Boyfriend Tells Me I’m Banned From Fixing Things Around The House Now >:(

I'm going to *remembers suicide is often not a desire for death itself but rather an attempt to radically change one's life because the current state of being has become unbearable but the person can't think of any way to change it other than death* kill myself

don’t talk to ME about gay yearning. in 2020 during lockdown i lived alone on a boat for three months. i went ashore once a day to work in a marine bio lab. we all had to access the lab at different times so we were never together & risking infection. i was alone all day every day, from my boat to the lab and back to my boat. one day a woman anchored her boat beside mine. we passed each other ashore just once at the harbor and she hit on me and invited me back to her boat. i told her i’d love nothing more but i could not risk exposure because of my weak immune system. she said it was a shame but that she understood. that night i was watering my vegetable garden i grew in 5 gallon buckets up on my roof and playing music on my speaker. “american pie” came on and she climbed up on her roof and shouted all the lyrics to every verse at me across the water and we danced together on our respective roofs. she raised anchor and moved on a few days later.

so yeah i know what it is to die a thousand deaths in an instant while your heart beats on.

Tumblr isn’t social media, it’s a habit. Like smoking. We’re all gathering by the dumpster in the cold, reblogging posts.

ok but give me one good reason why you wouldn’t date Kermit the frog besides that he is a puppet and a frog

> "political science"

> look inside

> unscientific

this fibonacci joke is as bad as the last two you heard combined

walk with me here.

do you guys see how BIG that tail is?!? I know Lemurians are beautiful but I definitely hope he has the unsettling type of beauty. I want them to show, to make the player FEEL, that Raf is not human.

give him blue, purplish lips, inhuman pupils, scales all over, sharp nails and teeth, fish gills on either side of his torso or neck, fin ears and make him BIG. PLEASE LET HIM BE A HUGE, MENACING YET BEAUTIFUL CREATURE. (I mean, do you guys remember how big the Lemurian in that old man's tank was???)

I pray that they show more of Rafayel's real personality too instead of just playing him as a sassy babyboy.

I need this card to be filled with tension. I need something that will impact their relationship to the core. I need to see Rafayel finally acting like the sea god he is. I need him to allow himself to show how much the past affected him and how complicated his feelings towards the player actually is.

GIVE ME UNSETTLING SIREN RAFAYEL PLEASE.

Julius Caesar has been dead for 2,069 slutty, slutty years

negative thoughts have never helped ..might as well yeet them away