙̤͓͈͗̀̉̌̕̕e̸̤̜̬̟̙̕ ̵͈̟̠̍͜͜y̴̤͚̽̏͗͗͊̈́o̵̡̼̲͈̺͛́ú̷̜̼̎̍̏͗̈͌ ̴̯͖̣͛̓͆ḯ̷̼̫̯͎̒̊͋͝ ̵̦͖͕̌͆̚l̴̯̗͕͒͂͆̓̅̕ö̴͍͙̱͝ṽ̶̤̞̖͉̠͎͑̿́͠ê̷̺̩͐̑͐̃ ̵̫͓̩͊̓͛̚ÿ̶̧̢̙̯͔́̆̀͐ͅō̵̩̦̿͐̇̒̾͝û̶̱̖̌̐ ̶̮̟̈́͆ï̷̡͕͓͈̂͂̑͝͝ͅͅͅ ̴͉͗̓̏l̶̙͙̊̾̀̈́ͅo̸͈̹̠͎͓͔͋͊̋ͅv̸̞͎͓̮̈́̎͂̐͠ę̷̡̡̜̠̀͑͠ ̶̢̦̠̹̮̠̓̏̏y̷͚͕̋͑͌̊̋̏̚o̶̯̫͓̯̘̰̓̓̾͠u̴͖͕̣̜̲̹͕͒͊͘ ̵̛̻̦̟̻͉͓͌̂i̸̡̡̡͙̖͊̉͊͒̌ ̶̻͔̖̆̅̿́́̌l̷̢̫̘̞̟̻̳͐̒͆ó̸͉̳̖̱̒͌͛̈́̋v̶͇̠̱͒̽̊̔ͅe̵̩͊̈́̄͆̾ ̷̡̢͈̰̭̭̘̀̔̓̿͊͗͘y̷̼͋͐̈̓̋̕ỏ̵͔̣̩͚̗͚̉̚̕ù̴͙̙͓ ̵̩̫͔̯̳̏̈́̑̒̋̄̔

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