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Should I post some Zhongli h/cs or imagines ?

𝘜𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘔𝘰𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵

Note- This is the prequel to immortal. Do let me know if you want me to write a few more scenarios preceding reader's death🌝😁.Also it means a lot that you people liked immortal ❤️

*Also please do not post my work on any platform without my permission.

*Art is not mine

*credit to creator and also if anyone knows this art's creator please let me know,i will mention their name under credit.

Love, they say it makes your heart thump against your chest, trying to beat its way out .That you feel butterflies in your stomach and that it steals your breaths.

Zhongli could not bring himself to agree to this as he stared at you, eyes wide with awe and adoration as you rested your head on his shoulder. Your backs against the tree trunk.

He was a god hardened by centuries of bloodshed and wars ,but couldn't help but compare you to the warmth of sun on a winter day . Basking in your presence was like being led through a field of flowers during sunset.

He turned his eyes towards you, glancing at you . You looked ethereal with your eyes closed and a small smile gracing your lips as

moonlight highlighted your features.

" Like what you see? "You said, eyes still closed but your smile had turned mischievous now.

He felt blood rush to his cheeks at being caught. "I'd be a fool not to"

"Oh, that was as smooth as butter "you admitted, chuckling a bit "though I wanted to see you flustered " tracing the scars on his palms.

"Would you mind answering a question of mine, love? "He looked at you , brows furrowed. You merely nodded.

"What am I to you ? Like how do you see me? "He desperately wanted,no needed the answers to these questions as he looked at you with hopeful eyes.

Is he your one and only ? He didn't want to think of the other plausible answer ,afraid of breaking his own heart.

"You are my moon", you replied firmly, looking him in his eyes," people would like to be your sun, to see you when you put a brave face and march out to face your worries but ",you took both of his hands," it's the moon who sits with you as you try to mend your jagged pieces, it's you who has been my moon in this inky sky of mine".

"Also as to how I see you, I can't describe it "

He looked at you bewildered ,a series of questions already forming in his head, he opened his mouth but was cutoff by you .

"I can only wish that you could see yourself as I do".

He paused then smiled at you . Maybe he was your one and only , he decided.

"Now, answer my question", you grinned up at him,though there was a hint of nervousness in your eyes .

"Do you love me and would you leave me ?"

Your voice wavered just a little , eyes searching your lover's , but Zhongli had known you long enough to catch the slightest change in your voice and his heart twisted a little at that.

He smiled despite himself because if you asked he would rip his heart out and offer it at your feet but instead he said, "I can't promise that we will stay together forever but I would never leave you willingly, they would have to kill me to separate me from you "

"The answer to your second question is ",he cupped your cheeks in his hands," that the world is a cruel place and I still love you "

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*It's my first fic so I hope that you enjoy it. If you liked it please let me know.

*Also please do not post my work on any platform without my permission.

Warnings: major character death, sword piercing reader's chest

Immortal that's what he was.

It's a blessing they said, to be immortal,to be a god. So why couldn't he find the sweet blessing of immortality. Devasted that's what he would use to describe himself.

Tears rolled down his cheeks, his throat felt constricted. His knees buckled and finally the god was brought down to his knees, not by his archenemy but by the sight of the bloodied and bruised body of his lover.

There were you, who was lying in the pool of your blood.

Scars marred your face and blood flowed from where the sword had pierced your chest but you still had the smile you always gave him. The one which never failed to calm him. The same reassuring smile which made your eyes look like half moons.

You looked peaceful even when death cradled you, trying to lull you to sleep forever.

Even on the brink of death, you tried to reassure him with your smile, he painfully realised, tears still streaming down his face.

Zhongli gently placed you in his arms , the same way when you two used to sit under the golden yellow tree to simply bask in the moonlight and in each other's presence. But this time neither was there moonlight nor the time to enjoy the other's presence.

"Let us find each other again", your face contorted in pain, both at the sight of your lover in anguish and with the sword piercing your heart, the one you had given to him, "I love you" , you said, cupping his cheek with your bloodied hand.

Your movements stilled, the hand falling back and eyes going dull before you even heard his response.

His I love you going unheard.

Adored and cherished was what he was, even after his supposed death, by thousands that resided in liyue.

But defeated and anguished was what he felt with the body of the one he cherished the most, in his arms ,unmoving.

He finally let out the scream he was holding back, a scream filled with hopelessness and sorrow.

Being a god meant he could change the destiny by his hands, the way he had built liyue and watched over its people. He was the heart of his people.

So why couldn't he, a god save you, the one that had his heart.

Punishment, maybe that was what it was . Maybe he was being reminded that it was selfish of him for wanting to be human. For wanting to experience the joys of being mortal. But being mortal came with a price.

Joy and loss were two sides of the same coin in the world of mortals.

You can't have only one and he failed to realise that even gods can't cheat destiny. That even gods had to bear their burden if they wanted to experience being human.

He brushed his lips against your forehead and rocked your unmoving body ,the shell of the person you were,in his arms tightly, as if to console himself and whispered,

"I will wait for you no matter how long it takes for us to unite again".

