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Living life to the bare,
Never realising
I ain’t taking in enough air
To stoned to care
Feeling high as that airplane
In a desert island
Chillin to the beat of
Natures sound
Everyone around
Me is just
Blurring
The flowers keep turning
In amazing circles .
While the fairies are dancing
To my pretty foot sound.
The trees are sucking
From the ground .
The Bees are to busy
To see the flowers are running
Around .
The worms dig hard
But wiggle out the earth
Into it’s next survivors mouth .
The mud is moving
If I lay still enough
I’m sure I will feel it
Pretty things flying around.
@trueemotions91
He Called me ,
While in my darkest storm
To teach me
The power of my mind
To follow your heart
Is a fools journey.
As the heart bleeds for lust
Yet The mind survivors alone
It nourishes in silence
In screams in anger
But it forever heals and moves on
The memories remain
But the heart will always play games.
@trueemotions91
Don’t put out the light out on me
I asked
Ever so silently .
He turned ever so slightly
With a grin upon upon his cheek
Blew the light
And I was gone within a blink .
@trueemotions91
Anger is lethal,
As dangerous as a blade,
It only takes a second ,
To lose all self control,
A darkness covers your eyes,
To blind you from the rage,
Takes you away from the pain,
The day awakes ,
And reality is real,
Thats all it takes ,
Just one second ,
So own yourself ,
Don’t let the darkness take over,
Remember the sunlight ,
It never fades ,
Just fight the demon ,
Before it’s to late ,
Always sunshine the other side ,
Don’t let the darkness make your fate,
Half blinded by hate .
@trueemotions91
Damaged goods ,
I was once told,
Made my world ever so cold ,
Till one day,
I understood ,
And I was proud to be called,
My downs ,
My weakness’s ,
My failures ,
My emotions,
But
Because they
Made me strong
Made me independent
Made me rebuild
I become damage goods.
Nah I just learnt not to trust a fool no more .
@trueemotions91
She cries a million tears every year,
She rips up the earth,
She sends voltage through our grounds to help us recharge ,
She shines the brightest light in the sky,
She can whisper ,
She can roar ,
She heals,
She grows,
She loves ,
Who is she ?
And how come we don’t answer her calls.
@trueemotions91
Love ,
or is it destruction ,
We crave for love ,
For that special touch,
Even if it means our souls get broke along the way,
But why do we allow someone to crush us,
For the sake of that hug,
Or tender touch ,
Is it love we are craving ,
Or the feeling of need ,
Like a baby seed,
Being nourished until it reaches full growth,
Is that growth ,
when we finally realise ,
We no longer need to be loved ,
Coz the only love we need,
Is self love,
To grow from the arms that wrapped us so tight,
Is it time for me to final breath,
Is it suffocation of our soul,
And we only crave because we lost the touch,
To Mother Earth.
@trueemotions91
I want you to close your eyes,
And draw me a image with your mind,
The sun ,
The Brightest Light On This Planet,
The Wind,
A Force No One Wants To Reckon With,
The Rain,
Gentle But So Fierce,
Lighting,
To Recharge Our Earths Soul,
The Flowers In The Background,
So Beautiful And Small,
Lost In The BackGround ,
Of A Crazy Storm.
@trueemotions91
A soul is my beauty
Looks are deceiving
They try and trick the mind
To make us believe
In something that isn’t there
As a soul can’t lie
It speaks the truth beyond the mask
That’s put in as a disguise
To look beyond is hard
It’s a battle with mind and temptation
But which do you choose
When the pretty tunes in to the soul
And Creates the devil
Do you realise the danger your soul has intwined to,
A pretty soul will always have a pretty face ,
You just have to look deeper in the beholders eyes,
The eyes are the beauty ,
As dark as chocolate , as blue as the skies , as green as the mountains on a dewy morning sun rise ,
Not the cold hunger , with a smile upon the face ,
That’s clearly the devil in disguise .
@trueemotions91
I see the sun, I see the sand , I see the sea, but I can't see the air .
I can see all that's beautiful around me.
But you no what I can't see .
The thing that keeps me alive !!
And that's the distraction in life !!
We are surrounding by beauty, ugliness , and everything far and between .
But do those things really bother me ??
