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im sorry but what the ACTUAL FUCK. HOW THE FUCK AM I MEANT TO KNOW THIS?!
if you understand music theory, i am BEGGING YOU, help me.
I got my exams results today..... its the worst day of my life , i didn't get in my dream school😔, i got in second best. I feel like i disappointed everyone. I shouldn't have procrastinate so much, i should have revised well. If anyone has upcoming exams please for your own peace of mind , study don't for it don't be like me. I really regret not studying.
study log - 08/05/25
09:10 - history source question tutoring session
chilled at the library with my friend and did about three hours of studying, working on memorising my history essays
Do I have an exam tomorrow? Yes.
Will I sit down and finish my reading and be proactive and prepare for tomorrow? No.
Or will I ingest toxic amounts of coffee and chocolate and leave the rest up to whichever deity the internet believes in to help me out? Absolutely.
When you're addicted to ao3 but you have exams tmrw🥹
Exam Season
I have my last exam on the 17th and studying for it is draining me, but i gotta do what i gotta do. If i don't study i'll be more stressed in the exam, the discomfort now is worth the security later.
Day 4
I didn't do mush today even tho I had plantey of time but copied my French notebook and I revised a little bit for my spanish exama
Day 2
I wasn't productive as I thought I would be today but compering to my past self I did a lot , I feel like can save the semester I just need to mange my time more because I spend a lot of it doing samll progress
Plspslpslpslsplspslspslsplspslsplsplsplsplsplsplsplsplsplsplsplsplsplsplsplsplspls universe, just let me understand physics for once🙏🏻🎀
i have exams coming up and yet i've been so engrossed in online quizzes like why are they so addictive? How did i go from which music album suits me best, to which henry viii wife i am?
leaving here the dates of the 3 exams I want to take in summer session, I hope I can do better and add another one (so that I only have another one to take in September), but let's start with 3 🤍.
19/06/2025 Languages of music and of sound communication
09/07/2025 Contemporary history
(the third one is still unsure, will add later)
Can anyone explain to my teachers that giving us 1h30 to finish an #exam that's supposed to take 3h doesn't necessarily mean we'll be twice as fast ?
most funny thing about exams is how everyone be wanting multiple holidays, like a week, to prepare and yet, the most efficient studying will always be last 2 nights.
cheap chinese takeout on the night of an exam hits.
1 april 2025
okay soo i finished the organic lecture and got done with 5 hours of phy part 1 lec (super happy) sooo i think ill be able to finish it off by tmr
i’m gonna end today early cuz i’m really exhausted (don’t know why) also i feel like im out of my burn out phase so yayyy !!
okay so for my lecture - i finished until 2D - which is like 5 hours 😭😭 so i’ll start off with NLM and the rest from tmr
also been really into editing lately so i’ll do some of that before i sleep
goodnight loves 🍊
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31 march 2025
long time no see :)
i haven’t been able to do a lot, i’ve just been super exhausted and unmotivated and i feel like that shouldn’t be an excuse for me to not study, considering my exam is so close but i can feel the exhaustion and burn out in my bones.
well regardless, i’ve been tryna finish a 12 hour organic chemistry lecture and ill finish it today, marking the end of my organic revision.
i also have to start a kinematics / class 11 physics part 1 lecture and that’s also 12 hours 😭 but let’s see, i’m hoping to start it off today me finish it by tomorrow or maximum, day after.
eh anyway, let’s just hope this one month goes by quickly.
goodluck to all of you and have an amazing day and stay hydrated my loves 🌼
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28 march 2025
i kinda just crashed yesterday and didn’t do any of this so let’s get it done today
i made a whole study plan for until neet so i think ill just blindly follow that and grind super hard
last one month left :)))
also wont be posting alooooot anymore cuz we gotta lock in yall 😕
anyways goodluck with everything my loves 🌼
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27 march 2025
LONG TIME NO SEEEEE
okay i’m back from vacation (had the best time ever) and now it’s time to lock in 😼
i’m starting slow and doing zoology to pick up momentum so today’s goal is to finish the entirety of human physiology.
to do list :
breathing and exchange of gases
body fluids and circulation
excretory products and their elimination
locomotion and movement
neural control and coordination
chemical coordination and integration
okayyy i’m gonna get back to studying now
have an amazing day my loves 🌼
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13 march 2025
pretty boring day cus i’ll have to do like 15 chapters of hindi (syllabus is huge) so yeah. i spent half my morning looking for my textbook (🤡🤡) but later realised its with a friend so yay
also i made the best coffee i’ve had ever and im so happy eeeeeeek- ok so i made regular iced coffee but substituted the sugar with honey and used cinnamon infused milk (added too much cinnamon but it tastes super yum so no regrets) also used vanilla coffee so its a bit different from the regular coffee i’d make - anyways, amazing combination of flavours 🌸
todo list :
hindi.
that’s literally it for today, might do some revision and questions from physics or biology for neet
anyways-
have an amazing day my loves
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12 march 2025
CHEMISTRY DONE YAYYYYYY (lowk fucked up but it’s over)
i messed up a few mcq’s and proly one FIB but the rest went well. i also got confused rosenmund with etard and lost a mark there (so mad at myself omfg)
but at least it’s over. i’ve got english in two days but ill be studying hindi tmr cus ive got 20 chapters in hindi and only one day to prep (do they make these schedules on crack???) but yeah 😭
i got 40 mins of sleep before my exam (maybe that’s why i messed up basic name reactions???) so i’m gonna sleep (finally)
have a nice day my loves 🎀
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late night chemistry cram session ft. ginger ale, coffee and strawberries 🍓 (finals ver.)
lowk so peaceful.
