love scrolling through indeed and finding jobs, and then using that salary to find apartments on zillow and cars on cars.com in my dream city. like i love imagining a life for myself
i need to run away so bad
having curly hair at a mainly white school is sooo good because they just think all curls look good. i could be having the worst hair day ever but if i have a slight curl they go insane... i love it tbh.
i got held back after class to talk about my exam accommodations and tell me why he WAITED OUTSIDE THE CLASSROOM and tried to make me tell him what it was about. prior to this we'd had maybe two conversations like why would i tell you ???????
theres a boy in my politics class that keeps kicking my chair and following me after class... like how old are we. why are you sending me memes on my SCHOOL EMAIL. we are seventeen years old its time to grow tf up.
i’m just so fucking tired i don’t think sleeping for 20 days straight would help i need to die
i just need to bite him. i think all my stress would be gone if i just sank my teeth into him.
how I lay on my pink bed scrolling my phone in my pink room as if there werent countless bleeding marks all over my body and an unsatisfiable emptiness that's consuming me slowly yet surely:
Home Life, Los Angeles -- September 26th, 2024
Etsy
i start to curl up into a ball after checking my phone one too many times, tightly hugging my sides as if i'm trying to hold every piece of myself together
sometimes i hate the fact you're able to affect me this much— this easily and you're so blissfully unaware of it
may the universe take me out before i take myself out first.