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How do you know you're looking for something, without ever feeling that you need it? At what point does the realization hit you, like a brick wall materializing out of thin air, that you've found what the depths of your soul has been searching for all along?

Beck isn't like the other teenagers in his town. That's a fact he's been painfully aware of his entire young adult life. Its not the harsh point of fingers, or the jabs of immature words, but rather the distance between himself and the people around him. He didn't put those barriers up- at least, he doesn't think he did. But his life has been spent in the shadows of friendships, never fully grasping onto a deeper connection.

So it's been just him and his tape recorder against the world. The trail of tapes that link together his teenage years in a bundle of short audio diaries. The tapes in which he thought he'd gotten rid of for good after the incident.

But somewhere, somewhen in the future, a young man by the name of Nicholas Webb has uncovered Beck’s story by accident. And the unraveling of Beck’s secrets may just be enough to unravel Nicholas’s mind.

The Oddities of Ælctown. Season one trailer out soon.

It wasn’t supposed to be like this.

Or maybe it was. Maybe Nicholas’s entire life has lead up to this moment, this town, this library. Maybe life so far has been lacking of any real sustenance, any defined meaning, any core reason. Maybe he’s spent the last twenty five years in wait for his life to truly begin, and this uneasy sensation brewing in his gut is the consistent, nagging reminder that he is alive.

All that matters is where he is now. In Ælctown, with a past of no real relevance, and a future unknown. What secrets lurk beneath the surface of this gloomy little town, seemingly on the edge of nowhere? And why does this unease make him feel so alive?

The Oddities of Ælctown, a queer paranormal fiction podcast. Season one trailer out soon.

HOLY FUCK IVE JUST LISTENED TO KILLJAM XXX AND IT IS SO GOOOOOD YOU GUYS!

Faustina IS SO FUNNY AND AMAZING AND SO COOL AND NOOOOOOOOO WHY DO ALL THE CHARACTERS HATE HER SO MUCH SHE HAS HAD SUCH A BAD TIME I JUST WANT TO GIVE HER A HUG AND THE STRAWBERRY MILKSHAKE THAT SHE NEVER GOT TO HAVE AND TELL HER THAT SHE IS LOVED- like, perfect sense of humour, especially for this site

Bellamy Pink- my guy’s voice he sounds young I absolutely LOVE how he is ready to throw hands (aka bring out his SUPER COOL MASSIVE GUN) for breaking his (one) business card, what a legend

The commentators: I LOVE THEM YOUR HONOUR- Jesse is so enthusiastic and Randy is sooo out of pocket it’s hilarious

Mara: You know what, we’ll see how it goes but she genuinely appears to care for Faustina, although she needs to see how shitty the company was treating Faustina as that was genuinely messed up

And Jonathan Sims is there?!?! And he gets some very funny lines!!!

I am sooooo going to be quoting things from this show- if you are a fan of Helluva Boss you will LOVE this unapologetically queer sci-fi violent comedy!!!

UR SOOOO GONNA WANNA MEET – or should I say MEAT – SHANKHILL & HIS LOVELY (totally not homicidal) DAUGHTER!!!! I love family-run businesses!!!! I love family!!!! 🥩💛 I love...... paying Shankhill on time (or else)!!!!!! 🔪🔪💸🥩

JAM 4.5 - THE DEVIL OF SAN MALVADO! - IS NOW OUT ON SPOTIFY, YOUTUBE, APPLE PODCASTS, AND PODBEAN!

In our first ever minisode (released in place of a full episode every four weeks, just so we can keep our lead on production time), we take a detour to Bellamy’s least favorite place: Shankhill’s Quality Meats - where the product is so fresh, it’s still screaming!

We’ll be back to regular episodes with JAM 5. We hope you enjoy this wholesome story of a father and daughter working together in the meantime…

FIND ALL OUR FEEDS HERE, CUTIES! 💙

Cast Includes: @machetebisexual as Faustina Fetamine, @voicesbyzane as Shankhill, @ashleecraft as Kelsey, and Jamie Douglas as Michael.

Transcript / Content Warnings In The Show Notes!

Crawls out of my grave.... ⚰️ HELLO. Have u listened to Killjam EP3 YET!?? NO!!??? Well I curse you. I curse you for not just THREE years... but THIRTY years.... & the only way to break that curse is to listen to EP3... A status quo shift... an immersive intense, scary cityscape (do you like my alliteration).... a nutty nun with a machine gun (DO YOU LIKE MY RHYME).... All can be yours.... if u listen.... 👼 PRAISE BE!!!!

JAM 03 - BAD HABITS DIE HARD! - is NOW LIVE on SPOTIFY, APPLE PODCASTS, YOUTUBE, AND PODBEAN!

Alone in the wild megacity of San Malvado, Faustina contends with tabloid vultures, vengeful ex-fans, a lack of money or shelter, and the attention of a killer cyborg nun.

