Mild Rant - Blog Posts

Random take I have/Mini rant:

I don’t believe in “dead fandoms”, if you like it and the fandoms no longer active, then just enjoy it. I don’t give a F if a fandom has been inactive for years, even decades it will either spring back or it won’t. I’m not going to be one of those people who abandon something I love because there’s no new content or it’s not seen as cool anymore. If any fandom in the past had the same “it’s not cool/trending anymore, time to jump ship” attitude like some fandoms have today, less things would be discovered/created

less communities

less content (fan made or otherwise)

less artists

Less fanart

less fanfic writers

Less stories

Nothing fun online would exist

If a fandom is dead, Bring it to life like you’re Frankenstein⚡️⚡️⚡️⚡️

You ever feel like you’re just not as connected to anyone like you were previously?

Like you’re close with a certain set of people in the sense that you’ve known each other for so long and you’ve been through a lot with them, but you aren’t close with them in a sense that you can have a conversation and not let it die within a minute of talking.

This is how I feel everyday.

My friends, family, everyone. I feel connected to no one anymore, and the loneliness is actually starting to kill me deep down. Each day that passes, I feel myself becoming more and more clouded and desperate to feel at least a little closer to someone.

I’m tired of having these fantasies and other delusions that I am famous and loved and accepted like I want to be.

In fact, I’m hopelessly scrolling through stupid dating apps silently praying that I can get a connection with SOMEONE and maybe feel something other than numbness and guilt, but so far I’ve had no luck.

The internet is all I have, and if I were to lose that.. I think a part of me would die.