Where's my twisted feelings , my emotions when they run high, the 1000 words that race through my head every night !!!
But why ? Cant I see these in front of me!!
If these were on show they wouldn't be a distraction it's my lifelong goals !!
These are the main yet they kept locked away ... tightly secure inside my brain... The things we can see , touch, feel , smell are distractions in my way!!
Why can't the things that matter be so easy to reach and grab!!
To put all that matters out on a table would be a lifelong puzzle but that puzzle is my goal in life it's the only thing on this earth that's been made just for me!!!
So when you see that beautiful flower blossoming don't make it a distraction , make it a reality and amend it on your perception to alter what it divides your own path to!!!
Come see what I see
Twisted deformed faces in front of me
Crazy they call me
But these fuckers clearly can’t see
Like sheep in a line, all gawping when I open my mind
Don’t believe me when I say
It’s the most powerful thing about me
Trust me when I say it
Ain’t no delusion
I have to fight the beast everyday
You , you are nothing
Compared to this fucker
I cant escape it , not even run from it
Stuck with it till I die
Can you see ?
You , you are nothing to me.
Human like me
But I don’t use my fist to win this fight
My brain is always right
So no escaping me
Because once I get in
They ain’t no getting out
I cant escape me
Even the devil don’t want in this game .
A monster in disguise ,
A gift from god
Who knows what it’s called
Electric powers me
The Voltage erupts
Causing me a rage
With a mind full of volts
That turn into words
Them words turn into ideas
And the whole world spins .
Still makes no sense
Still can’t understand
Nor can I , so join the clan .
@trueemotions91
Lost in a world of emotions
Covid on my mind
Not a worry for the blind.
It’s not the strain of my eyes
from watching the tv
Or holding my phone all day
It’s the battle going on in my brain .
A pain I feel through shut eyes
The light don’t bother me no more
Used to the dark and the man made lights
With a flip of the switch .
It Seems day and night no longer disgunish
The hurt no longer exists
But neither does my happiness .
Lost in my own mind
But just a empty space .
Dying to breathe in the fresh air
To revitalise my brain .
Lost words that make no sense
Emotions I can’t figure out .
The world has gone crazy
And my brain is on the fall out .
How can my brain survive this pandemic with nothing to do , no air to breathe , no sun to see,
Just me .
@trueemotions91
Life one look one love , one heart one soul, one shot at this game .
Play wisely like a fool watch for the stars and fill the space .
Don’t let the clouds move that amstophre push them thoughts through quicker then a river.
Watch how it moves, watch how it trembles . It bears a lot of Weight but yet - never do it buckle .
To love, to loss ,to lose , to gain, to win , to climb.
To fly like a bird with the wind gliding your path.
You flip I flop .
You fall I climb .
@trueemotions91
My mind is my game , my soul in one blink.
Try hard but I promise you will not see me !
My brain is what makes me
My legs , my arms, my heart , my eyes aint nothing unique to me
We all have these simple things !
But my brain ,
hell yea this mother fucker on another league out here ! Controlling my bodily functions ,
controlling my mind ,
Voice in my head that i can not hide ! Can turn you off quicker then you think !
But your mind will keep tick tick tick
A million voltages dash around,
But do we really understand how we are ground ! My mother taught me feet rooted hard but My feet can take off,
not rooted hard but my brain is connected stem and all.
Belive me when I say
Ain’t no escaping this uncontrolled machine !
@trueemotions91
My mind is a jumble of words!
Constantly flowing through my brain!
Don’t make sense just a load of jubberish taking up my personal space.
One two three I try and count to shut it up but hey ho theys no hail !
Ya mind is a complex tool more powerful then ourselves!
To be afraid of it is a under statement ! I try to push it away!
That voice gets louder and louder screaming inside but I can’t let it get passed coz it will fuck with my brain!
It’s itch I can’t avail it makes me feel wild !
Scared of how it triggers how it rushed inside .
How long can ya control it before it takes over ya mind !
It’s a constant fight between ya mind and soul !
@trueemotions91
In life as a adult- we have what we give ourselfs.
Nothing in life is down to someone else.
It will always fall back to its down to you!!
You are the only one who made the descions that have now pathed out your life.
Its down to you where your life goes and what you achieva before your time comes.