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Alternatives to Self Harm

Alternatives for when you’re feeling angry or restless:

Scribble on photos of people in magazines

Viciously stab an orange

Throw an apple/pair of socks against the wall

Have a pillow fight with the wall

Scream very loudly

Tear apart newspapers, photos, or magazines

Go to the gym, dance, exercise

Listen to music and sing along loudly

Draw a picture of what is making you angry

Beat up a stuffed bear

Pop bubble wrap

Pop balloons

Splatter paint

Scribble on a piece of paper until the whole page is black

Filling a piece of paper with drawing cross hatches

Throw darts at a dartboard

Go for a run

Write your feelings on paper then rip it up

Use stress relievers

Build a fort of pillows and then destroy it

Throw ice cubes at the bathtub wall, at a tree, etc

Get out a fine tooth comb and vigorously brush the fur of a stuffed animal (but use gentle vigor)

Slash an empty plastic soda bottle or a piece of heavy cardboard or an old shirt or sock

Make a soft cloth doll to represent the things you are angry at; cut and tear it instead of yourself

Flatten aluminium cans for recycling, seeing how fast you can go

On a sketch or photo of yourself, mark in red ink what you want to do. Cut and tear the picture

Break sticks

Cut up fruits

Make yourself as comfortable as possible

Stomp around in heavy shoes

Play handball or tennis

Yell at what you are breaking and tell it why you are angry, hurt, upset, etc.

Buy a cheap plate and decorate it with markers, stickers, cut outs from magazines, words, images, what ever that expresses your pain and sadness and when you’re done, smash it. (Please be careful when doing this)

The Calm Jar (Fill a mason jar or similar with colored water and glitter. When feeling upset or angry you can shake it to disturb the glitter and focus on that until the glitter settles.)

Blow up a balloon and pop it

Alternatives that will give you a sensation (other than pain) without harming yourself:

Hold ice in your hands, against your arm, or in your mouth

Run your hands under freezing cold water

Snap a rubber band or hair band against your wrist

Clap your hands until it stings

Wax your legs

Drink freezing cold water

Splash your face with cold water

Put PVA/Elmer’s glue on your hands then peel it off

Massage where you want to hurt yourself

Take a hot shower/bath

Jump up and down to get some sensation in your feet

Write or paint on yourself

Arm wrestle with a member of your family

Take a cold bath

Bite into a hot pepper or chew a piece of ginger root

Rub liniment under your nose

Put tiger balm on the places you want to cut. (Tiger balm is a muscle relaxant cream that induces a tingly sensation. You can find it in most health food stores and vitamin stores.)

Alternatives that will distract you or take up time:

Say “I’ll self harm in fifteen minutes if I still want to” and keep going for periods of fifteen minutes until the urge fades

Color your hair

Count up to ten getting louder until you are screaming

Sing on the karaoke machine

Complete something you’ve been putting off

Take up a new hobby

Make a cup of tea

Tell and laugh at jokes

Play solitaire

Count up to 500 or 1000

Surf the net

Make as many words out of your full name as possible

Count ceiling tiles or lights

Search ridiculous things on the web

Colour coordinate your wardrobe

Play with toys, such as a slinky

Go to the park and play on the swings

Call up an old friend

Go “people watching”

Carry safe, rather than sharp, things in your pockets

Do school work

Play a musical instrument

Watch TV or a movie

Paint your nails

Alphabetize your CDs or books

Cook

Make origami to occupy your hands

Doodle on sheets of paper

Dress up or try on old clothes

Play computer games or painting programs, such as photoshop

Write out lyrics to your favorite song

Play a sport

Read a book/magazine

Do a crossword

Draw a comic strip

Make a chain link out of paper counting the hours or days you’ve been self harm free using pretty colored paper

Knit, sew, or make a necklace

Make ‘scoobies’ - braid pieces of plastic or lace, to keep your hands busy

Buy a plant and take care of it

Hunt for things on eBay or Amazon

Browse the forums

Go shopping

Memorize a poem with meaning

Learn to swear in another language

Look up words in a dictionary

Play hide-and-seek with your siblings

Go outside and watch the clouds roll by

Plan a party

Find out if any concerts will be in your area

Make your own dance routine

Trace your hand on a piece of paper; on your thumb, write something you like to look at; on your index finger, write something you like to touch; on your middle finger, write your favorite scent; on your ring finger, write something you like the taste of; on your pinky finger, write something you like to listen to; on your palm, write something you like about yourself

Plan regular activities for your most difficult time of day

Finish homework before it’s due

Take a break from mental processing

Notice black and white thinking

Get out on your own, get away from the stress

Go on YouTube

Make a scrapbook

Colour in a picture or colouring book.

Make a phone list of people you can call for support. Allow yourself to use it.

Pay attention to your breathing (breath slowly, in through your nose and out through your mouth)

Pay attention to the rhythmic motions of your body (walking, stretching, etc.)

Learn HALT signals (hungry, angry, lonely, tired)

Choose a random object, like a paper clip, and try to list 30 different uses for it

Pick a subject and research it on the web - alternatively, pick something to research and then keep clicking on links, trying to get as far away from the original topic as you can.

Take a small step towards a goal you have.

