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SHES GOT A BOYFRIEND ANYWAYS 💔

There's not another way, don't let me go Don't dig another grave today I'll make the same mistakes, I'll never know Who I was before I faded away into the grey

I did it to myself, tried to be someone else

I let it tear me down, and I'll never be the same

Bad Omens - Grey

I think im becoming a Sam girlie

He’s just so 😩😩

This view alone would take me out during Dethrone.

Credits to jodiicat on TT!

the new hires a little strange but they bring us coffee so it's basically whatever

he's looking at 🫵

Thanks, Bryan!!

First Date|| Sam Winchester x Madison One-Shot

A/N: I hope you guys enjoy this story!! Also have a happy new year🫶🏻 This story takes place a few days after the events of Heart (2.17) but of course Madison is alive and Sam decides to take her on a date

Word Count: 834

Warnings: Fluff

Sam was getting himself ready for his and Madison’s date. He was glad that she was fully cured and couldn’t turn into a werewolf anymore. He really liked her a lot. She made him feel happy for once, which he thought he’d never feel again. Especially after he lost Jessica. He had thought he would never find someone else. As he continued to get himself ready. Dean watched him like a proud father, smiling happily. The younger brother had caught onto this, turning to look at his brother as he fixed his tie. “Dude, can you please stop staring at me? It’s creepy.”

“Oh, c’mon, Sammy. I’m proud of you! You’re going on a date with a real girl.” Dean teased, receiving an annoyed look from his brother. “Sorry, sorry, but I’m seriously happy for you, man. She seems like a nice girl and you guys really seem to hit it off. I’m glad you finally found someone.”

Sam smiled at that. He was happy to hear his brother approved of Madison. “I’m glad I found her too. I’m nervous about how tonight will go. I hope she’ll enjoy the restaurant and everything else I have planned for her.”

“Sammy, I’m sure she’ll love whatever you have planned. Don’t worry yourself about it too much, okay? I’m sure you guys will have an awesome time together.” Dean reassured his brother, still observing him as he got himself ready. Once he was done, he turned to look at Dean. “How do I look?” He asked, watching as Dean looked at him.

“You look great, Sammy. Just be your normal nerdy vegan freak self and I’m sure she’ll have a blast.” He teased again, receiving another annoyed look from his brother.

Later on that night, Sam and Madison were on their date. Sam had taken them to a nice restaurant. He had also requested that they’d have champagne with their meal. Madison wore a simple black dress with black heels. Her hair was curled as well. Sam had a suit on that Dean had helped him pick out. “This is really nice, Sam. You didn’t have to go all out for this.” She commented, giving him a soft smile. The male returned the smile. “Well you deserve to be treated like this. Seeing as your ex didn’t give you this type of treatment. You really are a nice girl, Maddie.”

Madison smiled more as she listened to him. For once in her life she finally felt she meant something to someone. Sam made her feel seen and appreciated. “Thank you, Sam. I appreciate it a lot.” She said as she reached across their table, grabbing the males hand and holding it. Sam smiled once more before placing a soft kiss to her hand. “I’m enjoying this night so much.” He spoke, watching as she blushed a bit, returning the smile. “I am too. This is the best date I’ve ever been on. You’re so sweet and funny. You genuinely have a good heart, Sam.”

He gleamed as he listened to her speak. “I can say the same about you too. You’re actually the only girl I’ve felt this strong of a connection too. Well..besides when I had Jessica, god rest her soul. You make me believe I won’t be alone again.” She gently rubbed his hand with her thumb, knowing it was still hard for him to mention Jessica. “I’m sure she’d be very proud of you. I know I am.” She reassured.

