Hiii

𝘜𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘔𝘰𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵

Note- This is the prequel to immortal. Do let me know if you want me to write a few more scenarios preceding reader's death🌝😁.Also it means a lot that you people liked immortal ❤️

*Also please do not post my work on any platform without my permission.

*Art is not mine

*credit to creator and also if anyone knows this art's creator please let me know,i will mention their name under credit.

Love, they say it makes your heart thump against your chest, trying to beat its way out .That you feel butterflies in your stomach and that it steals your breaths.

Zhongli could not bring himself to agree to this as he stared at you, eyes wide with awe and adoration as you rested your head on his shoulder. Your backs against the tree trunk.

He was a god hardened by centuries of bloodshed and wars ,but couldn't help but compare you to the warmth of sun on a winter day . Basking in your presence was like being led through a field of flowers during sunset.

He turned his eyes towards you, glancing at you . You looked ethereal with your eyes closed and a small smile gracing your lips as

moonlight highlighted your features.

" Like what you see? "You said, eyes still closed but your smile had turned mischievous now.

He felt blood rush to his cheeks at being caught. "I'd be a fool not to"

"Oh, that was as smooth as butter "you admitted, chuckling a bit "though I wanted to see you flustered " tracing the scars on his palms.

"Would you mind answering a question of mine, love? "He looked at you , brows furrowed. You merely nodded.

"What am I to you ? Like how do you see me? "He desperately wanted,no needed the answers to these questions as he looked at you with hopeful eyes.

Is he your one and only ? He didn't want to think of the other plausible answer ,afraid of breaking his own heart.

"You are my moon", you replied firmly, looking him in his eyes," people would like to be your sun, to see you when you put a brave face and march out to face your worries but ",you took both of his hands," it's the moon who sits with you as you try to mend your jagged pieces, it's you who has been my moon in this inky sky of mine".

"Also as to how I see you, I can't describe it "

He looked at you bewildered ,a series of questions already forming in his head, he opened his mouth but was cutoff by you .

"I can only wish that you could see yourself as I do".

He paused then smiled at you . Maybe he was your one and only , he decided.

"Now, answer my question", you grinned up at him,though there was a hint of nervousness in your eyes .

"Do you love me and would you leave me ?"

Your voice wavered just a little , eyes searching your lover's , but Zhongli had known you long enough to catch the slightest change in your voice and his heart twisted a little at that.

He smiled despite himself because if you asked he would rip his heart out and offer it at your feet but instead he said, "I can't promise that we will stay together forever but I would never leave you willingly, they would have to kill me to separate me from you "

"The answer to your second question is ",he cupped your cheeks in his hands," that the world is a cruel place and I still love you "

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*It's my first fic so I hope that you enjoy it. If you liked it please let me know.

*Also please do not post my work on any platform without my permission.

Warnings: major character death, sword piercing reader's chest

Immortal that's what he was.

It's a blessing they said, to be immortal,to be a god. So why couldn't he find the sweet blessing of immortality. Devasted that's what he would use to describe himself.

Tears rolled down his cheeks, his throat felt constricted. His knees buckled and finally the god was brought down to his knees, not by his archenemy but by the sight of the bloodied and bruised body of his lover.

There were you, who was lying in the pool of your blood.

Scars marred your face and blood flowed from where the sword had pierced your chest but you still had the smile you always gave him. The one which never failed to calm him. The same reassuring smile which made your eyes look like half moons.

You looked peaceful even when death cradled you, trying to lull you to sleep forever.

Even on the brink of death, you tried to reassure him with your smile, he painfully realised, tears still streaming down his face.

Zhongli gently placed you in his arms , the same way when you two used to sit under the golden yellow tree to simply bask in the moonlight and in each other's presence. But this time neither was there moonlight nor the time to enjoy the other's presence.

"Let us find each other again", your face contorted in pain, both at the sight of your lover in anguish and with the sword piercing your heart, the one you had given to him, "I love you" , you said, cupping his cheek with your bloodied hand.