Re-organize your room

Name all of your soft toys

Play the A-Z game (Pick a category ie. Animals, and think of an animal for every letter of the alphabet

Have a lush warm bubble bath with candles!

Do some knitting

Do some house hold chores

Alternatives that are completely bizarre. At the least, you’ll have a laugh:

Crawl on all fours and bark like a dog or another animal

Run around outside screaming

Laugh for no reason whatsoever

Make funny faces in a mirror

Without turning orange, self tan

Pluck your eyebrows

Put faces on apples, oranges, or other sorts of food

Go to the zoo and name all of the animals

Color on the walls

Blow bubbles

Pull weeds in the garden

Alternatives for when you’re feeling guilty, sad, or lonely:

Congratulate yourself on each minute you go without self harming

Draw or paint

Look at the sky

Instead of punishing yourself by self harming, punish yourself by not self harming

Call a friend and ask for company

Buy a cuddly toy

Give someone a hug with a smile

Put a face mask on

Watch a favorite TV show or movie

Eat something ridiculously sweet

Remember a happy moment and relive it for a while in your head

Treat yourself to some chocolate

Try to imagine the future and plan things you want to do

Look at things that are special to you

Compliment someone else

Make sculptures

Watch fish

Youtube funny videos!

Let yourself cry

Play with a pet

Have or give a massage

Imagine yourself living in a perfect home and describe it in your mind

If you’re religious, read the bible or pray

Light a candle and watch the flame (but please be careful)

Go chat in the chat room

Allow yourself to cry; crying is a healthy release of emotion

Accept a gift from a friend

Carry tokens to remind you of peaceful comforting things/people

Take a hot bath with bath oil or bubbles

Curl up under a comforter with hot cocoa and a good book

Make affirmation tapes inside you that are good, kind, gentle (Sometimes you can do this by writing down the negative thoughts and then physically re-writing them into positive messages)

Make a tray of special treats and tuck yourself into bed with it and watch TV or read

Write words in the sand for them to be washed away

Alternatives for when you’re feeling panicky or scared:

“See, hear and feel”-5 things, then 4, then 3 and countdown to one which will make you focus on your surroundings and will calm you down

Listen to soothing music; have a CD with motivational songs that you can listen to

Meditate or do yoga

Name all of your soft toys

Hug a pillow or soft toy

Hyper focus on something

Do a “reality check list” – write down all the things you can list about where you are now (e.g. It is the 9th November 2004, I’m a room and everything is going to be alright)

With permission, give someone a hug

Drink herbal tea

Crunch ice

Hug a tree

Go for a walk if it’s safe to do so

Feel your pulse to prove you’re alive

Go outside and attempt to catch butterflies or lizards

Put your feet firmly on the floor

Accept where you are in the process. Beating yourself up, only makes it worse

Touch something familiar/safeLeave the room

Lay on your back in bed comfortably (eyes closed), and breathe in for 4, hold for 2, out for 4, hold for 2. Make sure to fill your belly up with air, not your chest. If your shoulders are going up, keep working on it. When you’re comfortable breathing, put your hand on your belly and rub up and down in time with your breathing. If your mind wanders to other things, move it back to focusing ONLY on the synchronized movement of your hand and breathing.

Give yourself permission to…. (Keep it safe)

Create a safe place for yourself and take yourself there

Lay on the grass and watch the clouds. You can try to make pictures with them too.

Light a candle and watch the flame

Alternatives that will hopefully make you think twice about harming yourself:

Think about how you don’t want scars

Treat yourself nicely

Remember that you don’t have to hurt yourself just because you’re thinking about self harm

Create a safe place to go

Acknowledge that self harm is harmful behavior: say “I want to hurt myself” rather than “I want to cut”

Repeat to yourself “I don’t deserve to be hurt” even if you don’t believe it

Remember that you always have the choice not to cut: it’s up to you what you do

Think about how you may feel guilty after self harming

Remind yourself that the urge to self harm is impulsive: you will only feel like cutting for short bursts of time

Avoid temptation

Get your friends to make you friendship bracelets: wear them around your wrists to remind you of them when you want to cut

Be with other people

Make your own list of things to do instead of self harm

Make a list of your positive character traits

Be nice to your family, who in return, will hopefully be nice to you

Put a band-aid on the area where you’d like to self harm

Recognize and acknowledge the choices you have NOW

Pay attention to the changes needed to make you feel safe

Notice “choices” versus “dilemmas”

Lose the “should-could-have to” words. Try… “What if”

Kiss the places you want toSHor kiss the places you have healing wounds. It can be a reminder that you care about myself and that you don’t want this

Choose your way of thinking, try to resist following old thinking patterns

The Butterfly project- draw a butterfly on the place(s) that you would self harm and if the butterfly fades without self-harming, it means it has lived and flown away, giving a sense of achievement. Whereas if you do self-harm with the butterfly there; you will have to wash it off. If that does happen, you can start again by drawing a new one on. You can name the butterfly after someone you love.

Write the name of a loved one [a friend, family member, or anyone else who cares about you] and write their name where you want to self harm. When you go to self harm remember how much they care and wouldn’t want you to harm yourself.

think about what you would say to a friend who was struggling with the same things you are and try to be a good friend to yourself.