After their dinner, Sam drove her back to her house. Luckily Dean had let him take Baby out for the night, which was rare. Dean was very protective of his car. As they pulled up to Madison’s house. He parked the car, getting out and opening her door for her. He happily held her hand as they walked to her door. Madison turned to look at him as they approached the door. She sighed happily. “Thank you so much for tonight, Sam. I really enjoyed myself.” She spoke, reaching up to cup his cheek with her hand. He leaned into her touch, smiling happily as he looked down at her. “I’m glad you did. I had an amazing time with you.” He replied. She soon leaned up, pressing a soft kiss to his lips. After a few moments, she pulled away, looking up at him. His cheeks were a light pink as he looked back at her. “Why don’t you stay the night with me? We don’t have to let our night end here.” She suggested.

Sam thought about it for a moment before nodding, giving her a cheeky grin. She giggled as she took his hand, soon walking him into her house. The pair spent the night together and most of the next day. When Sam had finally returned back to the shared motel room him and his brother shared. Dean was already bugging him for answers. The younger Winchester simply ignored him as he imagined this new chapter of his life.

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My entire childhood is ruined

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Paranormal Investigator // psychic Noah

Dean Winchester- One Shot

TW‼️- this post will mention; abuse, alcoholism, fighting, cursing and parental neglect

Dean lie awake in bed as tears streamed down his face. He felt like a failure. He messed up as a brother to Sam and a son to John. Though John had always told him he was a failure, it still bothered him deeply. He was never allowed to show his emotions in front of his father because it wasn’t “manly”. Nothing was ever good enough for him. He couldn’t be a child anymore, he had to grow up and take care of Sam. He was there for Sam, not John, HIM.

Dean was there for Sam whenever he needed his big brother. He had to be not only his brother, but also his mother and his father. He attended parent teacher conferences when Sam was in school. He made sure Sam had a roof over his head and food to eat. And if he was lucky enough, he’d have money for Sam to go on field trips when he’d stay in school long enough. Who bought Sam’s birthday presents? Dean did. Who bought Sam’s Christmas presents? DEAN DID. John had never done that for his “boys” that he so called “cared” about. Who also had to get temporary custody of their 14 year old brother so he wouldn’t be taken away? You guessed it DEAN WINCHESTER DID.

Sam had always gotten Dean some sort of Father’s Day present each year. He saw Dean as his older brother, but also his dad. When any of his schools would do their “Parents” Day, he’d always bring Dean in. He thought he was the coolest big brother ever, but unfortunately Sam never knew what would happen to Dean when he wasn’t around. He didn’t know the true evils that lie beneath John Winchester.

Dean would always stand up for his brother, he didn’t care how bad of a beating he’d get. As long as he knew Sam was safe, that’s all that mattered to him. Unfortunately Sam would witness some of this, but thankfully not all of it. Though he did remember when John had thrown Dean out of the house when it was pouring down rain and it was awfully cold outside.

John and Dean had gotten into a pretty heated argument that night. “Dean, for the last time, I am your father! You need to listen to me!” He said in an angry tone as he looked at his son. “Father? Father?! Are you fucking kidding me! You are not worthy of being called a father! You know who is a father though?! Me! I’m there for Sam more than you have ever been? Do you know the foods he likes? Or dislikes? Do you know his allergies? Do you know who his doctor and dentist are!? No you don’t do you! Cause you’re too busy going off and finding the thing that killed mom! Guess what, John you’re never going to find it! Can’t you accept that she’s gone and she’s never coming back?!” Dean snapped at his father. That really pissed John off. He made his way over to Dean and slapped him hard. “Don’t you DARE talk to me like that again, boy! What the hells wrong with you?! You know what? Get the fuck out of this room and away from me! I’ll send your ass back to Sonny’s if I have to!” He threatened. He had Dean sent there before snd he wasn’t scared to do it again. “Oh yeah?! Well maybe this time I’ll show him my “werewolf” marks and tell him the truth that my “father” is an abusive alcoholic!” He yelled as he looked at his dad angrily.

