In that case
Black sharpie on cardboard reverse image
Monrovia 1997
1997 was a pivotal year for me.
1997 was the year I handed my resignation letter to my asshole boss.
When I handed it to him you want to know what he did?
He quietly read my letter then he looked up and became furious and screamed,
"Well, in that case YOU'RE FIRED!!!"
I kid you not.
In my life there was a before and there has been an after to that moment.
Calbayog City 2024
Early mornings
black sharpie and water color
Westwood 1986
Let me try to explain myself.
When I was a young man I loved illustration.
Perhaps the two illustrators who had the greatest influence on me were Aubrey Beardsley and Jean Giraud aka Moebius. Both artist drew with a fine line and I tried to emulate that.
Here's an old drawing of mine.
pencil drawing
Venice CA 1978
So back then I saw myself as an illustrator.
Then sometime around 1980 I was introduced to Abstract Expressionism and I had an epiphany...
Could I approach Abstract Expressionism with an illustrator's line?
A new world opened up to me and I started having fun with my drawing.
And then, for about 35 years I never drew an identifiable object.
No joke.
Still Life
black sharpie
Westwood 1985
Attitude Adjustment
pen, colored pencil and watercolor
Duarte CA 1996
Time never began
black sharpie on bond paper
San Francisco 2003
Dan's drawing
black sharpie
Rosemead 2011
i did a lot of these drawings. And I really enjoyed making them. For over thirty years I completely liberated myself from the rigors of drawing something that had to look like something. And I loved it. But then...
Sometime around 2015 I returned to illustration. Why? I'll be honest with you, I started to miss it.
Call it full circle but that's where I'm at now.
I still treasure my line though.
little boxes
black sharpie on paper
Los Angeles 2019
Thank you Aubrey and Jean.
Aubrey Beardsley
Jean Giraud aka Moebius
colored pencil, calbayog city, 2025
A new one. I'm waiting for the first layer to dry but it's pretty now. More later.
Jacob Miller - Please Mr Officer
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watercolor and pen, los angeles, 2015
These will look nice here.
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Pen and watercolor on paper
Los Angeles 2016
Carrickfergus
I wish I was in Carrickfergus, Only for nights in Ballygrand, I would swim over the deepest ocean, The deepest ocean to be by your side.
But the water's wide and I can not swim over And neither have I wings to fly. I wish I could meet a handsome boatman To ferry me over to my love and die.
Irish folk song
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colored pencil & pen, monrovia 1996
I started drawing these swirls. And then I went nuts drawing swirls. I must have drawn 50 of these swirl drawings. I drew them at work and at home. On my napkin at the restaurant. It was all I wanted to do. One day a friend came to my place. When she saw I was drawing another swirl drawing she made this sound of exacerbation and said, "Pat! what's going on?"
Tbh I felt a little embarassed. So I moved on to drawing squares...
I still have a bunch of those swirl drawings.
I really like this one.
detail
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colored pencil, los angeles, 2021
After a painting by Jan Bogaerts
Inside of me there's an impressionist lying in wait.
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Darkness blackens even the night
8B pencil on paper
Calbayog City 2024
Daily drawing.
I am happiest when my fingers and eraser become black with pencil lead.
Famous Blue Raincoat - Leonard Cohen
The first time ever I saw your face
Roberta Flack
Roberta Flack
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Black sharpie on paper
Los Angeles 2015
I like this drawing.
I know the signature is upside down.
But so is the drawing.
Destiny - Zero 7
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Youth and innocence
pencil drawing
Culver City 1977
This is an old one. 1977.
I can still remember drawing it. I was living at the time, with someone special, in an apartment in Culver City, with a big double bed. When she came home that night she loved it.
I stlll have this drawing tucked away in one of my drawers.
And I still have my memories tucked away in my mind.
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We fall astray when we deny nature. 74. Living on a small island in the Philippines.
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