Make a bracelet out duct tape, and put a line on it every day (Or any period of time) you go without self harm. When it’s full of lines, take it off and make a chain out of all the bracelets and hang it up somewhere where you can be reminded of your great progress.

Alternatives that give the illusion of seeing something similar to blood:

Draw on yourself with a red pen or body paint, or go to a site such as this, where you ‘cut’ the screen (be aware that some users may find this triggering, so view with caution)

Cover yourself with plasters where you want to cut

Give yourself a henna or fake tattoo

Make “wounds” with makeup, like lipstick

Take a small bottle of liquid red food coloring and warm it slightly by dropping it into a cup of hot water for a few minutes. Uncap the bottle and press its tip against the place you want to cut. Draw the bottle in a cutting motion while squeezing it slightly to let the food color trickle out.

Draw on the areas you want to cut using ice that you’ve made by dropping six or seven drops of red food color into each of the ice-cube tray wells.

Paint yourself with red tempera paint.

‘Cut’ your skin with nail polish (it feels cold, but it’s hard to get off)

Use red food colouring on your skin

Alternatives to help you sort through your feelings:

Phone a friend and talk to them

Make a collage of how you feel

Negotiate with yourself

Identify what is hurting so bad that you need to express it in this way

Write your feelings in a diary

Free write (Write down whatever you’re thinking at that moment, even if it doesn’t make sense)

Make lists of everything such as blessings in your life

Make a notebook of song lyrics that you relate to

Call ahotline

Write a letter to someone telling them how you feel (but you don’t have to send it if you decide not to)

Start a grateful journal where everyday you write down three: good things that happened/ things that you accomplished/ are grateful for/ made you smile. Make sure the journal is strictly for positive things. Then when you feel down you can go back and look at it.

please reblog this if it is okay to anonymously confess something to you.

*panics and procrastinates simultaneously*

we need #HELP

PLEASE take the time to learn about what is happening in Turkey at the moment

this is not a joke.

TURKEY IS BEING BURNT DOWN! and It’s not a natural disaster, it’s arson. literal terror. a crime. there are 81 fires going on in 23 different cities. this has been going on for 2 days. people are dying, losing their homes.

helicopters, drones, planes and thousands of firemen are currently trying to control fires in 10 different locations in southern Turkey. so far, three people have died, hundreds of animals have perished and several settlements are being evacuated.

A WHOLE country is on fire please that is not something you can underestimate.

please use your voice for us.

please dont stay in silence.

YOU CAN READ THIS THREAD FOR MORE INFORMATION

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Reblog if it's okay to befriend you, ask questions, ask for advice, rant, vent, let something off your chest, or just have a nice chat.

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I haven't seen u on my notes in a while. How have u been💗

Hi!❤️ I have been sick. That's why I haven't talked to a you in awhile. Also Tumblr is not allowing me to message you. Send me a message because I am not able to send you one.How are you ? I would love to catch up with you.❤️❤️

Dussehra special; 9 games, 9 days-OPEN

✦So the story of Dussehra (please read if you are participating its just a few lines):Hindu festival that celebrates the victory of good over evil. There was this person (or monster,Ravan has 10 heads) called RAVAN or RAVANA. And then there was this "good person" who we now know as a god called Ram ji. Ram Ji had a wife called Sita. The base line of the story is that Ravan kidnaps Ram Ji's wife (Sita), but ultimately due to the "evil" in him, he gets destroyed by Ram ji. Ram ji, in his journey to finding his wife was accompanied by someone called Hanuman ji.✦ There are so many more details to know but my games are just related to this :) (also anyone who knows this please tell me to correct it if i wrote something wrong it was at 12am in the morning bahaha)

♡Rules♡

-Add initials in your ask

-Reblog the game post

-Don’t forget feedback!

-Anons are not allowed.

-This is very optional (dont even have to do it but would appreciate it you can do the same thing for me)

CHECK TO SEE IF THE GAME IS STILL OPEN, it will be listed in the original game post, or reblogged with it my bio, my ask bio and my asks will be closed.

Thats it folks, the most important rule is to enjoy, and ask questions ABOUT THE RULES if you’re confused :)

╰┈➤Games:

So, I have nine games. Each game is open for 9 days.(IT IS an important number for Dussehra) One person gets to participate in one game! Theyre open till 13th October ofc!

1.Which type of people do you need to eliminate from your life? (Related to Ram ji k!ll!ng Ravana)

2.Would your future spouse come save you like Ram ji did for sita ji?

3.If you were Ravana, would you choose evil or bad? How would it add a twist to the story?

4.Which side of you is more prominent and how can you use it? (good and evil) (whole festival is about good and evil)

5.How many heads/personalities do you have working? (how many sides you have)

6.Which one of Ravans ten heads would you be?

7. Are you seen as the Ravan, sita or Ram ji in the story? (first impressions in real life)

8.How would you defeat Ravana? (with your intellect or strength)

9.What would you do in the position of Sita ji kidnapped? Would you run away or stay?

