Chill Girl - Blog Posts

Might sound weird, but I am really happy today. Ik it's valentine's day and I am supposed to feel lonely or something but I'm very much chill and satisfied like this, by myself.

I ate a zinger today, I am listening to music right now and I have a PRETTY good self esteem. My day was good and I am waiting for my exams to get over, that's it🩷

Like if there was nobody home rn, I'll prolly be dancing or singing loudly, most likely doing both🪷

GUYS GUESS WHAT

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I GAWT 2 BOOKS FROM MY FIRST EVER ATTENDED BOOK FAIR 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

AND GUESS THE BOOKS WJSNMWLSLSLS

ITS PRIDE & PREJUDICE ANDDDDDD THE BELL JAR 🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭

IM SO HAPPY KSJDMLSLSLALALALSSNSMKAKSKSKSLKAKAKALALSLSLALALSLSKNSNSNSSJJSJ

D'YOU ALL WANNA SEE EM????!!!!

YES THE BELL JAR COVER IS PINK🩷🩷🩷 COZ DUHHHH

I GOT EM BOTH FOR 330 RS TOGETHER🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭

I MET MY BESTIE AGAINNNNNN

AND???? WENT OUT TO EAT AND SOCIALISED W 3 MORE PPL 😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏

IM SO GRATEFUL FOR EVERYTHING 🪷

Kya karoon oo ladiz

Mai hoon aadat se majboor

GUYZ AAJ SE DHANG SE JOURNALING KAARI HOON, wo isliye kyunki healthy dopamine options ka zindagi mein aagman hona is aavashyak🪷🪷🪷🪷🪷

Papa : Tujhe apne andar kis chiz ki kami mehsoos hoti hai?

Me : paise ki 💅🎀😎

Serving dinner AND FACE YOU'RE WELCOME 💅💅💅💅💅💅💅💅💅💅💅💅💅💅💅💅💅💅💅💅💅💅

Mujhse bas shopping karwalo, bakbak karwalo, makeup karwalo aur gurlboss karwalo💅💅💅💅💅baki sab chizon se mera hogya hai fr 😎

I know a lot of people don’t want to live anymore, and I know many have lost hope, thinking their lives won’t get any better. I completely understand where they’re coming from, I felt that too at some point and obviously get episodes of sadness and regret. Sometimes the turmoil the world throws at us—the overthinking, the stress, and the deep sense of dissatisfaction and disconnection—makes it so hard to believe things can improve.

But in those moments, what keeps me going are the unexplored ventures ahead of me. There are so many books I haven’t read, so many movies I haven’t watched. Perhaps there’s a legendary album yet to release that I haven’t heard. There are so many fields, skills, and hobbies left to discover. So many places to visit, and so many people to meet.

And what about the person I’m supposed to be loved by? There’s so much this world offers that’s far beyond the adversities we face. I look at beautiful, articulate women, draped in elegance and poise, and I wonder what I’ll look like one day. A single book changed my career decisions—who knows what else I’ve been wrong about all this time?

What will I look like as an adult? As an elderly person? I have to make my younger self proud, too. When I think about all of this, the negative thoughts start to fade. There’s so much I have yet to know and experience, and I’m not going to let my past define my future. Yes, these things are sometimes overwhelming, but I think , these things are worth living for 🩷

Just a thot👾

Finally starting my first storyyyyyyy, the plot and all is decided abhi I'll have to do in-depth research acche se coz im a GIRLBOSS and I gotta slayyy thissssssss💅💅💅💅👾👾👾👾

I GOT UPPER LOBE AND NOSE PIERCING YESTERDAY!?!?!????

DID IT HURT ????? FCUK YESSSSSSS

WAS IT WORTH IT !?!?!?? ALSO FCUK YESSSSSSS

IM SO HAPPY 🤭🤭🤭🤭GOT EM W MY BESTIE TOGETHER HEHEHEHE 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