orengejoshi

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Sorry if this is overstepping but congrats on the baby!!!

not at all, I'm very happy! exactly 3 months old since yesterday (technically 2 adjusted) and since a few days they've finally started to socially smile. they're a joy. I am tired and all but I don't hate the newborn phase (tho I am more excited for the actual interactions now! I like to see them becoming aware)

when people say it's pure survival and not pleasant etc. I believe them, everyone's experience is different, but my baby is not the reason. (I have an easy one I'd say) what I find more annoying and exhausting is all of the people that are suddenly expert parents with 50 child psychology degrees trying to tell you what to do and what not. so I mostly really just stay inside for now except for the pediatrician visits

I rarely post selfship stuff (but there is... more than I ever made of paperhat actually) but here's one of those anyway

the dynamic is a lil fucked up and weird (it's pretty much like shipping Flug with himself) so idk if anyone's interested in that, just gonna use this as an opportunity to ask into the round

Hello! I just remembered i liked paperhat bc i was going thru old pics of mine and found my flug cosplay from like, ages ago lmao and i am in love with your art ♥️ that is all, thank you 🤣♥️♥️🤣♥️ just felt compelled to say it, continue with your day 😆😆😆♥️♥️♥️♥️

Thank you!

there's so many great Flug cosplays tbh... I wonder if I've seen yours before without knowing, my eyes are everywhere in the tiniest corners of this fandom nonstop since 2017 (hmmmm is smth I should get on too, I've been wanting to cosplay him since years)

appreciate you, here's a recent doodle anyway

comic for a friend that had surgery

Oh how kind of him, Black Hat wants to give Flug an acupuncture session🙂‍↕️

Hallo, ich bin neu hier und Deutsch ist übrigens meine Muttersprache. Hatte Paperhat ein Fan-Kind?

wallah was für deutsch amk

woher kommst'n du min jung? sprichst ja einfach ultra hochdeutsch auf deiner seite alda schwede. musst ja net assi reden wie icke aber kannst locker machen mit mir

hörst du rap? hau ma paar in die kommentare dann könn' wa quatschen

joa schon, hab das gefühl das is woher dein name kommt. ick bin bissl sus grade idk.... hmmmm.............. hmmm.

this one too, update! proportions and colors (it took me a while to figure out that I should look at my tablet straight on and not from diagonally below.)

Don't pet his belly, it's a trap🐈‍⬛💥

fixed the proportions a bit a year later. some parts are beyond repair without redoing the whole thing but I like it more again, it was really bothering me

I redrew Flug's ref sheet for no reason, I just adore plus size men💗

Gossip and dirty secrets

Hey mate are you. Like. Still pregnant or have you had the child yet???? If so. YAYYYYY. Baby little human being. :3

Yeah! Feb 27th at 34 weeks. so they're already 2 months old💚 (time flies wtf)

a little early and nobody exactly knows why but I just got the crazy pains one day, when it got strong and consistent enough to make me worry I went to the hospital. they told me nothing's going on, it's nowhere strong enough... so I was sent home. and then I gave birth in my bathroom 4 hours later. (I love the healthcare system!!)

bc apparently that is not more painful than a chronic pain disease that I have. every month. since I was 16.

so I "didn't LOOK like I was in enough pain" I can handle a lot more than any human should be able to handle. (much like Flug. I have the "bizarre pain tolerance" superpower)

I made like 5 sketches for one of your asks and I'm still not done. I have so many ideas for it.

for now I'll show you this private commission I work on. I hope when I'm done I can say for who it is (it's insane)

(also in reality I can't handle ANY pain, I'm just also mentally ill and refuse to show "weakness" to people. the reflex to smile and stand up straight and act normal is so ingrained... it's a problem. so people never believe me when I say I suffer haha)

even more! >:3 if you could and thank you :)

more quantity of fat Flug drawings or more fat on him? (I can do both former is just harder with No Free Time lately)

Why do people claim ur art is theirs? And can u make more chubby fug pls?

I have 2k followers here and on insta, 24k on twt, it's inevitable. ig the shit is good and then it just happens automatically, mfs repost your shit, trace it, sell it, I entirely gave up on giving a fuck and just focus on making more art

I have. a very faint hunch who you are. just a smidgen. and if I'm right I think the attempts get ridiculous, but still not YET enough for me to block bc I wanna see where this goes.

call me paranoid but I feel like over the years online (including multiple cyberstalking incidents) I developed a sense for figuring out who someone is out of the "energy+quirks" how they type once I've observed it a few times. so even if alt/anon accs are used, I can catch it.