Any doubts can be cleared :)

Go to change.org to sign. Search Percy Jackson tv show and it’s on the second page. Here's the link : https://chng.it/Hww4R4xf7H

TW: Death

My father passed away this last Tuesday. He was 64, my mother woke up to him needing help. He had a heart attack on the way to the hospital and never woke up once they revived him.

I'm sorry for those of you who have been waiting, but I'm going to take an indefinite hiatus to allow myself time to grieve. Please take time to tell your parents or guardian that you love them and hug them while you can. My father's death was sudden and I wish I would've said and done so much more now that I can't.

This is not required but would be greatly helpful and appreciated if any of my moonbeams could donate to our family.

My father was the sole provider for my family and we still have to find a way to pay for his funeral. He had no life insurance and my mother has no access to his bank account because he never found time to sign her on it. Even if we could, the amount in the bank isn't even half of the final cost for the service this upcoming October.

If you can't donate, please spread it around and share it where you can. We have some money to survive, but it won't last forever and he was helping to care for my sister's five children.

Thank you for any and all help you can spare 💜

good things will happen 🧿

things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿

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Hello!! So I've been thinking of doing a giveaway for a while but never got to it. In this giveaway I will be focusing on the following topics (all of which would be included in the reading). This reading is all about you and your path.

𖤘 Includes:

❛ Your untapped potential

❛ Psychic/intuitive abilities

❛ Healing yourself from the past

❛ How to nurture your inner child

❛ How to manifest what you want

❛ Your road to self love/how to love yourself.

All that is needed to be entered in this giveaway is to like and reblog this post. There will only be 5 winners. All the complete readings will be around 2-3 pages at least (1k - 1.5k words), maybe more.

Yeah that's all have fun!! All the best to everyone <333

The winners will be announced on 17th september

🚨 EMERGENCY 🚨: PLEASE HELP A YOUNG TRANS WOMAN ESCAPE FROM HER ABUSIVE FATHER

I’m a young trans woman living in the US with my father, who is a violent, controlling, alcoholic abuser that has been mistreating me since I was a child. The physical, financial, and emotional abuse has got worse through 2020, especially since he found out I’m trans a few months ago by invading my room and going through my private belongings. Safety is non-existent in this house and I know that if I don’t get out of here very very soon, MY FATHER IS GOING TO SERIOUSLY HARM AND PROBABLY KILL ME.

He’s extremely manipulative, I work two jobs and he takes most of my earnings from me in order to “keep it safe” when he really just spends it all. He’s constantly trying to monitor my phone calls, texts, and internet activity under the guise of “protecting me”; this is why I had to create a whole new blog that’s blank and anonymous to post this since it’s very likely he already knows my personal blog url and would have seen it otherwise.

I’ve tried to run away multiple times before and he’s found me every time. Every time my punishment was getting beaten senseless and put under stricter watch and eventually I learned to stop trying. Now I have no choice but to leave because the violence is constantly escalating and I am so terrified of what will happen to me every night when I have to go home. My father’s abuse has already stolen so much from me. There’s so much I want to do with my life someday and I don’t want to die before I have the chance. Please please PLEASE share this post when you see it and consider donating if you’re able to.

I need help raising enough money to pay for the security deposit, first and last + a few months rent on an apartment I found in another state as far from mine as possible, as well as a plane ticket to get there and necessities like food, transportation, utilities, etc when I get there as it will be a while before I can begin safely applying for jobs using my real information. I’ll have the leave the majority of my personal belongings behind in order to get out of the state as quickly as possible so the money would also go to replacing these in the new apartment. Having someone else retrieve them and send them along to me is impossible since my father is likely to destroy them once he realizes I’m gone and I don’t want anyone exposed to danger or violence at his hands. Once I’m better settled into my new location, I’d eventually also like to afford some therapy and other mental health services to deal with my trauma but that is lower on my list of priorities.

I need to raise at least $5,500 USD for this to cover these expenses and a safety net to keep me from becoming homeless while I’m establishing new life away from my father. Please don’t ask for specifics of my situation or my plans, it isn’t safe for me and my severe paranoia could send me into a serious panic. I don’t want to give too specific a timeline because I’m so fearful that my father or someone who knows him/me might see this and tell him what I’m planning but I really need to be able to flee within the next two weeks. I tried to keep this post as calm as possible so it’s easy to read but I am genuinely so afraid for my life and I get more afraid every day. I am in so much danger and staying here any longer puts my life at even more serious risk. I desperately need your help to save my life!! PLEASE reblog this post and consider donating if you’re able to!!

C/ash 🅰️p/p: 💠 here to d0n@te 🅿️ay/p🅰️l:  💠 here to d0n@te

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An emoji spell to clear away all the negative energy that is sent towards my heart and soul. With the bright, white light surrounding my body, I am Divinely protected.

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🤍 to charge, reblog to cast.

My category-(A❤️) love reading

4 Categories • 7 winners in total

Hi lovelies, your beloved forest fairy is here with her first blog giveaway and it is to commemorate the introduction of my paid readings from next month or so. I didn’t want to suddenly offer paid services without you knowing what it would be like to get an in-depth tarot+intuition reading from me. This will not only serve as a sample but also as a gift to you for supporting me throughout my journey here on Tumblr.