This Outlaw thing might be harder than she thought…

FIND ALL OUR FEEDS HERE, CUTIES! 💙

Cast Includes: @machetebisexual as Faustina Fuckin’ Fetamine, Josh Rubino as Roger Tallarico, Tiana Camacho as Mara Nacht, @doctorloup as Rig, Chelsea Rebecca as Mother Hysteria, Gus Zagarella as Randy Macaque, @holographicgoblinking as Jesse Bazooka, and small cameos from: @reignoftiramizu, Jonny Sims, Jason Cryer, Jenna Rose, Roscoe Braman, Link Stewart, Rob O’Dwyer, and Graham Rowat.

Transcript / Content Warnings In The Show Notes!

I'm taking Dirge mini golfing so I can nix him onsite & bury him beneath a pintsized windmill. Who's this Mr Dirge you ask!?? Why's Faustina losing 10000ml of blood (& is OK enough to ask for a sugar cookie)!!? Who's Roger Tallarico (& why do I want to kill him)?! SEE EP2 TO FIND OUT!!!! ☝️👹💙💖 ⛳️ 📸 🩻🧁🦊

JAM 02 - HAIL TO THE QUEEN, BABY! - PART 2 is NOW LIVE on SPOTIFY, APPLE PODCASTS, YOUTUBE, AND PODBEAN!

Missing an arm and running out of time, Faustina needs to think fast to defeat Drill-Bitch. Meanwhile, Mr. Dirge puts a diabolical plan in place. Either way, something terrible is about to happen to the KILLJAM Queen…

FIND ALL OUR FEEDS HERE, CUTIES! 💙

Cast Includes: @machetebisexual as Faustina Fetamine, @amtrax as Mr. Dirge, @jonnywaistcoat as Dr. Yuzna, Tiana Camacho as Mara, Sami Chen as Geeno, @starplanes as Lola, Josh Rubino as Roger Tallarico, @holographicgoblinking as Jesse Bazooka, Gus Zagarella as Randy Macaque, @spaceboymb as Foot Freak, and @cannibalmukbang as Drill-Bitch!

Transcript / Content Warnings In The Show Notes!

Im crying guys. Im crying tears of joy. And of nuclear liquid. Because my energy is nuclear and I am standing on cloud 10 (which is even better than cloud 9). KILLJAM...... IS OUT!!!!!!!! THIS SHOW HAS BEEN (AND STILL IS).... SO SO SO SPECIAL TO ME & so many others. It is a labor of love of 2+ yrs; I cant stress it enough. I have made so many friendships thru it that are so treasured & incredible and span beyond the show itself. Holy fuck. Thank u endlessly to the cast & crew who made this possible & to anyone giving it a listen, it is appreciated more than u know. IM KILLJAMMIN OUT, I cannot wait for u all to see what's in store. Genuinely one of the coolest fucking stories Ive had the honor of pitching in to tell/help out with behind the scenes

I am so insanely thrilled right now I feel like I could eat 100000 thousand jars of peanutbutter and then explode the jars with my fucking mind. AAAUGHMY GOD I FUCKING... LOVE.... KILLJAM. I HOPE U ALL ENJOY IT AS MUCH AS WE HAVE IN MAKING IT REAL. ITS... SO SPECIAL TO ME. ITS MY FAVORITE PROJECT EVER!!!!

I AM TICKLED (BELLAMY) PINK 🧑‍🦰🦾💥

JAM 01 - “HAIL TO THE QUEEN, BABY! - PART 1” IS NOW LIVE ON SPOTIFY, YOUTUBE, AND PODBEAN!

Meet Faustina Fetamine, worldwide superstar and champion of the deadliest sport on earth: KILLJAM, where super-powered female fighters battle for fame, riches, and glory. But one bad choice might be all it takes to end Faustina’s winning streak…

FIND ALL OUR FEEDS HERE, CUTIES! 🩵

(Apple Podcasts to be added soon!)

It's KILLJAM XXX Eve, don't forget to leave a milkshake out for Faustina tonight!

IT'S ALMOST HERE...... KILLJAM'S ALMOST HERE...........

AND IN LESS THAN A WEEK'S TIME.....☝️👹

Oh how the world will change on April 23rd (rubs my hands together with much evil merriment). Not because Im prophesying doomsday or anything but because KILLJAM releases on April 23rd. EPISODE ONE, TO BE EXACT!!!!!! (And the world can't end until KILLJAM comes out of course!!!!! WE HAVE TO GO OUT W/ A BANG!!!!!)

This show is such a labor of love AND ALSO, I have met & made so many very treasured friendships thru it..... I cannot wait for everyone to see what the team (& my very dear friends) have been conjuring up for the past 2ish yrs. I hope you enjoy it as much as its been fun to help come to fruition. Does that sentence make sense???! I DONT KNOW! AND I DONT CARE! BECAUSE THE ONLY THING YOU NEED TO KNOW IS: KILLJAM IS COMING AND SOON!!!! 💥 💙💜

KILLJAM XXX - EPISODE 1 - HAIL TO THE QUEEN, BABY! PART 1

Releasing on all podcatchers April 23, 2025!

video edited by @reignoftiramizu - graphics by @lawofnamesmedia (screen visual) & @reignoftiramizu (lighting, popup assets & backgrounds) - character art by @holographicgoblinking - logo designed by @valdevia - the voice of Faustina Fucking Fetamine is @machetebisexual

Afternoon bump because I looove love love love love killjam so much. I have been biting... scratching... kicking... and screaming.... in anticipation for this thing to finally come out. Soon everyone... soon....