I don't wanna come at you too strongly but that is... how do I say it as kindly as possible...

a lowkey stupid thing to ask.

just lowkey.

very low🤏🏻

bc I mean. why do people steal art

...not like that is THE most common event for any artist ever online since the birth of the internet. the least surprising thing you can encounter.

without also sounding narcissistic... open your eyes. take one look at my art. it is at the very least mediocre. it gets a good amount of attention for SOME reason even if it was objectively garbage so people still like it enough to give it the time of day and anything that gets any attention is bound to be stolen.

I do not know why people do that. I don't steal art, never have. have you? I believe you have. if I'm not mistaken. so why did you claim my art?¹ hmm?

but by using logic we can surmise that people most likely want attention and praise without doing anything of their own and get their 3 minutes of the lil meaningless digital hearts popping on the screen.

I apologize for unloading this on you rn I just think it's a nice opportunity to talk about it bc I am... BAFFLED.

you do not wanna know what is happening in my ask box. idk if that is normal. but wow.

yk some questions are just................ can you not answer that yourself? genuinely?

by this point when I read any question that starts with "why..." I know I am in for some dumb Captain Obvious shit.

a question I get a lot for example is "why do you draw Flug fat"

ok now sit down for a second please, stay with me on this one.

let's use our brain meats.

what could possibly be the answer here?

I'll break the magician's code

...it is PROBABLY because............... the artist likes it.

shockingly. they just want to draw that shit.

there's no deeper reason idk what in tarnation you expect here.

"good question actually I absolutely hate drawing this shit in reality I am forced to make this art at gunpoint or they'll waterboard my cat in the toilet bowl and sell my first born to the mafia please send help"

...guys I need to confess something to you...

I was diagnosed with terminal yaoi brain cancer and the only way to prolong my life is to draw fat Flug. the secret is out. there you have it.

like what do you wanna hear

no writer or artist is gonna unpack a complex life-changing sob story for you Why they draw their fav character in assless chaps all the time. it is almost always "because I like it." or "because I look/behave like that."

why do you wonder about that in the first place.

are you judging? why so? if you don't like certain content... you can ignore it.

trust me that if you don't understand or enjoy it, someone else's explanation why they do won't fundamentally change anything in you.

and it doesn't end there. this goes on.

"why do you draw paperhat so much?" "why do you draw Flug pregnant?" "why do you draw Flug trans?"

and not just once. no no. asks like this sit in my inbox en mass.

I already don't answer most of them and don't plan to but the phenomenon will never not fascinate me.

how young are you mfs????? bc my account is monitored. I don't say which age to prevent people from lying. people have lied to me so damn often in the past, I found that it decreases drastically when there is no big taboo sign that says "*AGE*+ ONLY" I just silently check and block.

bc pointless "why..." questions usually come from younger individuals in my experience.

¹= you type just like user who traced my art and spammed me and as far as I was informed now they're very young which checks out with this ask as I just mentioned

I'll draw more fat Flug either way don't worry but I decided this won't be about this rn I just wanted to complain. I'm in Complaining Mood™ so we're gonna complain. it's complaining time o'clock up in dis bitch, baby

If you had the opportunity to rewrite dementia any way you wanted, what would you do?

that is a really good question! since I am having a bit of a hiccup warming up to her.

it's bc I require emotional depth for me to be interested in a character.

which I'm absolutely sure there is a lot of in her... but we've just not seen enough to work with. I like mentally disturbed characters that are struggling more outwardly, like Flug or Miss Heed. I think it's less of a writing flaw and more CN/Warner holding them back from releasing the stuff as it was roughly planned probably. maybe if we had the rest of the 1st season we'd already be much further in her character development.

there's core emotions that I NEED to see in a character to get hooked, which is fear, regret and grief.

none of which we've seen in her yet. nothing genuine that's not caused by the brainwash she stands under.

the most conflicting thing we've seen her do is having tears well up in her eyes after Flug hit her which didn't come off as physical pain, but emotional. that's interesting, but too short of a moment.