Your movements stilled, the hand falling back and eyes going dull before you even heard his response.

His I love you going unheard.

Adored and cherished was what he was, even after his supposed death, by thousands that resided in liyue.

But defeated and anguished was what he felt with the body of the one he cherished the most, in his arms ,unmoving.

He finally let out the scream he was holding back, a scream filled with hopelessness and sorrow.

Being a god meant he could change the destiny by his hands, the way he had built liyue and watched over its people. He was the heart of his people.

So why couldn't he, a god save you, the one that had his heart.

Punishment, maybe that was what it was . Maybe he was being reminded that it was selfish of him for wanting to be human. For wanting to experience the joys of being mortal. But being mortal came with a price.

Joy and loss were two sides of the same coin in the world of mortals.

You can't have only one and he failed to realise that even gods can't cheat destiny. That even gods had to bear their burden if they wanted to experience being human.

He brushed his lips against your forehead and rocked your unmoving body ,the shell of the person you were,in his arms tightly, as if to console himself and whispered,

"I will wait for you no matter how long it takes for us to unite again".

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𝓘 𝔀𝓲𝓼𝓱 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓪 𝓴𝓲𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓻 𝓼𝓮𝓪.

𝓔𝓶𝓲𝓵𝔂 𝓓𝓲𝓬𝓴𝓲𝓷𝓼𝓸𝓷

🚨 EMERGENCY 🚨: PLEASE HELP A YOUNG TRANS WOMAN ESCAPE FROM HER ABUSIVE FATHER

I’m a young trans woman living in the US with my father, who is a violent, controlling, alcoholic abuser that has been mistreating me since I was a child. The physical, financial, and emotional abuse has got worse through 2020, especially since he found out I’m trans a few months ago by invading my room and going through my private belongings. Safety is non-existent in this house and I know that if I don’t get out of here very very soon, MY FATHER IS GOING TO SERIOUSLY HARM AND PROBABLY KILL ME.

He’s extremely manipulative, I work two jobs and he takes most of my earnings from me in order to “keep it safe” when he really just spends it all. He’s constantly trying to monitor my phone calls, texts, and internet activity under the guise of “protecting me”; this is why I had to create a whole new blog that’s blank and anonymous to post this since it’s very likely he already knows my personal blog url and would have seen it otherwise.

I’ve tried to run away multiple times before and he’s found me every time. Every time my punishment was getting beaten senseless and put under stricter watch and eventually I learned to stop trying. Now I have no choice but to leave because the violence is constantly escalating and I am so terrified of what will happen to me every night when I have to go home. My father’s abuse has already stolen so much from me. There’s so much I want to do with my life someday and I don’t want to die before I have the chance. Please please PLEASE share this post when you see it and consider donating if you’re able to.

I need help raising enough money to pay for the security deposit, first and last + a few months rent on an apartment I found in another state as far from mine as possible, as well as a plane ticket to get there and necessities like food, transportation, utilities, etc when I get there as it will be a while before I can begin safely applying for jobs using my real information. I’ll have the leave the majority of my personal belongings behind in order to get out of the state as quickly as possible so the money would also go to replacing these in the new apartment. Having someone else retrieve them and send them along to me is impossible since my father is likely to destroy them once he realizes I’m gone and I don’t want anyone exposed to danger or violence at his hands. Once I’m better settled into my new location, I’d eventually also like to afford some therapy and other mental health services to deal with my trauma but that is lower on my list of priorities.

I need to raise at least $5,500 USD for this to cover these expenses and a safety net to keep me from becoming homeless while I’m establishing new life away from my father. Please don’t ask for specifics of my situation or my plans, it isn’t safe for me and my severe paranoia could send me into a serious panic. I don’t want to give too specific a timeline because I’m so fearful that my father or someone who knows him/me might see this and tell him what I’m planning but I really need to be able to flee within the next two weeks. I tried to keep this post as calm as possible so it’s easy to read but I am genuinely so afraid for my life and I get more afraid every day. I am in so much danger and staying here any longer puts my life at even more serious risk. I desperately need your help to save my life!! PLEASE reblog this post and consider donating if you’re able to!!