SPOILER-FREE KILLJAM DOODLES FROM THE DEAD OF NIGHT.... (Bats my eyelashes and kicks my feet).... You guys should listen to epic awesome audio drama @killjamxxx when it comes out..... (holds a cleaver at you).... Its for.... insane people.... like you and me.... (This is a threat) 😁

SPOILER-FREE KILLJAM DOODLES FROM THE DEAD OF NIGHT.... (Bats my eyelashes and kicks my feet).... You guys should listen to epic awesome audio drama @killjamxxx when it comes out..... (holds a cleaver at you).... Its for.... insane people.... like you and me.... (This is a threat) 😁

Welcome, new followers!

In prep for the trailer release on October 31st, and the official debut of the show, we’re gonna be posting cast and character announcements! Keep an eye on the feed, and our About The Cast Page for more!

ITS FUCKING REAL EVERYONE I CAN FINALLY UNZIP MY LIPS AND STARE YOU DIRECTLY INTO THE EYES AND TELL YOU TO LISTEN TO KILLJAM XXX (ONCE IT DROPS, OF COURSE). Unless you own a time traveling machine which, in that case, I am very jealous of you and Please God don't spoil the fun we have planned..... AND OH, HOW MUCH EVIL FUN WE HAVE PLANNED.

If it weren't for this show, I wouldn't have the bestest most kindest people in the world to call my friends. I love you all so dearly and cannot thank you enough, for not only letting me be a part of something so kickass, but for being so incredibly kind as you are.

This show is so magic. Some of the best folks, twists, turns, and writing I've ever had the honor of not only voicing for, but being able to help out with (I am so grateful every day).

CHECK IT OUT!!!! GO!!!! GO!!!!!!!! IT'S A TREAT I ASSURE YOU, AND STAY TUNED FOR OUR TRAILER!!!!!! :^D

This is KILLJAM X X X.

~ Logo by Jasper Taylor and Meg Tuten, Logo text by @valdevia ~

The deranged, queer cyberpunk death game audio drama podcast that myself, @machetebisexual, @reignoftiramizu, and @cannibalmukbang have been working on for the last two years.

You can follow it right here on tumblr at @killjamxxx

It features actors who have been in:

The Magnus Archives. (As a Friendly Surgeon Who Cannot Catch A Break)

The Amazing Digital Circus. (As an Enterprising Organ Harvester)

Slay The Princess. (As a Sadistic Superpowered Assassin)

Final Fantasy Seven Remake. (As a Truly Evil Corporate Bastard)

The Mortuary Assistant. (As a Ravenous Wolf Woman)

Lackadaisy. (As a Helpful Murder Nerd)

Dimension 20. (As a Mom-Friend Dominatrix)

Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure: Stone Ocean. (As a Cyborg out for Revenge)

Another Crab’s Treasure. (As a Homicidal Wife Guy)

The Kingmaker Histories. (As a Solipsistic Killer Clown Girl)

Caravan. (As a Guy You’ll Really Want to Punch)

Mobile Suit Gundam: The Witch from Mercury. (As an Incredible Narrator)

Zom 100: Bucket List of the Dead. (As a Stab-Happy Street Punk)

Eeler’s Choice. (As Diabolical German Pawnbroker and a Humanoid Catfish)

Two Flat Earthers Kidnap a Freemason. (As a Loan Shark Who Might Be The Devil)

Less Is Morgue. (As a Woman Who Will Drill You To Death)

The NoSleep Podcast. (As The Ghost of a Questionable Father)

The Dead Meat YouTube Channel. (As a Terrifying Robotic Nun)

And that’s not even getting into the SNILF (Snake Milf), the buff lady with the eyepatch, the dorky trans reptile scientist, the charming British thief, or the evil undead Ringmaster.

You can subscribe to KILLJAM X X X on Podbean using this link here. We’re working on getting it on all the major podcatchers, including Spotify and Apple Podcasts.

Official trailer drop coming October 31st.

YOU ARE NOT READY FOR IT..... I mean you are. You are so ready for it.... because it's so metal and batshit and fun.... But YOU ARE NOT READY FOR IT.

Myself (Less Is Morgue, Mayfair Watchers Society), Addison Peacock (The Kingmaker Histories, The Cryptid Keeper, Two Flat Earthers Kidnap a Freemason), Meg Molly Tuten (The Kingmaker Histories, Less Is Morgue), and Zuwie Le Fou (Another Crab’s Treasure) are currently working on the most unhinged audio drama you’ve ever heard.

It’s been in production for about two years, but we’re finally casting, recording, and producing. We hope you like aggressive queerness, feral murder-women, and futuristic death battles. More to come soon…