Ive Been In Somewhat Of A Mood

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sir Precious!!!

" I had no doubt in my mind we would make it far. Now I fear a change, want time to stop. "

🎨 @crim0137 ty so much again, sweetie !! Check their blog, arts and commissions ! ✨

Here is Esha's proper ref post ~ ! Arts by the amazing @erineas 🧡 ~ ! Weird ass ref layout by me

💚 Esha is set in a post-pacifist route where the characters live on the surface. She gets a job at Toriel’s school and becomes friends with her, Alphys, and Frisk before gradually getting to know the other main characters.

She’s a support character who helps the cast integrate into surface life (culture, history, fun facts, sociology, etc.).

Esha spends a lot of time with the Papyrus-Sans-Undyne-Alphys quartet.

She’s deeply interested in the culture, history, and sociology of monsters, which she studies on her own while asking questions.

It’s a sort of constant cultural exchange as she forms strong and genuine bonds with the cast, helping them grow while they also help her grow in return.

Her signature flower is chamomile.

🎨 "Personality as characters" art by _hiroakiriri_

I like to paint pretty bois when I'm stressed

papyrus is playing a horror game. sans is watching over it👾

Hey/

Did you see 6 skeletons 1 maid updated?

Thoughts?

I was saving this ask to make a little comic of how that last chapter felt but- lets say it didn't turn out how i wanted. Instead, i just dug out some of my old Maid-chan drawings and stared at them blankly for the next days.

I'm still particularly fixed on this one little page:

Mister Green was my absolute favorite and the only light i saw at the end of her tunnel. He was so kind and sweet, and pretty much the only one that treated her like a person (besides Yellow of course). When i first read this fic so many years ago i didn't trully realized the dark tone of this story but i still chose the only "healthy" option. I wanted MC to be happy and free, and oh how i wanted him to give her that. I held those drawings of him for years imagining a chapter where they would encounter again and that would drive her to a better ending (either skeletons overcoming their issues and treating her with respect or him taking her away).

But then this final chapter appeared and it was... a thing.

(Kinda spoilers for the babes that haven't read it)

First of all, I FINALLY GOT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED AFTER BEACH CHAPTERS OMG I NEEDED THAT

Second of all, it didn't look good at all and it was getting worse as I read. But then good because it was a week alone for her to rest and Sans was eating with her?? But also that whole scene reminded me how bad her situation really was so it actually wasn't good at all.

And then the scene that broke me.

I was aware that I wanted her to flee before, but I never thought she could.

It was oddly satisfying, if not a bit anxiety inducing because of the thought that they would caught her eventually. As always.

But then Asgore, and Orange. And nothing...

I got mad that he found her. Which was a weird feeling since I remember liking him a lot. It felt to me like he ruined her good enough ending. But despite that, it makes sense it was him so I don't complain.

What crushed me though, wasn't that she couldn't say goodbye or that Sans got tired of trying to get her back. It was the fact the Gs didn't even try looking for her. They didn't even got mentioned. What happened there, I wonder. Didn't they like her? Care for her? Mister Green wrote her letters, of course he liked her. But then why...?

Suddenly he looked like a fairytale.

The ending was great, finally lending her the ability to choose. It made absolutely everything worth it and the way it was written made me feel like I do have a say in the matter. And for the first time, i didn't choose the skeletons.

I realized she could find her happy ending alone.

(My live reaction)

The usual.

He likes what he sees. 🫵

Husbone appreciation in the midst of my busyness.