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Hello, I'm here Asking for help and support for my 6 years old daughter battling brain tumor(Diffuse intrinsic pontine glioma) . She's so young to suffer the symptoms. Doctor told she only months to live. She's been fighting for her life for 8 months. We're poor and can't afford her treatments. She was schedule of Cranial MRI this last week of August. And please help me to make her happy. I'm so sorry for begging for help. But please understand her situation. Please help her to live. Thank you so much.

𓈊 LOVER 𓈊

ʀᴀꜰꜰʟᴇ ꜱᴛʏʟᴇ ɢɪᴠᴇᴀᴡᴀʏ

Hello!! So I've been thinking of doing a giveaway for a while but never got to it. In this giveaway I will be focusing on the following topics (all of which would be included in the reading). This reading is all about you and your path.

𖤘 Includes:

❛ Your untapped potential

❛ Psychic/intuitive abilities

❛ Healing yourself from the past

❛ How to nurture your inner child

❛ How to manifest what you want

❛ Your road to self love/how to love yourself.

All that is needed to be entered in this giveaway is to like and reblog this post. There will only be 5 winners. All the complete readings will be around 2-3 pages at least (1k - 1.5k words), maybe more.

Yeah that's all have fun!! All the best to everyone <333

The winners will be announced on 17th september

Dussehra special; 9 games, 9 days-OPEN

✦So the story of Dussehra (please read if you are participating its just a few lines):Hindu festival that celebrates the victory of good over evil. There was this person (or monster,Ravan has 10 heads) called RAVAN or RAVANA. And then there was this "good person" who we now know as a god called Ram ji. Ram Ji had a wife called Sita. The base line of the story is that Ravan kidnaps Ram Ji's wife (Sita), but ultimately due to the "evil" in him, he gets destroyed by Ram ji. Ram ji, in his journey to finding his wife was accompanied by someone called Hanuman ji.✦ There are so many more details to know but my games are just related to this :) (also anyone who knows this please tell me to correct it if i wrote something wrong it was at 12am in the morning bahaha)

♡Rules♡

-Add initials in your ask

-Reblog the game post

-Don’t forget feedback!

-Anons are not allowed.

-This is very optional (dont even have to do it but would appreciate it you can do the same thing for me)

CHECK TO SEE IF THE GAME IS STILL OPEN, it will be listed in the original game post, or reblogged with it my bio, my ask bio and my asks will be closed.

Thats it folks, the most important rule is to enjoy, and ask questions ABOUT THE RULES if you’re confused :)

╰┈➤Games:

So, I have nine games. Each game is open for 9 days.(IT IS an important number for Dussehra) One person gets to participate in one game! Theyre open till 13th October ofc!

1.Which type of people do you need to eliminate from your life? (Related to Ram ji k!ll!ng Ravana)

2.Would your future spouse come save you like Ram ji did for sita ji?

3.If you were Ravana, would you choose evil or bad? How would it add a twist to the story?

4.Which side of you is more prominent and how can you use it? (good and evil) (whole festival is about good and evil)

5.How many heads/personalities do you have working? (how many sides you have)

6.Which one of Ravans ten heads would you be?

7. Are you seen as the Ravan, sita or Ram ji in the story? (first impressions in real life)

8.How would you defeat Ravana? (with your intellect or strength)

9.What would you do in the position of Sita ji kidnapped? Would you run away or stay?