11 march 2025
alr so i woke up earlier than i normally do cuz i couldn’t sleep (it’s like a cocktail of insomnia, anxiety and stress) 😭 idk i don’t trust myself to remember all this content
anyways, today’s agenda is to just revise the entire syllabus. currently done with half. 🌸
also the paper got leaked like five times and they’re all the wrong leaks (wtaf is happening) but yeah 😭 i don’t trust these leaks so id rather just study the entire syllabus.
welp i just gotta revise all of this and go through mcq’s for all chapters cus that’s where i lose marks a lot, it’s gonna be another long night (when is it not) but i just gotta get this over with now.
anyways, have a nice day my loves <3
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alsooo the moon looked pretty last night <3
10 march 2025
i’ve been pretty burnt out since my physics exam so i couldn’t study that well the previous two days but i managed to complete my todo list. i still don’t know how well i know the concepts i studied until now so im just going to revise it all again (yay?)
to do list :
solutions
electrochemistry
chemicals kinetics
revise the rest of the syllabus
alsooooo i made vanilla coffee and it’s so goooood, ive found my new comfort / hyperfixation drink hehehe im so happy eeeeeeeek 🌝
anyway,
have a lovely day
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9 march 2025
pretty lazy-chill day, until now. i’m revising organic from yesterday cuz i don’t remember all of what i did yesterday. had a major caffeine crash last night and slept like a baby after. i got a good five hours of sleep hehe so im refreshed. i don’t feel sick today so i hope it stays the same until im done with my exams but yeah
anyways,
to do list :
coordination compounds
d and f block
revise full organic
list looks pretty short so i’m hoping to fit in some more neet question sessions, but lets see how that goes.
anyways, have a nice day my loves 🍓
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update - feeling super burnt out :((( i don’t wanna do this anymore but gotta push through. i’m gonna shift to my bed and continue with some ginger ale hehe but i really feel so burnt out idk what’ll happen :(
8 march 2025
super late start to studying cuz im sick again, i fainted once too 😭 i think its cuz of the amount of caffeine i had yesterday + i couldn’t sleep at all at night (no idea why) so ive been super tired and dehydrated. i’m gonna have a late night tonight cuz exams aren’t gonna wait for me to get better 😭😭
well anyway, i’ve got my chemistry final in 4 days so i plan to have one day each for organic, inorganic and physical and one last day for revision
to do list :
haloalkanes and haloarenes
alcohols phenols and ethers
aldehydes ketones and carboxylic acids
amines
biomolecules
anyways i had some yummy breakfast of ice cream, brownie and strawberriessssss 🍓 along with some ors cuz your girl cannot go one day without her powerbank
have a nice day loves <3 and please take care of yourselves 🌸
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also a very random dump of pictures 😭😭
7 march 2025
PHYSICS DONEEEEE YAYYYYY
paper went well hehe, it was a good idea to skip dual nature, there was barely one question 😭😭 but yay paper went well
i think i messed up a mcq but it’s okay (gonna bawl over it) now im gonna go home and sleep my day away
i got only one hour of sleep last night 😭 i felt over prepared for the exam but at least it’s over
i don’t think my brain can comprehend any more thoughts, therefore, goodnight
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update -got a good nap, (i can finally see colour), i don’t plan to study today cus i have four days for chem so ill probably just clean up my desk and plan out stuff and try to do some biology, if not i’ll just read a few books ive been wanting to and write a bit hehehhehe
6 march 2025
hihiiii <3
very basic day, i gotta revise all 14 chapters of physics cuz tmr’s my final 🥲 but yay, i started at 12 and finished revising 4 chapters (questions + derivations and notes) so pretty happy about how much i got done, it’s gonna be a long night again (when is it not) but i really hope my exam goes well tmr (cbse physics paper reactions scared me)
there’s also a rumour that i could have my math board re exam cuz the paper got leaked (😭😭😭) i might actually cry if that happens cuz math is genuinely my weakest subject, tho it’s fun, i really can’t bring myself to study that subject again.
anyways -
todo list 🎀
i still need to learn ray optics cus i skipped it all year
revise :
magnetism and matter
electromagnetic induction
alternating current
electromagnetic waves
wave optics
atoms, nuclei
dual nature (might skip)
semi conductors
i think i’ll be done with revising by around mid night and then i’ll go through the numericals and formulas again
also i did plan to finish reading ncert by the time my exams end but i really doubt ill do that 😭 boards is already a load of work, trying to fit in 11th bio is a real task so maybe i’ll just finish 11th biology by the end of march. i’ll already be reading 12th bio for boards so only 11th would be manageable after exams.
anyways,
have a nice day loves <3
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4 march 2025
i’ve got three days for my physics boards so the plan is to finish revising in two days and have my last day for the final revision. i do have a question bank for chapter wise revision so ill be doing that along with revising it all too. 14 chapters in two days and i plan to do 11th biology on the side
to do list :
electric charges and fields
electric potential and capacitance
current electricity
moving charges and magnetism
magnetism and matter
electromagnetic induction
alternating current
read biological classification
re-do breathing and exchange of gases
i plan to do at least two chapters of biology everyday until my exams end and hopefully finish most of what’s left for biology.
anyways have a nice day loves <33
currently logged 3 hours of studying (i started late), i think it’s gonna be a long night so im preparing for probably another all nighter (i really need to fix my schedule)
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Gosh, i can't believe how fast this is going but it's alright. For the past few days, my mantra has been "You'll be fine. This is gonna pass." I don't know if it's working or not though...
Today was alright, I did... Enough I guess.
Did Accounts 4 hrs 40 mins (Solved a question paper plus revision)
Went through Computers for around 1 hr
Business Studies for 3 hrs
Revised some English Grammar 1 hr
Not bad but could be better. Honestly, I'm kinda scared alright. I'm gonna go over economics, accounts and computers tomorrow so yeah.