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feeling unlovable and misunderstood is like my two main emotions
humans crave to be understood.
me most of all.
I feel as if no one will ever truly get me. maybe that’s how it’s meant to be.
maybe I distance myself too much from people and don’t make it easy to let them in.
maybe I’m meant to spend a lifetime alone begging people to just get me, to please, just look at me and not see someone who’s strange and weird but someone who has a system built against them and struggles to fit in.
I wear a mask everywhere I go to protect myself, not literally (at least not as often anymore). sometimes it physically manifests itself as an accessory, like sunglasses or a hat. I’ll never be caught without one. It’s my way of hiding from the world, letting people see me, but not truly all of me. not really.
I don’t think the people around me understand how much I change myself to fit in, how truly good I am at squeezing myself into boxes and attempting to be ‘normal’, or at least what society deems as such. I don’t think anyone will get me, understand me, know the scars on my soul and the ridges in my heart. the grief that never seems to leave, but comes in waves. the tears that are always present, or the thoughts that plague my mind.
maybe some people aren’t meant to be understood. maybe I’m one of them.
For my villains in the making ✨
Don't worry I am older but people have no idea what I'm talking about
Starting Stargate in an attempt to become even more unrelatable to my own generation
You definitely broke me and I’ll never love again for a while.
https://mantelsroman.wordpress.com/2017/05/04/stonewalling/ #stonewalling #laurieandthestoryof #notcaring #wall #meandmystory #meandmybrain #isolation #inhuman #change #notgivingup #friendsandwalls #familymatters #misunderstood #idontcare #whatever #https://mantelsroman.wordpress.com/2017/05/04/stonewalling/ #whatisimportant #thisismostlyrepeatingmyselfandramblingonaboutthesamebutitistooimportantnottokeeponrepeatingandramblingsothatswhy (Usual one-off hashtag...) #udenfilter (But a bit treated...) #mantelmomento (her: Mudderbad Helhedsplan Gellerup Toveshøj)
Lol, if only you knew how Mark works.
I’ve done enough trolling for one day
my work is done
Lol I forgot about this video.
Like how language
Gets jumbled over time,
We became two mouths
Tangled in our misery.
Each meaning the same thing
Yet unable to comprehend
The other.
Are we not both proclaiming love
But losing the feeling
By the tossing and turning
Of borrowed time?