There are be four categories and 7 readings in this giveaway. One winner for each reading. You just have to pick which category and reading you’re interested in and mention it in reblogs. It’s that simple.

Once I close the giveaway, I’ll use a generator to pick out the winners. Thank you for joining in and let’s take a look at the categories and rules, shall we?

🌹 Love readings

A) All about your future spouse (super detailed)

I will answer the following questions for you (2 Tarot cards + 1 Oracle card for each question)

1) Their personality + astrological placements.

2) Their style & physical appearance.

3) How you will meet.

4) When you might possibly meet (or if you’ve already met them).

5) Their first impression of you.

6) Your first impression of them.

7) What you will love about them.

8) What they will love about you.

9) How will they treat you?

10) What will they teach you?

11) Your married life with them.

🥀 Career and Finance

A) Your truest passion. A comprehensive 7 card spread to help you identify your truest passion and guide you towards possible career paths that will utilise your passions and talents.

B) Where will my career take me? An overview of your career trajectory. You have to mention your chosen career path for this.

♥️ Spirituality and Growth

A) What are your strengths and weaknesses? Also includes how you can overcome your shadow traits.

B) Who are you meant to become? Your God/Goddess energy. Who will you become once you step into your full power and how to access it.

🍓 Life predictions

A) The Story of your life. An overview of the major themes and changes of your entire life. Includes predicting big events in the future.

B) What will happen in 2022? This one is self explanatory. Love, Career, Finances, Family, Spirituality. I’m going to include it all.

1) You must be following me. (I’ll check)

2) Like and Reblog this post.

3) Mention in your reblog your chosen category and reading. For example, let’s say you’re interested in the ‘What will happen in 2022?’ reading. Reblog this post, mentioning 🍓B).

4) If you don’t mention your category in your reblog, you will be disqualified.

5) Be willing to give me your initials if you’re chosen as the winner.

6) You need to give your feedback through ask within 24 hours. The feedback needs to be lengthy (over 5 lines) and detailed.

Don’t DM me if you don’t understand the rules. Comment below or send me an ask. If you’re shy, I’ll answer it privately.

🌹 I’ll be using a randomised generator to pick the winners. I solemnly swear that the whole process will be completely unbiased :)

🌹The giveaway ends on 1st September 2021. Don’t miss out this chance😉

🌹 I will do 1-2 readings per week so please be patient and don’t pressure me. I’ll give you a timeframe and when I say so, rest assured it will be delivered.

🌹The reading will be posted publicly and I’ll also send you a PDF version so that you can keep it forever.

🌹Thank you for participating and take care :)

･:*:･ 𝐀𝐬𝐤 𝐆𝐚𝐦𝐞･:*:･

𝐇𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐨! 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐬𝐤 𝐠𝐚𝐦𝐞! 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐩𝐥𝐮𝐬 𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐬!

𝐑𝐔𝐋𝐄𝐒:

･:*:･ 𝐋𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭!

･:*:･ 𝐈𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐧 𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐣𝐢 𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐰𝐨!

･:*:･ 𝐓𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐧𝐨𝐰!

･:*:･ 𝐒𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐬 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞!

♡❀˖⁺. ༶ ⋆˙⊹❀♡♡❀˖⁺. ༶ ⋆˙⊹❀♡♡❀˖⁺. ༶ ⋆˙⊹❀♡♡❀˖⁺. ༶ ⋆˙⊹❀♡♡❀˖⁺. ༶ ⋆˙

𝐈𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝟑:𝟏𝟓 𝐩𝐦 𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐧 𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥 𝟏𝟏 𝐩𝐦 𝐄𝐒𝐓. 𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬, 𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐬 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐨𝐦 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐠𝐞! 𝐀𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬, 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐝𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐬!

𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐬 𝐭𝐨𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐰 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠!

･:*:･ 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐒: 𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐍 ･:*:･

Hello, I'm here Asking for help and support for my 6 years old daughter battling brain tumor(Diffuse intrinsic pontine glioma) . She's so young to suffer the symptoms. Doctor told she only months to live. She's been fighting for her life for 8 months. We're poor and can't afford her treatments. She was schedule of Cranial MRI this last week of August. And please help me to make her happy. I'm so sorry for begging for help. But please understand her situation. Please help her to live. Thank you so much.

gofundme.com

6yr-Old Warrior Jill fighting brain tumor (DIPG), organized by Al I.

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Supporter here!

Reblog if you're gay, lesbian, bisexual, pansexual, asexual, transgender or a supporter.

This should be reblogged by everyone. Even if you’re straight, you should be a supporter.

Thank you for tagging me! 🤗🤗💖🌷 @everythingthemoontouches

I got Sirius Black

if Sirius smells you in his amortentia then be prepared to cry. a lot. everything about this relationship is dangerous and exciting, but also emotionally damaging and painful. this love is all-consuming and unhealthy, but it is better to have loved and loved hard than to never have loved at all. you are the black sheep of your family just like him and that is the strong foundation your relationship is built on.

Emotionally damaging, painful and unhealthy ? Ahh, these are the words every person wants to hear and I hope the young Sirius smells this not the older one🤡. Other than that I am surprised that I got Sirius.