Any doubts can be cleared :)

Alternatives to Self Harm

Alternatives for when you’re feeling angry or restless:

Scribble on photos of people in magazines

Viciously stab an orange

Throw an apple/pair of socks against the wall

Have a pillow fight with the wall

Scream very loudly

Tear apart newspapers, photos, or magazines

Go to the gym, dance, exercise

Listen to music and sing along loudly

Draw a picture of what is making you angry

Beat up a stuffed bear

Pop bubble wrap

Pop balloons

Splatter paint

Scribble on a piece of paper until the whole page is black

Filling a piece of paper with drawing cross hatches

Throw darts at a dartboard

Go for a run

Write your feelings on paper then rip it up

Use stress relievers

Build a fort of pillows and then destroy it

Throw ice cubes at the bathtub wall, at a tree, etc

Get out a fine tooth comb and vigorously brush the fur of a stuffed animal (but use gentle vigor)

Slash an empty plastic soda bottle or a piece of heavy cardboard or an old shirt or sock

Make a soft cloth doll to represent the things you are angry at; cut and tear it instead of yourself

Flatten aluminium cans for recycling, seeing how fast you can go

On a sketch or photo of yourself, mark in red ink what you want to do. Cut and tear the picture

Break sticks

Cut up fruits

Make yourself as comfortable as possible

Stomp around in heavy shoes

Play handball or tennis

Yell at what you are breaking and tell it why you are angry, hurt, upset, etc.

Buy a cheap plate and decorate it with markers, stickers, cut outs from magazines, words, images, what ever that expresses your pain and sadness and when you’re done, smash it. (Please be careful when doing this)

The Calm Jar (Fill a mason jar or similar with colored water and glitter. When feeling upset or angry you can shake it to disturb the glitter and focus on that until the glitter settles.)

Blow up a balloon and pop it

Alternatives that will give you a sensation (other than pain) without harming yourself:

Hold ice in your hands, against your arm, or in your mouth

Run your hands under freezing cold water

Snap a rubber band or hair band against your wrist

Clap your hands until it stings

Wax your legs

Drink freezing cold water

Splash your face with cold water

Put PVA/Elmer’s glue on your hands then peel it off

Massage where you want to hurt yourself

Take a hot shower/bath

Jump up and down to get some sensation in your feet

Write or paint on yourself

Arm wrestle with a member of your family

Take a cold bath

Bite into a hot pepper or chew a piece of ginger root

Rub liniment under your nose

Put tiger balm on the places you want to cut. (Tiger balm is a muscle relaxant cream that induces a tingly sensation. You can find it in most health food stores and vitamin stores.)

Alternatives that will distract you or take up time:

Say “I’ll self harm in fifteen minutes if I still want to” and keep going for periods of fifteen minutes until the urge fades

Color your hair

Count up to ten getting louder until you are screaming

Sing on the karaoke machine

Complete something you’ve been putting off

Take up a new hobby

Make a cup of tea

Tell and laugh at jokes

Play solitaire

Count up to 500 or 1000

Surf the net

Make as many words out of your full name as possible

Count ceiling tiles or lights

Search ridiculous things on the web

Colour coordinate your wardrobe

Play with toys, such as a slinky

Go to the park and play on the swings

Call up an old friend

Go “people watching”

Carry safe, rather than sharp, things in your pockets

Do school work

Play a musical instrument

Watch TV or a movie

Paint your nails

Alphabetize your CDs or books

Cook

Make origami to occupy your hands

Doodle on sheets of paper

Dress up or try on old clothes

Play computer games or painting programs, such as photoshop

Write out lyrics to your favorite song

Play a sport

Read a book/magazine

Do a crossword

Draw a comic strip

Make a chain link out of paper counting the hours or days you’ve been self harm free using pretty colored paper

Knit, sew, or make a necklace

Make ‘scoobies’ - braid pieces of plastic or lace, to keep your hands busy

Buy a plant and take care of it

Hunt for things on eBay or Amazon

Browse the forums

Go shopping

Memorize a poem with meaning

Learn to swear in another language

Look up words in a dictionary

Play hide-and-seek with your siblings

Go outside and watch the clouds roll by

Plan a party

Find out if any concerts will be in your area

Make your own dance routine

Trace your hand on a piece of paper; on your thumb, write something you like to look at; on your index finger, write something you like to touch; on your middle finger, write your favorite scent; on your ring finger, write something you like the taste of; on your pinky finger, write something you like to listen to; on your palm, write something you like about yourself

Plan regular activities for your most difficult time of day

Finish homework before it’s due

Take a break from mental processing

Notice black and white thinking

Get out on your own, get away from the stress

Go on YouTube

Make a scrapbook

Colour in a picture or colouring book.

