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In Study Hall, the second I sat down some guy made a comment and snickered as he said my name. His other friend turned around but he was confused cuz he didn't hear his friend well enough. Welp, Im scared to get up so imma try to not think about it, but idk maybe writing this will help.
the exclusion of Brendon urie rip, dnp really said panic is dead
no but seriously imagine it
Primera vez hablando y es en español? WTF
Creo que voy a tener pesadillas
Oh, don’t mind me, just practicing my accidental over sharing
TOP 10 TV SHOWS I WATCHED IN 2022
1. PANIC on amazon prime
i watched ‘panic’ at the very beginning of 2022, and have since rewatched it twice. i’m still surprised how it stuck with me and became one of my favorite shows, because typically i prefer more light-hearted stories.
the idea of teenagers playing this high stakes life-threatening game is so intriguing. the mystery behind who started and runs this tradition adds so much suspense. there’s also the additional layer of poverty and family issues that’s pushing the main character. it’s so interesting to explore the characters’ motivations, their reactions to pressure. it makes for a colorful complex story. and, of course, what sells it is the main romance. the chemistry between the characters is off the charts!! (not me thinking i wouldn’t ship them before seeing the show phaha).
even though ‘panic’ was cancelled after season 1 (which, sadly, is true for most of my favorite tv shows), i believe there’s a satisfying finality to the season that makes it work as a stand alone story.
2. QUEER AS FOLK on peacock
pure queer joy is what this show is. i’ve only experienced this level of happiness while watching “genera+ion” (which is my favorite show ever). and yes, “queer as folk” is more adult because - duh - it’s about adults, and one teen character. in a lot of ways it’s about forming your community and keeping it safe. it takes on serious issues, the characters are messy and make mistakes, yet it feels so warm and comfortable, like a home.
i’ve never seen the original show so i’m judging this show from a non-reboot perspective (which i’m pretty sure it is anyway, even though you can make parallels between some characters, it’s a new different story).
trigger warning: there’s a mass sh**ting scene in the first episode (it’s not very graphic).
3. HEARTBREAK HIGH on netflix
the new aussie it show, move over h2o just add water! okay i’m joking, but heartbreak high really took over the world as it should have! it’s a diverse well-written gen z teen drama with amazing fashion.
what you can expect: a lot of dramaaa, secrets & unexpected twists, sex scenes that don’t sexualize teenagers, actual ace representation (i’ve only seen it done this well in “genera+ion”), probably the best autistic representation i’ve ever seen, exploration of some dark themes (assault, police brutality) that are unfortunately a part of reality for a lot of teenagers, beautiful friendships and romantic relationships, teen angst and rebellion.
i fell in love with these characters and their dynamics, i can’t wait for season 2! plus, it turns out there was a lot of australian things i didn’t know about, so it was very cool to see australian culture represented in this fun bright series.
4. REBELDE on netflix
look at all these pretty faces and tell me you don’t want to know more about them. this show is one hell of a fun ride. it’s like elite mixed with violetta. there’s so much colorful potential in almost (looking at you esteban) all of these characters. they fight, they perform, they’re friends, rivals and lovers, and for the big moments they’re each other’s family. they’re rebelde. i want to steal their wardrobe and be their groupie.
5. WEDNESDAY on netflix
not suprised this show became such a hit, but i’m glad i watched it when it came out without any preconceived expectations. the style of this show is amazing and it’s an entertaining watch. there can’t be enough praise for jenna ortega’s performance. she’s outstanding in everything she does, and she carried this show.
6. HEARTSTOPPER on netflix
this is a fluffy warm ball of sunshine. comfort at its finest. i’m so happy this show exists and people talk about it. i just want to give every character a hug. oh, and i want those cute doodles in my life.
7. THE SUMMER I TURNED PRETTY on amazon prime
such a cute summer show. i think the creators did a great job of adapting the book for the modern young audience. it could’ve easily turned into another kissing booth with a “not like other girls” protagonist. even though you can see the original outline of the characters, they feel more evoled in the show. and that’s what i hope will happen to the story later on as well. i like when adaptations improve on given material and find their own identity.
i did’t really like nor understood the ending so i’m kinda tense about season 2. if it’s gonna turn into a belly x conrad love show, i’m gonna have to head out, and demand a jeremiah spin off (#teamjeremiah).
8. SINGLE DRUNK FEMALE on freeform
so this is one of the more underrated shows on this list. it’s a dramedy that follows a young woman battling her addiction in a town full of people who are right there to remind her why she drinks. sam makes quite an appealing lead character. she’s messy, she’s selfish, she’s confrontational, but she longs for real meaningful connections, even though she’s afraid of them. there’s a diverse array of characters who go on this journey with her, and i love every single one of them. i think this show has a very good trailer actually, helps get the feel of the show and what it’s about.
9. DOLLFACE on hulu
such a beautiful entertaining show about female friendship and finding yourself outside of a relationship. the cast is incredible, including kat dennings as the jilted ex, brenda song and shay mitchell as her estranged besties, matthew gray goobler as a love interest, and brianne howey and lilly singh as a nice bonus on the side.
the part that makes this show so unique is the daydream sequences that follow the main character. it shifts the rules of the world, makes it more fantastic and unpredictable. makes me wish i could get on a bus with the cat lady that would take me to my friends.
10. HEATHERS on amazon prime
no matter how much you like the original movie, THIS heather squad is way more memorable and charismatic. who wouldn’t want to watch an edgy dark comedy about teen phychopaths whose whole identity is “i’m not like the other people, i’m weird, i’m a weirdo”, toxic friendships, murderous romance & tumblr fashion circa 2016? maybe i’m just build different if it’s my jam and not yours.
seriously though, i unapologetically loved it. kinda reminds me of “the scream queens” (which is outstanding) and “insatiable” (which i couldn’t get into).
thanks for giving this a read <3 hopefully i convinced you to watch some of these!