It's your choice to hold the pain and lose the love
Or you can learn to live with the pain and grab the love your surrounding with that's your choice
Your choice to smile or cry.
To run head on or hide.
Every sec of every day of your life is dependent on the choices you make .... So when all is falling around you.
Don't look to the person stood behide you look at the person in front of you!!!
Coz that person looking back at you is the only person who can plan your life
So stop looking around, hold your head high and aim for that one direction where only you can take you!!!
@trueemotions91
I look at a photo And a million words and memory's fly through my head.
They also bring tears to my eyes Why?
I want to smile and I want scream But that's good Means I'm still alive.
Means I know how to associate pain with happiness But Also means I'm strong enough to over come that pain By smiling By knowing one day all will come into place.
The puzzle may be missing pieces and some have been lost through out my life.
But they are there and they will one day be complete .
And when that day comes My heart and mind will in twine and awaken a deepen sense thats along been waiting .
A sense of fulfilment of love and happiness and my tears will still run through pain but it won't be in my eyes no more forever hid away
@trueemotions91
A brain is a weapon , mass destruction , out of any league of your imagination .
You think fire burns ever had your head like it’s going explode, a build up of pressure , you can’t control , the motherfucker just squeezes even harder.
Till you can’t take it no more .
That’s a war .
A war on the inside only you can defeat.
A war with yourself.
No one else can see .
Now if these thoughts automatically went what would that brain have left to wonder.
Is this the issue why we all at war with each other .
our brains are on a constant over drive.
Fighting with our own imagination .
Why does our brain work this way .
Try so hard to turn the fucker off but hey ho it just feels a empty hole .
What’s the point the ability .
If only we can feel the pain .
It is self destruction and every single one of us do it.
But why ?!
Why do we cause ourselfs so much hurt, crying , pain .
Why can’t we allow ourselfs to live in harmony.
Something crazy going on
I’m sure we weren’t created for our brains to self destruct from the inside out.
That’s what we are doing !
Scary crazy shit happening up here , only god must stare .
Self destruct on every brain.
Hell no !
Its not the norm .
I’m sure
but how to defeat it
Is a whole other board game .
@trueemotions91
I see the sun, I see the sand , I see the sea, but I can't see the air .
I can see all that's beautiful around me.
But you no what I can't see .
The thing that keeps me alive
And that's the distraction in life.
We are surrounding by beauty, ugliness , and everything far and between .
But do those things really bother me ?
Where's my twisted feelings ,
my emotions when they run high,
the 1000 words that race through my head every night !!!
But why ? Cant I see these in front of me!!
If these were on show they wouldn't be a distraction it's my lifelong goals !!
These are the main
Yet they kept locked away
Tightly secure inside my brain
The things we can see , touch, feel , smell are distractions in my way!!
Why can't the things that matter be so easy to reach and grab!!
To put all that matters out on a table would be a lifelong puzzle but that puzzle is my goal in life .
You see it's the only thing on this earth that's been made just for me!!!
So when you see that beautiful flower blossoming don't make it a distraction , alter it to the reality and perception , your own path in life is taking you through.
@trueemotions91
I just read a letter sent my you, a long well a long lasting letter. It said from someone who loved me unconditionally once upon a time. How did our love fade away, how did the love turn into unconditional hatred. ? How?
Well, some questions can't have answers and I know this doesn't too. But you had become everything I wanted you to become not for me but for yourself. You started being the best version of yourself and I'm happy for you.
I just am not able to realize, just not able to comprehend how it all changed.
Which reminds me that everything is turning upside down in my life, everything I thought would remain constant is changing.
I'm in a city I never thought I'd return back to. This city where I have spent exactly half of my life, this city which has given me a lot of memories both good and bad, joy as well as tears. It holds a lot of people I love as well as hate. This city is accused of having changed me, this city has shown me everything I consider a nightmare.
This is the same city I thought holds a lot of people I hate but turns out I don't hate them. It's the same city that thought me my lessons for life. Which thought me to rise, to learn and to stand out. This is the city I hated as well and I sweared I would never return to. But again this is the same city that made me laugh again.....
So dear Mr. Who I'm happy that you're happy, don't blame the city coz every city unfolds a lot of layers in us like mine did to me, and how yours is doing to you.
From,
Someone