New Years Ruin

I’ll make you a Domme alright...

Part 1: Introduction to femdom

Better Left A Fantasy

I came across a post on Tumblr the other day that brought me back to this thought. The post was from a man’s blog, he was talking about how he was never going to fuck his wife again because he was loyal to a woman here on Tumblr. The concept was very hot. The idea of submitting to a younger more dominant woman, and sacrificing physical intimacy with his wife; quite an extreme within the world of femdom. At least in my opinion. Extreme, because realistically, morally, I find the idea absolutely terrible. To abandon a spouse for another person, to ignore their physical and emotional needs to fulfill your own lustful fantasies and fetishes. Absolutely disgraceful.

Yet, within the realm of fantasy, that level of taboo. That level of it being so wrong. Makes it hotter.

A few years ago my wife and I explored the concept of open marriages. Multiple partners. Cuckolding type scenarios. The fantasy was always hot, and to an extent the reality was too. But I found that it was too much of an emotional strain. I found that my beliefs about marriage and loyalty and monogamy outweighed my fetish about sharing my wife. It was, better left as a fantasy. One that we still role play with toys often enough! Lol.

Everyone has different moral codes. Different levels of what is ok or what is too far. What is better left as a fantasy for me, might be absolutely fine with another person. Just makes me think about how varied people’s limits are within this kinky and complicated world we all share. Exploring is healthy, finding what is right for you and your partner is healthy, just keep in mind that some things might be better in your mind than in reality.

I feel horny. I feel slutty.

I am horny. I am slutty.

I am a slut.

My mind wanders to sex when I should be working.

My hand wanders to my cock when I should be working.

My cock throbs.

My cock leaks.

I ache. I need.

Need to cum….no.

Need to ache….yes.

I need to ache. More

Need to leak. More.

I am a slut, that needs to ache, and leak, and become more horny. More horny, more slutty.

Please….

Starting to Understand

So all this year so far I’ve been submitting to my wife/Mistress. There have been times when I’ve been good, and times when I’ve been bad. I haven’t had a full orgasm at all this year, but I’ve had lots of unauthorized ruined orgasms. The last few days though, my wife has been driving me wild. I’ve been good too, I haven't so much as stroked my cock once without permission. I feel very submissive toward her right now, and she’s only making the feeling stronger every day. Two nights ago she sent me a text saying that she had just orgasmed 4 times, without me. I wasn’t involved in any way. I was upset, but not angry like I usually would be. I explained to her that I was disappointed that I couldn’t help her get off, but that I understood that I am just a sex toy and it’s up to her if she wants to use me. She said that I was finally starting to understand that it isn’t about my pleasure, it’s all about hers. She let me watch her masturbate last night, she asked me if I wanted to edge. I said no, I said that only she deserved to have pleasure. She rewarded my submission by ordering me to edge with her, and then she made me ruin my orgasm and lick it all up. I watched as she came five times that night, while my cock throbbed and leaked for her. I love my wife, and I love my Mistress.

Should I edge in the bathroom at work? 🤔

I like the idea of being locked up for he New Year

Will you start new your locked in a new chastity device?

I will give away 2 devices,

a CB-3000 clear ($150)

a CB-3000 Pink ($150)

To win the device you have to follow me and reblog this messege. The winners wil be announced at 12/31-2016

HAPPY LOCKED YEAR!

Wife in charge again

My wife’s dominant mood is back in full swing. She locked my cock up the other night and made me fuck her with her favorite toy. She gave me a time limit to make her cum, and rewarded me with getting to fuck her when I succeeded. I still wasn’t allowed to cum of course, but I got to make her cum which is better anyway! That was Sunday night.

Yesterday I came home from lunch to find her wearing a short dress and heels. She bought them earlier that morning and used them to tease me through my lunch break. I couldn’t keep my hands off her, and I can’t get the image out of my mind still. But of course, all I got out of it was some making out and rubbing through my pants.

My balls ache, and I love it I love her and I’m so happy and thankful to have such a kinky cocktease of a wife.

I should have taken control of you years ago.

New, just for him. It’s all for him, for his pleasure for his enjoyment. My body is his to use in the roughest ways he can imagine. His to mark and hurt as he wants. My holes are his to take and fill whenever he sees fit. My mind is his to torment and play with. I live to serve him, to please him, to be devoured by him till there’s nothing left of my own desires, just his pleasure.