Make a phone list of people you can call for support. Allow yourself to use it.

Pay attention to your breathing (breath slowly, in through your nose and out through your mouth)

Pay attention to the rhythmic motions of your body (walking, stretching, etc.)

Learn HALT signals (hungry, angry, lonely, tired)

Choose a random object, like a paper clip, and try to list 30 different uses for it

Pick a subject and research it on the web - alternatively, pick something to research and then keep clicking on links, trying to get as far away from the original topic as you can.

Take a small step towards a goal you have.

Re-organize your room

Name all of your soft toys

Play the A-Z game (Pick a category ie. Animals, and think of an animal for every letter of the alphabet

Have a lush warm bubble bath with candles!

Do some knitting

Do some house hold chores

Alternatives that are completely bizarre. At the least, you’ll have a laugh:

Crawl on all fours and bark like a dog or another animal

Run around outside screaming

Laugh for no reason whatsoever

Make funny faces in a mirror

Without turning orange, self tan

Pluck your eyebrows

Put faces on apples, oranges, or other sorts of food

Go to the zoo and name all of the animals

Color on the walls

Blow bubbles

Pull weeds in the garden

Alternatives for when you’re feeling guilty, sad, or lonely:

Congratulate yourself on each minute you go without self harming

Draw or paint

Look at the sky

Instead of punishing yourself by self harming, punish yourself by not self harming

Call a friend and ask for company

Buy a cuddly toy

Give someone a hug with a smile

Put a face mask on

Watch a favorite TV show or movie

Eat something ridiculously sweet

Remember a happy moment and relive it for a while in your head

Treat yourself to some chocolate

Try to imagine the future and plan things you want to do

Look at things that are special to you

Compliment someone else

Make sculptures

Watch fish

Youtube funny videos!

Let yourself cry

Play with a pet

Have or give a massage

Imagine yourself living in a perfect home and describe it in your mind

If you’re religious, read the bible or pray

Light a candle and watch the flame (but please be careful)

Go chat in the chat room

Allow yourself to cry; crying is a healthy release of emotion

Accept a gift from a friend

Carry tokens to remind you of peaceful comforting things/people

Take a hot bath with bath oil or bubbles

Curl up under a comforter with hot cocoa and a good book

Make affirmation tapes inside you that are good, kind, gentle (Sometimes you can do this by writing down the negative thoughts and then physically re-writing them into positive messages)

Make a tray of special treats and tuck yourself into bed with it and watch TV or read

Write words in the sand for them to be washed away

Alternatives for when you’re feeling panicky or scared:

“See, hear and feel”-5 things, then 4, then 3 and countdown to one which will make you focus on your surroundings and will calm you down

Listen to soothing music; have a CD with motivational songs that you can listen to

Meditate or do yoga

Name all of your soft toys

Hug a pillow or soft toy

Hyper focus on something

Do a “reality check list” – write down all the things you can list about where you are now (e.g. It is the 9th November 2004, I’m a room and everything is going to be alright)

With permission, give someone a hug

Drink herbal tea

Crunch ice

Hug a tree

Go for a walk if it’s safe to do so

Feel your pulse to prove you’re alive

Go outside and attempt to catch butterflies or lizards

Put your feet firmly on the floor

Accept where you are in the process. Beating yourself up, only makes it worse

Touch something familiar/safeLeave the room

Lay on your back in bed comfortably (eyes closed), and breathe in for 4, hold for 2, out for 4, hold for 2. Make sure to fill your belly up with air, not your chest. If your shoulders are going up, keep working on it. When you’re comfortable breathing, put your hand on your belly and rub up and down in time with your breathing. If your mind wanders to other things, move it back to focusing ONLY on the synchronized movement of your hand and breathing.