John soon walked past him, grabbing onto his arm tightly, and leading him to the door. He soon opened the door, throwing him out into the pouring cold rain. “YOU are NOT welcomed back into this room until you learn and understand not to talk back to your father!” John spoke before slamming the door and locking it. Dean was only 16 almost 17 when this happened. Who the hell does something like that to their own kid? Dean teared up as he looked at the ground. Why would his dad do something like this. As he pulled himself together, he made his way to the impala. Luckily, he knew how to pick lock the doors. Once he made it inside. He climbed into the backseat and shivered a bit. It was colder than all hell in there. He didn’t have his jacket so that made it worse, plus he was also wet.

Sam had tears in his eyes as he watched his father and brother fight. He hated when the two would fight. He also hated when Dean would leave him. He didn’t enjoy being with John at all. As he wiped his tears, he heard the rain start to pick up. He was worried about Dean being out there in the cold weather. An hour went by and he knew John would’ve drank himself to sleep by now. He grabbed a few blankets and quietly made his way to the door. Carefully, he unlocked it, going outside and quietly closing the door behind him. He soon bolted for the impala since he guessed that’s where Dean would be. Dean was lost in his thoughts as he looked out of the window. Soon, he saw a small figure approaching the car. Once the figure was close enough, he realized it was Sam. He quickly got up and opened the door, letting his little brother in. “Sammy, what the hell are you thinking? It’s pouring down rain.”

“I don’t care, I missed you. I wanted to make sure you’re okay.” Sam said as he soon climbed into the backseat with his older brother. “I brought you some blankets.” He spoke, looking over at Dean. “Sammy,” Dean said with a sigh. “You’re gonna make yourself sick like this. You didn’t have to do this. I’ll be okay.” Sam shook his head and hugged his brother tightly. “I don’t want you to leave me again..” he said in a sad tone. Dean looked confused as he held him close. “Sammy, you know I’m not going to leave you. Why would I do that? If anything, you’d be going along with me. You know that. I’d never leave you behind.” He reassured his younger brother. “But, dad said he’d send you away. I don’t want that, Dean!” Sam exclaimed as tears were streaming down his face.

“Oh Sammy…you don’t have to worry about that.” He spoke, shaking his head softly. “I promise as long as I’m around, you’ll always be safe with me. You won’t have to worry about a thing.” He reassured, covering his brother with the blankets he brought. “Now, you need to get some rest. I promise I won’t go anywhere.”

As Dean was remembering these awful memories, he hadn’t realized that Sam was in his room. Sam noticed his brother was hurting and it made him upset. He always hated seeing him like this. He made his way over to him, gently placing his hand on his shoulder. “Dean? Are you okay?” He asked worriedly. Dean jumped as he heard his brother’s voice. He quickly looked at him, wiping his eyes, and nodding. “Yeah, I’m fine, don’t worry, Sammy” he said as he faked a smile. Sam shook his head and hugged his brother tightly. “No you’re not, Dean. What’s going on? You know you can talk to me.”

Dean hugged him back, sighing sadly as he teared up once again. “I-I’m not a good enough brother for you, Sam..” he chocked out. “Dean, yes you are. You’ve been there for me my whole life. You’re more like a dad to me than ours ever was. I appreciate everything you’ve sacrificed for me. Don’t you dare say you’re not a good enough brother for me. You’ve done so much for me and I never take you for granted.” He reassured the other as he rubbed his back a little. “You were young when everything happened and you took me on as your responsibility. You knew you didn’t have to, but you did anyway. You made me the man I am today, Dean. John didn’t do that, you did. You stepped up when he stepped down. I don’t know anyone else who would do that for their brother. I love you, Dean and I’m always here for you. You became the man dad should’ve been. Mom would be so proud of you.”

Dean cried as he listened to him. He was right, he was better than John. He nodded as he wiped his tears again. “I love you too, Sammy. Thank you.” He sniffled.

“You’re welcome, how about you and I get some pie, ice cream, and whatever else you want. And we can rewatch Scooby Doo.” Sam suggested. Dean smiled at that, nodding softly. “Sounds good to me.” He replied. Sam smiled back, getting up, and helping his brother up. As he lead him to the door, he patted him on the back. “You’re a good brother and dad, Dean.” He said and the two were off on their way.