I feel like anything I'd "change" about her are things that are canonically planned, we just have to wait.

I think what's missing in her rn is self-awareness.

without her artificial obsession with Black Hat, she is nobody. maybe she'll have a crisis later about exactly that; not knowing who she is as a person. she should. if and when she snaps out of that she's wasted a large chunk of her life under his influence.

let's say it like that, if they don't start to show clearer signs of character development in the remaining S1 episodes, that's what I'd change. pick up the pace a bit. there's more obvious foreshadowing about literally every other character than about her. they really keep her backstory a secret.

there's so much to work with. why is her name Demencia? what's her real name? why did she arrive there "barefoot"? why is she better at math than Flug? why did she react so silenced when confronted with her mortality? was it fear? what does she truly fear? what or who is important to her outside of the hypnosis? does she have a real goal, for herself? smth must have led her to Black Hat... did he lure her or did she have such a terrible life before all this that she saw no other use to her existence than to turn to him?

you already know this drawing but I think I never posted it here

however I'd like to change 1 thing about her visual design for sure.

Please give her muscles. like... all the time.

I've criticized often before that I find the female characters in the show slowly drift too much into one and the same mould, their silhouettes are all the same, since Miss Heed; every relevant female character looks like her body type (...and some newer ones even in the face.) they could start diverting from that by giving Demencia muscles (not just in promo illustrations or closeup shots of her flexing, I feel like they could easily always draw a visible biceps on her)

that's not too hard to animate either, I mean they animated Sunblast and Airlock and that whole 5th episode, and it can't be harder than all the striped and spiked elements in Dem's design.

I'm sry for the inconvenient spamming of random things, I know who @lilblackhat is and he keeps using my account just to claim ur art is his. I'm very sry for my twin brother's doing and I'm also brand new here, plus u deserve better.

I'm having trouble believing that, "anon"

this sounds like an excuse I would have made in 6th grade. yk when you text your crush a confession and they don't answer or they reject you so you panic and pull out the "oh man I'm so sorry for that, that was my stupid brother oof what a dummy, I totally didn't mean to send that"

it's really not such a big deal, it's more entertaining than anything to me rn. I'll block when I've had enough

Since u drew Dr Flug as a catboy, what would happen if you made Black Hat a catboy? Plus ur amazing as fuck because the colors, small details and etc are perfect😍

brother

I think you like paper hat…but idk🤔/j

an astute observation anon

here's a warmup sketch that I will literally never touch again in any way

I wasn’t aware that an outfit for yandere stuff existed as someone who takes comms sometimes on the topic I’m aware of like the stare and expressions but an outfit?????

That’s the one most frequently changed thing in the genre. Someone asking for that would confuse the hell outta me

right!! I think I would have probably drawn Flug in Yuno Gasai's outfit (which is also a school girl uniform) since she's like... The OG yandere, she put yandere on the map. but that's more like. a reference. not a fashion style

Yandere Simulator definitely was also a big thing, but those are the most barebones standard japanese middle school(? highschool? uniforms. without weapon/blood and the demeanor it's got nothing to do with yanderes anymore.

technically I could draw Flug in his normal shirt and lab coat and just add some blood to the orientation video scene with him holding a syringe and being a psycho to one of his experiment victims. but make the dialogue creepy romantic/possessive and et voilà.

Flug already gives off yandere vibes with a few minor tweaks

also I'd LOVE to see that, I may not show it (by drawing it) but I love the concept of this dark toxic stuff. I just find it very hard to draw. I admit that complex, negative emotions and actions are my weakness in my artistic skills

Flug in a yandere outfit plz 🙏

No.

hi, I'm new here and u just inspired me by a lot of things. i scrolled through ur posts and saw a catboy flug, can u make Black Hat a catboy perhaps?

when you change your name it automatically changes in my ask box in old asks of y'all as well so this is not a good idea to try and trick me

thank you tho that's nice I'm happy I can do that

Can you please draw a chubby mr flug please! And thank you

a little more than chubby bc chubby is usually not enough for me, I need this man big and soft

Big day for me and me alone.

sry, imma be gone from this forever...sry...

😢

what's wrong anon, context? am I missing something? I can be a little slow-

you better don't think to do anything stupid.

here

take this Flug, he has flowers for you. I'll be seeing you here again tomorrow I hope

I’ve had a tumblr for 4 years what the fuck am I doing with my life 

I can't believe I can say that I'm a proud owner of these now!! beautiful!