Tagging- @bookaddict24-7 @randomfandominserts @harrypotterconfessions @blushingwildflower @spacesauce231

hey baes

i made a uquiz post quite like this and lot’s of people like it

so......

i found another one and I’m also gonna turn it into a tag game

What Harry Potter character would smell you in their amorentia?

please make it known that this is not my quiz, all credits go to the maker

i got: Ginny Weasley

oh wow Ginny loves you, how lucky. she is firey and fun and keeps you on your toes. not one to be walked all over Ginny fights for what she wants and who she loves. you are the same, fiercely loyal and protective of those around you.

that’s so cute!! tagging: @pixaldateblue @vayeya11 @acciorxses @queen-asteria04 @narcissassecondwife2 @fiftyshadesoftricia @el-imaskingforyourlefthand @just-a-smol-spoon @vicky-cooper @romqnticizer @transparentcloudbeliever and anyone else who wants to :))

Please don't kill yourself,you matter. take a breathe. Listen to some music, talk to someone. Message me if you want to talk but don't think you don't have someone to talk to. It gets better, it truly does.🌷

What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.

You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to  her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all  busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself

but you killed everyone else around you too. 

𝗧𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗼𝗿 𝗧𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗭𝗼𝗱𝗶𝗮𝗰 𝗦𝗶𝗴𝗻𝘀

Tagged by:@shojocafe 💖🌷

rules: use this link to find your zodiac sign

Virgo: Navy blue or Olive Green. 𝗣𝗲𝗿𝗶𝗱𝗼𝘁 or Sardonyx. 𝗣𝗲𝗼𝗻𝘆 or Sweet Pea. 𝗛𝗼𝗽𝘀 or Rosemary. 𝘾𝙝𝙚𝙨𝙨 or Checkers. 𝘾𝙖𝙧𝙧𝙤𝙩 𝙘𝙖𝙠𝙚 or Fig Bar/Cakes/Cookies. 𝙆𝙣𝙞𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 or Crocheting. Grammar Checking/Quality Assurance or 𝘾𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙦𝙪𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖 𝙥𝙞𝙚𝙘𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙠. 𝙂𝙤𝙡𝙛 or Tennis. Buttercups or 𝙈𝙤𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙜𝙡𝙤𝙧𝙮 . Herbs magic or 𝙀𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙝 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙗𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜. Mice or 𝙗𝙚𝙚𝙨 . Cabernet Frank or 𝙢𝙞𝙘𝙧𝙤- 𝙗𝙧𝙚𝙬𝙨 . Enchanted Garden or 𝐌𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐜 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐞𝐜𝐭 𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐬 . Bunnies or Deer. Cancer or 𝘚𝘤𝘰𝘳𝘱𝘪𝘰.

Tagging:@hillarysss / @3amastrology / @venusandmadness

Can you read minds or something? This is so accurate! Lots of love 💖🤗

- ASTRO LYRICS 🕊

placements & their true melodies 🤍

do not repost, plagiarize, “reword” my work.🕊

- 🤍 Scorpio placements & Capricorn Placements & Heavy Saturn & Pluto & Pluto - Ascendant & Pluto in 1st

When you become untouchable, you're unable to touch Is there a real me? Pop the champagne It hurts me just to think and I don't do pain

- The Living Tombstone (My Ordinary Life)

- 🤍🕊 You display what you want to display but you keep a part of you quite untouchable because of what you experienced you don't wanna experience pain and despair ever again, you put up this image that is intense and admirable because you put a lot of effort and dedications to things... you find it hard not to get obsessed with what you love.. you learnt this the hard didn't you? When you put so much love into things you loose yourself and your dignity in the process and you loose yourself in the intense reactions other people have made of you thus making you question your worth. Don't you know how much power you have? The jealousy you've experienced.. people projecting on you because of your burning desire to do things you lost who you were in expectations that you made of yourself and that others have made of you.. say no to that and own your power.

- 🤍 Virgo placements & Aquarius placements & 6th house & 11th house placements & Uranus Dominance

Perfection is so quick to bore You are my beautiful, by far Our flaws are who we really are

- I hear a symphony (Cody Fry)

- 🤍🕊You've always been somewhat different in the ways you think and act since a young age.. you were analytical and saw through things no one else could because of your innovative mind. At such young age you've had to dim your ways of thinking because of other's expectations and the duty you've had to serve since young may have taken a toll on who you are today and you constantly feel what would happen if you were to just break free from society and the cruel world. You have a beautiful heart that humankind doesn't deserve. You've always been that person to give a hand out when needed but were those favors retreated? Tell me.. how many times you've tried to fit in? You don't have to please anyone and loving yourself is a mission for you. How many times people have stolen what you've done and taken credit for it? Embrace yourself and say fuck you to anyone else and only do things for you. Embrace your "weird" side"

- 🤍 Leo placements & 5th house placements & Sun dominants & Sagittarius placements & 9th house placements & Jupiter dominants & Sagittarius dominants

I've been catching planes for the fun of it Then I'll be watching fame turn to punishment The weather's only sunny when I'm under it And I haven't really changed, yeah I'm just confident I'm just fucking lucky I was born with it

Into it - (Chase Atlantic)

