hii :) for the ask game š„ŗ & š pls <3
hello! sorry itās taken me so long to get to this <3
ask game here if youād like to ask me something!
š„ŗ - Is there a certain type of moment or common interaction between your characters that never fails to put you in your feels?
yes, definitely, and i think itās a lot of the same things that get me as a reader too. caretaking, especially when itās remusās chronic illness. accommodating each otherās needs like itās second nature because they know each other so well, whether thatās something major like helping with mental illness or disability symptoms or something minor like grabbing their favorite snack at the grocery store. remus blushing and hiding and sirius trying to coax him out of hiding. all sappy things really lmao
š- What are some common things you incorporate in your fics? Themes, feels, scenes, imagery, etc.
ummm i will once again mention remus blushing HAHA and just getting flustered/being pathetic generally. not so much in brtc but in lotf and my other wips. obviously disabled/chronically ill remus. usually i write fluff so i will say itās a common theme, but not always. hmm this is hard. i donāt think about this stuff much to be honest! i fear this may be a boring answer but hopefully you still enjoy it haha
thanks for the asks xx
Wolfstar Shopping At Tesco ( a.k.a Sirius having the time of his life because muggle shopping is so ācoolā and Remus being done with him and actually trying to get some shopping done ššš )
sneaking this in just under the wire. thanks to @madefortherain for the tag!
(just a short one today because lotf chapter 3 has been giving me Issues)
And that...that earns a laugh out of Sirius. A real one, Remus can tell. He finds himself staring at the way Sirius's smile widens until it breaks open, the way his eyes flutter closed. Every single thing this man does is beautiful.
np tags: @quiethauntings @moonysentropia
Operation - @wolfstarmicrofic - wc: 254 - Trans!Remus
Sirius sighs in relief when Remusās eyes flutter open. Not that he has any reason to feel anxious anymore. Itās been over a week since the operation, and Remusās doctor assured them, quite insistently, at his follow-up appointment that everything is healing normally and that Remus should be back to his normal energy levels soon. Still, surgery is a big deal, and he knows how important this one is to Remus. If something goes wrongāwell, Remus doesnāt like it when Sirius thinks that way, so he tries his best not to.
āGood morning, love,ā Sirius whispers, propping himself up on his elbow to look down at his boyfriend. Just as he had done every morning since the surgery, Remus lifts a hand to his chest, as if double-checking that itās flat. And then he smiles in relief, just as he does every morning. āDonāt worry,ā Sirius teases. āYouāre still breast free.ā
Remus rolls his eyes, but heās still smiling brightly.
āHere.ā Sirius reaches over to the side table where he keeps a bottle of water and Remusās pain medication. āYou must be sore. Go on, drink up, and Iāll start breakfast. Iāll give you a bath and tend to your battle wounds after you eat, how does that sound?ā
āIt sounds wonderful.ā Remusās smile transforms into something softer, something thatās just for Sirius. āBut you have to stop calling my top surgery scars ābattle wounds.āā
āNo can do, Moons.ā He ruffles Remusās hair playfully as he climbs out of bed. āNo can do.ā
hi so we can in fact enjoy pathetic loser characters without being ableist! i looove pathetic loser remus but itās disgusting and ableist to say heās pathetic because heās disabledā¦come on yāall, iām so sick of this.
Honestly I love how wolfstar are both a little pathetic, but they still think the other one is so freaking cool lol
You'll see remus spilling tea all over his grandpa jumpers, complaining about chronic pain, going to bed by nine, hating on every new popular trend and sirius will remain absolutely terrified that one day moony's gonna wake up and discover he's just too cool for him.
On the other hand, sirius trips on every damn sidewalk because he insists on wearing pants too big for his size, whines every morning about his bread crusts and needs remus to kiss any paper cut he might have. And remus is still drooling all over him every step of the way.
Sleepy Sundays
i have chosen violence on reddit tonight & i feel great about it bc yāall are insane.
OK, fandom, hereās a thing about Remus Lupin we donāt hear nearly enough about: sometimes, being a werewolf wasnāt an unrelenting cycle of angst.Ā Sure there was a lot of suckage, but sometimes there was fun.
āAnd they didnāt desert me at all. Ā Instead they did something for me that would make my transformations not only bearable, but the best times of my life. Ā They became Animagi.ā
(Chapter 19, The Servant of Lord Voldemort, PoA.)
Where are you all hiding the fic and arts when teenage Remus gets to actually enjoy some full moon high-jinks?Ā Thereās more misery and moping around the hospital wing than you can shake a stick at and, I get that, I really do, we all love a bit of h/c, we hurt the ones we love the most and all that malarkey.Ā But surely thereās room for more?Ā The roaming the school grounds, running about the Forest, wild animal adventures?Ā Most times thereās not much willingness to even admit that Remus ever had any fun, instead just a grudging acceptance that his Animagi friends made full moon a bit less bad, maybe even tolerable.Ā but Remus very clearly says otherwise.Ā To repeat:
āThe best times of my life.ā
Look, itās not like Remus didnāt have enough misery, can we not let the poor bastard enjoy the one bit of fun canon gives him?Ā Oh, and while weāre on the subject, he goes on:
āAnd there were near misses, many of them. Ā We laughed about them afterwards.ā
Think about that for a minute.Ā Remus came close to attacking people during the full moon on multiple occasions, but far from being consumed with self-loathing and regret, managed to laugh about it afterwards.Ā I mean, he had a bit of a conscience about it, but:
āI always managed to forget my guilty feelings every time we sat down to plan our next monthās adventure.ā
Sure, he knew what he was doing was dangerous, and sometimes he felt a bit bad about it.Ā But it didnāt stop him doing it, didnāt stop him laughing off the dangers, didnāt stop him regarding the full moon as anĀ āadventure.āĀ
There will always be fans of long-suffering Remus and, hey, knock yourselves out if thatās fun for you.Ā But, oh, what I wouldnāt give for a little more of canon Remus who is no sort of soft doughy cinnamon roll but is a bit of a thrill-seeker, not entirely honest, and definitely capable of having fun.Ā Ā
Donāt @ me unless youāve got recs or are up for planning next monthās adventure.
I think people let JK Rowling's transphobia define her too much, we need to acknowledge her other aspects.
She's also a racist, antisemitic, and a Holocaust denier, we can't forget that!
What they don't tell you about writing is that as you write, you discover scenes and entire plots that you hadn't accounted for that need to be written. So you can spend two hours writing and editing only to realise you're further away from the finish line than you thought you were when you started