I don't know what this means but it's Waluigi Time now because we say so
Pain isn't there for you to ignore it
It's there for a reason
There's nothing wrong with letting it win
If it was there for you to overcome it ALL THE TIME it probably wouldn't be there
Pain is just a limit, and you have to accept it
I've accepted it too much, and now I look like this
Don't let it completely overtake you, but let it do its job
I kind of want to text you but I don't want to bother you.
I miss you though:)
For some reason we're doing fireworks... its September.
One of my friends asked me why I don't just try to heal myself
And I never came up with an answer
But I already had an answer, I just didn't want to sound stupid
I don't do it because I know I'm not done hurting
So I'm not going to fix myself if I'm not done breaking
The only way I can be fixed is if I'm finished breaking until I get broken down again
The only thing is, I don't think I'm going to stop breaking
And if I do it won't be soon
The other thing, if I'm going to break again then why should I rebuild myself?
Why should I take anywhere from days to years to rebuild myself when it only takes a few seconds to be broken again
And the worst part is when one part of you breaks it's almost guaranteed the rest will too
Rebuilding a person can take 10 years, breaking a person can take 10 seconds
Thats the exact reason why people would rather destroy me then help me
Which is why I thank all of my friends for being good people to me even though I'm always the depressed person in our group.