❗❗LAST CHANCE❗❗

get these villainous charms/stickers before i retire em!

Paperhatober Day 20: Winter❄️

Flug's any% Catching A Cold speedrun

alright that's all for asks today because 2 hours ago I was 100% healthy, thriving if you will and now I have the flu I believe

Can u make Black Hat into a cat this time? It just randomly came into my mind😅

that is the best formulated one so I'm gonna answer this one and I wanna believe this is actually not all the same person but I need you to look at this please, stay with me for a second (it's really funny to me)

this is what my ask box looks like and I'm.

where is this coming from? are you guys from the Warriors fandom (god I remember that, 2012...)

is it because for some time I drew Flug with cat ears and tail? that's been a long time by now, I could bring it back but currently I can't even surmise out of these whether you want me to draw them as actual feral cats or just as catboys

I'm so confused about the high demand, out of nowhere

Edit: I found the thing I talk about in the tags

very old. Dem looks like a 2013 style warrior cats fanart on purpose

What would Black Hat and Dr. Flug look like as Imposters from among us

I wouldn't know how to draw that, I mean the game is a bunch of little beans without arms

but I appreciate you forming a sentence bc I got that exact request 3 times in much shorter versions and I do not know why it must sound so dire, isn't that from 2020, 21? does it have a resurgence in popularity? don't know if it's all the same person. I'm suspicious mmmh

Um were you talking requests a while back? If so, are there any rules or conditions that we should be aware of?

ok

a good rule of thumb is: if you try any more often than once, I'm not doing it (out of spite even if I thought that idea is fun but now I feel pressured and used, I'm not a machine after all! I sometimes feel like people speak to me like they throw a prompt into an AI) (also I'm stealing that idea and you'll never see it)

my askbox is pretty much always open and I receive a lot. I currently have 81 unanswered ones, to give you an idea. you see how often I actually have time to answer them and then I never do half-assed things bc I set my standards on myself too high so I usually include a doodle whether you asked for it or not bc I kinda just don't like to clog my blog with boring text-only posts.

it's actually unlikely...

but I always say it's worth a shot.

it's literally a gamble. (where you can try again with another prompt after a few weeks of a cooldown period so it doesn't feel like you're spamming and pushing me)

bc I am incapable of making smth messy and call it a day. you basically get a commission for free. bc I do not take commissions. that shit will be fully clean, rendered, maybe even an entire cluster comic page as I like to call them. I LOVE DOING THIS. I love to surprise people. to utterly flummox them. I specifically like to do art to make people happy, so I always swore to myself I would never take money for it. it stays a hobby and smth to spread joy with.

by keeping it a rare, by-chance occurrence it stays special.

you pay by being creative and kind + luck. my requests come closer to a raffle I guess.

I just do em when ADHD inspiration strikes me. since June of last year where I started paperhatober it's just. become MUCH slower. bc I REFUSE to give up. so my life has been on hold literally bc of that omg. I swear I will finish this.

I swear

I may not have finished highschool but I WILL finish this (it's personal. I will actually talk about it once I'm done)

so the smart move rn is to wait until the glorious day where I finish that god forsaken challenge... I can think of like 5 requests off the dome that I would be fire and flames for and perhaps I even have drafts somewhere but I can't get distracted yet...

also yeah literally any topic is ok but I do sometimes wonder why I get hardcore NSFW requests bc... brother. god knows I want to. but how do you expect me to post that onto The Censorship Site .com

foot note: yes, mutuals are prioritized. I follow like 20 people.

AUGGHHAAA i just scrolled thru like your entire blog just looking at flug...... i have been in love with him for like. seven years now??? and i just. GGRGRRERURGHRG YOUR FLUG ART IS SO PERFECT I'M SO OBSESSED

7 years??? like me?? omg I hear that rarely nowadays, another fandom dinosaur!!

Thank you, I'm happy I can provide

we spontaneously decided to renovate the apartment bc this entire household has unmedicated ADHD so I can't offer you anything more than this pixel art attempt (I didn't even try ngl there's no elbow grease put into this attempt)

I would just love to make a little side scroller game in this style but unfortunately I have zero to no intelligence when it comes to technology

thinks. thinks about him a lot,,,