𝔡𝔢𝔠𝔬𝔡𝔢 𝔟𝔶 𝔭𝔞𝔯𝔞𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔢

Bad Omens - ARTIFICIAL SUICIDE

I have a headcanon that the bat kids forcefully make Damian do this 😭 and they even record him to embarrass him more

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what a joy it is to be a fan of something so completely, genuinely, once-in-a-lifetime incredible. happy 20th revenge 🖤🥀🖤

Remember Me This Way|| Sam x Jessica

Pairing: Sam Winchester x Jessica Moore

Warning: none, just a bit sad but also some fluff.

Characters: Sam Winchester, Jessica Moore, mention of Dean Winchester

Sam lay in bed of his quiet room in The Bunker. He sighed as he stared at the ceiling. He’s been staring at it for hours it felt like. He was thinking about a lot of different things, but mainly Jessica. His heart ached as he missed her. He missed everything about her. He missed her gorgeous smile, her eyes, the way she fit perfectly in his arms. Everything. His eyes began to tear up as he continued to think about her.

—- 𝙁𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠—-

The sun broke through the curtains, hitting on the sleeping couple in bed. Jessica began to wake up, rubbing her face softly. She glanced over to her boyfriend, who was still asleep, and smiled as she studied his features. He looked so beautiful and peaceful as he slept. Some of his hair was covering his face. Jessica absolutely loved his hair. She hoped he’d never cut it too short. She’d loved to see him grow it out at some point.

She reached her hand over to him, gently stroking his hair. “Beautiful boy..” she whispered softly. His hair was soft which she absolutely loved. She soon got closer to him, placing a few gentle kisses on his cheek. She loved him with all her heart and couldn’t imagine her life without him. “I love you, Sam Winchester.” She whispered with a smile.

Sam began to wake up, sighing softly as he stretched out. He opened his eyes, looking up to see his girlfriend. He smiled as he pulled her closer, burying his face in her chest. “Mhh..hi, beautiful.” He mumbled. Jessica laughed softly as she held him close, playing with his hair. “Hi, Sleeping Beauty. I hope you enjoyed your slumber.” She said before kissing his head.

He smiled, lifting his head up to see her face. “I did thank you very much.” He spoke before placing a kiss on her chin. “I can’t wait to spend all day with you. We don’t have any classes today, which I’m happy about. I get to stay in bed with my girlfriend all day.”

As Jessica listened to him, she continued to smile. "Don't forget I get to spend the day with the best boyfriend ever. I get to spoil you all day long." She ran her hand through his hair as her free hand was stroking his face. "Please do not ever cut your hair short. You look so cute and handsome with long hair." Sam smiled a bit, nodding softly. "I promise I won't. I'll grow it out just for you." He soon sat up, leaning in and kissing her. This was the girl he was for sure going to marry someday. She meant the world to him.

--End of flashback—-

--Present time—

Tears poured down Sam's face as he relived that moment. God how he missed her. He never stopped thinking about her. He regrets not being able to tell her about his actual life. She only knew that his father was an asshole and that his older brother was like an actual father figure to him. He sighed as he wiped his eyes. At least he kept his promise and hasn't cut his hair in years. He knew how much she adored it. It wasn't fair that she wasn't here with him. He began to think about the first time they met. Sam was in the library, studying when she came over to ask him a question.

ー- Flashbackー-

Sam was in one of the many libraries at Stanford University, studying for his upcoming criminal justice exam. Soon a blonde girl with the most beautiful eyes came over to him. She tapped him on the shoulder and saw as he turned in her direction. "Sorry to bother you." She began, talking in a soft tone to not disturb the others studying. "Do you mind telling me where a good place to eat is around here? I'm new and I'm trying to get adjusted to everything." She said, looking at the man in front of her. She thought he was cute.