🤍🕊You have learned that running from responsibilities isn't any fun and you have to fear the dark side at times and the dark side can come from when you least expect it. You are most secretive than given credit for, you put up this pretty image with amazing charisma and you display wisdom and knowledge.. it's hard not to look up to you.. but eventually you create this standard that you always have to shine bright and that negative emotions aren't welcomed.. you repress emotions.. you have learned that you shouldn't always follow what the crowd wants. Sometimes you wish you could just go unnoticed but it's hard not to pay attention to you.. you've always felt like escaping huh? Wishing you were someone else.. while everyone wants to be you.. most people misunderstand your life and think it's all luxury because of that pretty image you put up.. it couldn't be farther from the truth.. you were gifted with wisdom and creative talents from youth.. use them

-🤍 Cancer Placements & Major 4th house placements & Pisces placements & 12th house placements & Moon - Pluto

You can hold my hand If no one's home Do you like it when I'm away? If I went and hurt my body, baby Would you love me the same?

Line without a hook- (By Ricky Montgomery)

🤍🕊 You have been gifted with the ability to love so much that your own persona becomes a blur and you loose yourselves in the ones you love you'd dare sacrifice yourself for them.. but have your ways of love always been given back? Perhaps.. you've found yourself staying a bit longer than you should in situations where you were giving too much? Does that hit a bell? Oh.. this is why you've built up walls because you're afraid you'd be used for your love again.. yes? You've always provided a home for people even if you yourself didn't have a stable home emotionally and mentally.. you always dared to care and love and nourish.. you were always watering dead plants.. you have had to learn so early on that not everyone has such big heart like you.. have you went so far for people who didn't really like you the way you thought? Use your ways of loving and your intuitive abilities for what's best and don't water dead plants.

-🤍 Libra placements & Venus dominance & Taurus placements & Moon in 7th & Venus in 7th

Kisses on the foreheads of the lovers Wrapped in your arms You've been hiding them in Hollowed out pianos left in the dark

Apocalypse - (By Cigarettes After Sex)

- 🤍🕊 You are naturally loved and liked that would be an understament of who you are.. You've always desired a beautiful connection when there was equal give and taken.. Your heart is beautiful your entire soul is.. who was the one who made you hide it all away? You still remember your first heartbreak don't you? Are you concerned for how others perceive you too much? Have you yet learned that love only comes within you the most? People tend to confide in you the most but who do you confide in? You were gifted with the abilities of art and aesthetics you've always tried to see everything in a better light until the darkness over took once and all you think is anxious thoughts.

- 🤍 Earth placements & 2nd house placements & 6th house placements & 10th house placements

But so broken on when you can't stop choosing To sleep through your alarms Man, you're losing your head

Sleep thru Ur Alarms (By Lontalius)

- 🤍🕊 You just need a break..you need a break from reality.. no even that sounds too little.. you need to take it slow.. all those sleepless you've spent working so hard repressing tears.. did it all start from early school years and that perfectionism to get those grades? Or maybe it's your parent's expectations.. Sure you're "grounded' but who knows when you're not? who hide it so well just for the sake of not burdening anyone.. you suffer alone aiming for the price.. the high achiever.

- 🤍 Air placements & 11th house placements & 3rd house placements & 7th house placements

Do the wires in your mind get sewn together..

Rubbed and severed by the heat

Not allowed - TV girl

- 🤍🕊 Sure you can be seen as the friend who is funny and always up to chat.. but who really knows what's going on in your mind? All those thoughts racing.. do you know how fascinating your mind is and how it works? But let's talk about the uglier side.. you are more anxious than you let on and you can't help but analyze every little thing, you may at times questioned your sanity because of what you've noticed so early on that others haven't.. At such young age, you've been on this mission to feed on knowledge but what about your emotional nourishment? You can't just feed your emotional needs with your mind.. take time to yourself...

- 🤍 Fire placements & 1st house placements & 5th house placements & 9th house placements & Mars dominance & Sun dominance

All things come to pass With time But I want everything now To be all mine

Young - (By Vacations)

- 🤍🕊 With that burning desire you've had throughout your life to accomplish so many things.. you are a true child at heart with so many dreams.. ignoring the people who have told you your dreams are unrealistic and that you'll never make it.. but you'll make it there one day.. faith is what keeps you even if it's inconsistent faith has always been your friend. The burning loyalty you give to those who dare stand by your side and how much you're willing to give. You're not the easiest but that's for a reason you want everything and you'll give everything, all because of the intense love inside you.

- 🤍 Water placements & 12th house placements & 8th house placements & 4th house placements & Neptune dominance

But the rain never came So I made with the sun The shade Always comes at the worst time

Daddy Issues - (By The Neighborhood)

- 🤍🕊 The ability to feel the environment around has it side effects doesn't it? You easily get overwhelmed and because of your kind nature you take more than what you should've taken, you struggle making time for you at times. You escape the rain and despair by sleeping or ignoring the obvious. You become foggy to those around you because you are scared of letting people in on what you really go through. Your intuition has never failed you especially with people.. so why do you still doubt it? Is it because of what you think it could be? But it isn't right? Reality can be despair, you run and run until you run out of time and you have no choice but to face the dark truths.