Other side of adventures. (Always not in time.)
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This is a writing I love from my old blog, please enjoy :)
"Whumpee! Whumpee oh thank god, are you ok?!"
The caretaker's heart broke as they saw the whumpee flinch at their voice, they looked up, their eyes stayed locked on the doorway even as the caretaker rushed to the whumpee's side, pulling them into a gentle hug.
The whumpee melted in the caretaker's embrace, "I... c-caretaker please take it off I c-can't, please," the whumpee's voice shook.
"What do you..." the caretaker looked for any restraints, but couldn't see what the whumpee was talking about, "What do you want me to take off?"
The whumpee looked panicked, their eyes were vacant, "please I can't, I can't s-see please take it off," tears began to drip down the whumpee's face.
The caretaker's eyes widened, their throat felt tight.
The whumpee wasn't wearing a blindfold.
"Whumpee, take a breath ok, it's all going to be ok."
"Please, please I- I want to see you, I want to k-know it's over- please," the whumpee took in hitched gasps between words.
"Shushhh, it's ok, I know," the caretaker pulled the whumpee back into their arms, cradling their head against their shoulder, "I'm here, even if you can't see me, I'm here. It's over."
"Please take it off," the whumpee's voice was a weak whisper.
"Whumpee, I- I'm so sorry-"
"please."
"You're," the caretaker hesitated, "whumpee there's nothing over your eyes, nothing to take off. I- I'm so sorry."
A sob escaped the whumpee's lips, "I c-can't caretaker, please. Please I can't see."
The caretaker's heart felt like it would break in half, "I know, I know I'm so sorry,"
"I- I can't," the whumpee pulled back, freeing their hands to rub at their eyes, "I can't- no, no no, please! Please they, they can't take another thing, I- I want to see you, please," the whumpee let out another broken sob.
"Come here, don't," the caretaker gently pushed the whumpee's hands away from their face, "you'll hurt yourself."
The whumpee let their hands be moved, tears streaming down their face.
"p-please."
There was nothing the caretaker could do.
Some pics from Amsterdam!
Photos taken by veerlebas
Drink ice coffee, Panic attack
Have you ever texted someone and then threw the phone across the room and curl up in a ball of cringe because you panic and were afraid of the response you could get?
Yea...
Do you see my Panic?
... I mean... I laughed at this scene xD
TW: Panic attack.
The internet describes a panic attack as a brief episode of intense anxiety, which causes the physical sensations of fear.
If you search on the Internet for: panic attack symptoms, it gives you a list of potential physical symptoms you may experience during one.
• pounding or racing heart
• sweating
• chills
• trembling
• difficultly breathing
• weakness or dizziness
• tingly or numb hands
• chest pain
•stomach pain or nausea
The first time I was aware I was having a panic attack I didn't realize it in the moment but rather a bit afterwards.
We had come home, I don't remember from where. My mother and brother were arguing, my brother made her mad. I know she was walking towards him but I felt like she was walking to me. I was so scared. I entered my room, sitting down against the closed door.
I began crying. I couldn't breathe and I just kept on crying. I was hysterical but quiet.
I could feel my heart racing, I was panicked. I thought I could never calm down again.
I tried to calm myself but to no avail. I continued crying. I was shaking, I was so scared.
I believe the constant crying and the uneven breathing made my chest hurt.
Something hurt.
It wasn't anything I'd recommend. I was afraid and couldn't seem to calm down for a while. I was hysterical crying. No one came to check on me, asked me how I am. No one cared.
That panic you feel when you almost accidently cast your screen to your parents TV.
Or realize you interacted with your old monitored account when you're supposed to be sleeping.
"The rules of Panic are simple. Anyone can enter. But only one person will win." lauren-oliver
Coffee and books
Photos by SpillbyJill
Story Crush Tour came to town!!
Missed you omg ! Thanks a lot for your adorable tags BIG KISSES, MWAH !! @htsan 🥹
I REALLY REALLY LOVE YOUR WORK @jazze-bee THANK YOU FOR PASSING BY...!!
Here another Drawing that I done in the hospital of Kid P.A.N.IC, Aka Baby Man >w<)
He doesn't really hug people so when he is asked he feels bad to say no. Tho if an adult asks, he would be scared.
Hope you like this! He's just HHHHHHH 🤲🏻💗🌸✨💕🌸💘🌌
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your PANIC approach my WIP QwQ
PANIC belongs to @popsorlidia
(º﹃º ) chocolate
3. Ask them to describe their love interest. (⊙ᗜ⊙)
Me: yeah hehe lots of chocolate 🍪
P.A.N.I.C: chocolate is life.. Ò-ó)b
happy birthday P.A.N.I.C.!!!
P.A.N.I.C. belongs to @popsorlidia
OHHHHH MMMMYYY GOOODDDD MY PENCIL SANS IS THERE THANK YOU SO MUCH NEKO!!!! I DIDN’T EXPECT THAT YOUR’E GOING TO ADD HIM IN YOUR ANIMATION AND YOUR’E WELCOME!!! (≧▽≦)
Haha! Thank you for the idea Rika. XD
Happy birthday Idol. You're the first character I've had that I've been able to use to interact with others characters and build an audience and meet new people with. I'm glad so many of you like her so please enjoy this video I just kind of spat out real quick. XD I put in a lot of other characters near the end as a treat.
Thanks again everyone! Looking forward to another year of her.
Appearances:
@xfr3eax Mikey
@coolbattlegirl Corruption and Magika
@rikablue27 Pencil
@gilgummybear Myo and Shade
@fluffartist Vulcan
@popsorlidia P.A.N.I.C