Sam smiled softly and nodded. He began to tell her all about his favorite restaurants that he enjoyed so far. After a while the two were really hitting it off. He enjoyed this girl already. "I'm Sam, what's your name?" He asked, looking over at her. She smiled. "I'm Jessica, it's nice to meet you, Sam." She said.

"Nice to meet you too, Jessica.

What are you here for?" He asked, giving her a smile. "I'm doing English language and literature. I love it honestly. How about you?" She asked. "That's so cool. I'm here to become a lawyer." He replied, still smiling at her.

Ever since they met, they've been inseparable. They were truly in love.

Sam had tinally tound his forever with her. Unfortunately it had to be taken away from him.

—-End of flashback—-

--Present time—

Sam was now having a full on breakdown. He sobbed, curling up into a ball as he covered his face in his hands. "Jess.." he sobbed out. Not even caring if he woke Dean up. Soon a bright light appeared. A figure made its way over to the Winchester, getting on the bed. It reached over to stroke his hair. "Sam" it spoke. Sam's eyes widened as he turned to look at the person behind him. Was he going crazy? Was he just seeing things? "Jessica?." he asked as he looked at her in shock. Jessica smiled softly and nodded. "Hi, sweetheart. please don't cry anymore. I'm here" she said, holding her arms out towards him.Whether he was seeing things or not, he didn't care. He immediately latched onto her, sniffling as he held her tightly. "I'm so sorry I couldn't save you." He said as he cried again.

"Shhh..Sam, it's alright. I'm here now. It's not your fault what happened, okay? I'm not angry at you." She said calmly, trying to soothe her broken hearted boy. She stroked his hair again. "Your hair is getting so long and beautiful.." she said as she smiled. Sam started to calm down as he sniffled again. He smiled weakly. "I promised I would keep it long for you.." he spoke as he rested his head on her chest.

"How are you even here right now? I don't even know if I'm going crazy or not." He said. He honestly didn't care if this was real or not. It felt real to him.

"Well..a little angel friend of yours, well two actually helped me become an angel and now l'm here with you. And I'm so very proud of you. You've come a long way and you're saving people. You're a good man, Sam." She spoke, continuing to soothe him. She placed loving kisses on his head.

Sam started to smile happily as he enjoyed her affection, listening to her. He knew exactly who she was talking about. "I never want to lose you again, Jess. You didn't deserve to go like that."

"Sam, I promise you it's alright. I'm here now and that's all that matters.

I'm not going anywhere again." She spoke softly, rubbing his back. "You and Dean have been through so so much. I've seen what happened to the both of you in Hell. It was heartbreaking to watch, especially you. I promise I'm here with you now so you are safe." She assured him, kissing his head again.

Sam nodded a little as he listened to her. "I promise I'll keep you safe too." He whispered. He soon sat up a bit, taking a long look at her.

"You're so beautiful, Jess.." he said softly before leaning in and kissing her passionately. She returned the passion as she held him close. They were finally reunited. He had his girl and she had her boy.

When morning arrived, the pair were asleep in each other's arms.

Jessica really didn't need to sleep since she was an angel now, but she did to feel the comfort of Sam's arms again. She opened her eyes to see her lover still holding onto her.

She smiled as she played with his hair. Just like old times. She knew how much he loved it. She then kissed the crown of his head, gently rubbing his face with her finger.

She traced his features as she watched his sleeping tigure. she adored him and how beautiful he looked while sleeping.

Sam began to stir awake, moving his face to be buried in her arm.

She continued to play with his hair.

"Baby, it's time to wake up." She softly said, watching as he groaned a little. "Five more minutes.." the male mumbled against her arm. She laughed a bit. She couldn't say no to him.

"Okay okay, five more minutes."

She said. Eventually Sam looked up at her, sleep still somewhat on him.

"Wait. this wasn't a dream? It's real?!" He asked as she gave him a nod. He smiled happily as he kissed her for a moment. "I love you, Jessica." He whispered against her lips.

Jessica smiled, wrapping her arms around him. "I love you too, my beautiful boy." She whispered back.

The End

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