Dive into a world of creativity!
An@rexi@ - Blog Posts
I’m getting worse (i’m eating more)
I hate this, I hate eating little for days and then start eating like a p1g. I gotta lock in. Anyways, I have a friend at school who I started talking to since the beginning of the school year, and I recently discovered he is @n@‘s friend to, which is nice and bad at the same time. He understands me and I understand him, but it feels like a competition. Anyways, at least I don’t feel alone. 😭😭😭
why isn’t my f*cking laxative working?? 😭😭😭 i binged too much and i cannot puke. FUCK. MY. LIFE.
I’ve been maintaining for a really long time and I feel so bad about it, I feel like restricting is worse now than before for some reason. I’m starting rn.
Today I ate SOOO bad and I’ve gained weight, i’m not longer on my gw F***. I tried To purge but I couldn’t. Don’t get me wrong, I like an@ but I sometimes prefer to be more of a mi@ girl. 😮💨
What I ate today:
- Broccoli (140g-49cals)
- Bass (50g-63cals)
- Watermelon (4g-2cals)
- Strawberry (6g-2cals)
- Pineapple (90g-45cals)
Recommended calorie intake: 1510cals
Total of calories eaten: 160cals
PD: I did so well today, I hope I don’t f*** it up later!!!!
@NA HELP!!
Guys please i know this sounds bad, but could you 1nsult me or something? Like i swear the meanspø is not f working and i need to get back on track rn.
Please comment me sh1t.
I have a love-hate relationship with lax, like i love how skinny i feel after using them, but i hate feeling my @ss is on f fire.
MEANSPØ.
You choose your destiny.
You choose your d13t.
You choose the person you want to become.
You choose your b0dy.
Remember that the only person who is making you f47 is yourself.
hello lovelies! today is thanksgiving and i'm so scared because i have to eat so much. if i eat hardly anything then my family will get worried that im not eating again (which they'd be right but i don't want them to know!!). i'm at my aunts house but im still gonna try to purge as much as i can because im finally at my lowest weight (158lbs or 71kg which is still huge but im so proud of how much i've lost!). a lot of people my height (5'7/5'8ish) weigh what i weigh and they look skinny but the way that i carry my weight makes me look like a whale. i carry most of it in my hips and ESPECIALLY my thighs oh my fucking gosh i just look massive.
Me every morning when I realise I’m stuck in a body I don’t like
NO MORE FAT. I ANOREXIA. I NO EAT.
this
if u starve for long enough u start feeling like ur high sometimes its my fav thing ever
wouldn't wish an ED on my worst enemy cuz what if they get skinny before me
bro my dad accidentally walked in on me exercising 💀
what a good idea i had to take l@xat1v3s while on day 1 of my period!!! i love being a woman and having a period🥰 oh also i finally got period after 7 months of not having it so that’s great i need to try harder now damn
i only feel beautiful when my stomach is empty
hai guys!!! i haven’t been as active recently cuz i’ve been busy with some family issues and i’m in arizona rn! it’s so hot a cant even get all my steps in without sweating the first 5 minutes😭😭 but i hope u guys are all doing well🩷
sending kisses to all my lovely moots i hope all of you beautiful souls reach your ugw and we all get our dream bodies mwah mwah mwah 🎀🫶🏻
why can’t i just be skinny NOW?? why tf do i gotta wait so damn long just to lose 1 lb….. 😞
grocery store haul ( since i have my own money and a job now lmao )
🪩 2 packs of orbit gum
🪩 diet coke (of course)
🪩 mott’s applesauce
🪩 bananas
🪩 apples
🪩 monster zero
🪩 quest bars
i love grocery shopping, but sometimes i get a lil scared that i might buy some things i shouldn’t yk😭 like bro i was eyeing some bomb ass sugar cookies in the store like BITCH WTF ARE U THINKING U CANT EAT THAT 😾🙄
today’s b0dy ch3cks !!
6.08.24
(i was hesitant to post these because i’ve never showed my body on this app but i kinda like them .?.?!?.!?? 🤔)
don’t mind the mess lol
tw ~
˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚
find comfort in ⭐️ving, not b1ng3ing ♡~
5.25.24
limit: 800
intake: 773
burned: 300
total: 473
a lil rant
hi guys happy ⭐️ving saturday !!! im so anxious to see my w3ight now bc my mom hid her scale from me and i haven’t been able to w3igh myself in over two weeks. i feel like i’ve made some progress because i FEEL lighter in general, and i haven’t b1ng3d at all these past few weeks. but i’m also really scared because what if i haven’t made any progress at all and i just get disappointed. i’m going to my friends house after school in a couple days because she has a scale, and that means fasting all day whoop whoop 🙌 but that also means i have to be drinking my energy drink all day which MEANS the number on the scale won’t be accurate bc of water w3ight or whatever. i’m still excited to w3igh myself!
i hope you guys are all doing well 💕 don’t forget to drink water and take your vitamins fellow r3xies, wishing us all a b1ng3 free week!!!⭐️💓
GUYS IM ALMOST AT MY FIRST GW UGHHH
how do you guys keep up with all of your school work?? i forgot how hard it is with @na, i can’t focus on anything but food and exercising
Introduction ~
infp | Taurus | CA
w3ight -
🔒GW #1 : 125 lbs - 56.7 kgs
🔒GW #2 : 120 lbs - 54.4 kgs
🔒GW #3 : 115 lbs - 52.1 kgs
🔒GW #4 : 110 lbs - 49.8 kgs
🔒GW #5 : 105 lbs - 47.6 kgs
🔒GW #6 : 100 lbs - 45.3 kgs
🔒GW #7 : 95 lbs - 43.0 kgs
🔒GW #8 : 90 lbs - 40.8 kgs
🔒UGW 1 : 80 lbs - 36.3 kgs
🔒UGW 2 : 70 lbs - 31.8 kgs
!! please do NOT interact with my blog, or block me if you are in rec0v3ry!! i am 100% pr0 r3c0v3ry, and i don’t want to cause someone else to fall back into their old habits. (if you are in r3c0v3ry i wish you the best!)
my e@t1ng d1s0rd3r started during quarantine, but has been on and off since then. i recently decided i should go back to @na a couple months ago. in the past i got diagnosed with bul1m1@, but i don’t purg3 anymore(i try not to, only if i have a really bad b1ng3 😔🙏). i tried to fully r3c0ver once in october of 2023, but i ended up just stopping and giving up.
if you have any questions, or want to talk to me in general, i would be so glad to talk to some of you guys about anything you’re going through. lots of you can be really sweet and kind, and i appreciate those who are :)
i wish the best for you guys !!! love you bbgs