Give yourself permission to…. (Keep it safe)

Create a safe place for yourself and take yourself there

Lay on the grass and watch the clouds. You can try to make pictures with them too.

Light a candle and watch the flame

Alternatives that will hopefully make you think twice about harming yourself:

Think about how you don’t want scars

Treat yourself nicely

Remember that you don’t have to hurt yourself just because you’re thinking about self harm

Create a safe place to go

Acknowledge that self harm is harmful behavior: say “I want to hurt myself” rather than “I want to cut”

Repeat to yourself “I don’t deserve to be hurt” even if you don’t believe it

Remember that you always have the choice not to cut: it’s up to you what you do

Think about how you may feel guilty after self harming

Remind yourself that the urge to self harm is impulsive: you will only feel like cutting for short bursts of time

Avoid temptation

Get your friends to make you friendship bracelets: wear them around your wrists to remind you of them when you want to cut

Be with other people

Make your own list of things to do instead of self harm

Make a list of your positive character traits

Be nice to your family, who in return, will hopefully be nice to you

Put a band-aid on the area where you’d like to self harm

Recognize and acknowledge the choices you have NOW

Pay attention to the changes needed to make you feel safe

Notice “choices” versus “dilemmas”

Lose the “should-could-have to” words. Try… “What if”

Kiss the places you want toSHor kiss the places you have healing wounds. It can be a reminder that you care about myself and that you don’t want this

Choose your way of thinking, try to resist following old thinking patterns

The Butterfly project- draw a butterfly on the place(s) that you would self harm and if the butterfly fades without self-harming, it means it has lived and flown away, giving a sense of achievement. Whereas if you do self-harm with the butterfly there; you will have to wash it off. If that does happen, you can start again by drawing a new one on. You can name the butterfly after someone you love.

Write the name of a loved one [a friend, family member, or anyone else who cares about you] and write their name where you want to self harm. When you go to self harm remember how much they care and wouldn’t want you to harm yourself.

think about what you would say to a friend who was struggling with the same things you are and try to be a good friend to yourself.

Make a bracelet out duct tape, and put a line on it every day (Or any period of time) you go without self harm. When it’s full of lines, take it off and make a chain out of all the bracelets and hang it up somewhere where you can be reminded of your great progress.

Alternatives that give the illusion of seeing something similar to blood:

Draw on yourself with a red pen or body paint, or go to a site such as this, where you ‘cut’ the screen (be aware that some users may find this triggering, so view with caution)

Cover yourself with plasters where you want to cut

Give yourself a henna or fake tattoo

Make “wounds” with makeup, like lipstick

Take a small bottle of liquid red food coloring and warm it slightly by dropping it into a cup of hot water for a few minutes. Uncap the bottle and press its tip against the place you want to cut. Draw the bottle in a cutting motion while squeezing it slightly to let the food color trickle out.

Draw on the areas you want to cut using ice that you’ve made by dropping six or seven drops of red food color into each of the ice-cube tray wells.

Paint yourself with red tempera paint.

‘Cut’ your skin with nail polish (it feels cold, but it’s hard to get off)

Use red food colouring on your skin

Alternatives to help you sort through your feelings:

Phone a friend and talk to them

Make a collage of how you feel

Negotiate with yourself

Identify what is hurting so bad that you need to express it in this way

Write your feelings in a diary

Free write (Write down whatever you’re thinking at that moment, even if it doesn’t make sense)

Make lists of everything such as blessings in your life

Make a notebook of song lyrics that you relate to

Call ahotline

Write a letter to someone telling them how you feel (but you don’t have to send it if you decide not to)

Start a grateful journal where everyday you write down three: good things that happened/ things that you accomplished/ are grateful for/ made you smile. Make sure the journal is strictly for positive things. Then when you feel down you can go back and look at it.

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An emoji spell to clear away all the negative energy that is sent towards my heart and soul. With the bright, white light surrounding my body, I am Divinely protected.

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