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They tell me it’s a woman's dream/an ancestral right passed down from mother to daughter
A fever lights beneath my skin/red orchids stretching and blooming on my shoulders and back
The great goddesses would smile and kiss my head for this/but I wish they would take it back
The moon with her eternal smirk dances with me/i feel just like the tide, thrown from side to side
My body shakes like a kicked dog/the tremors spread and the entire world seems to quiver as well
I do not feel like myself/ my mother fixes my clothes and tells me that's just how it is
I want to kill myself mother is that just how it is too/it’s not real, it’s just like a dehydration mirage in the desert she tells me
I wail and mother laughs at my dramatics/does she delight in the shared suffering we now have?
I want to cut open my stomach to strangle the snakes writhing in it/mother tells me she's afraid of snakes
I come to my father on my knees like a begging man/this is a woman’s matter he says as he turns his head
When I cry about my miserable existence asking for it’s justification/he says the same as my mother, it’s not real
There is not enough air in the world/but my “sisters” tell me to just breathe, like telling a dead man to still love
I take the tablets/the pills/the capsules/the pellets/the medicine/and I weep like i’ve never known tenderness
I tell God i’ll finally go to church if he takes the pain away and when he doesn’t/i say i’ll start worshiping Satan
I feel like a melancholic girl from the 1800s/banished to the countryside for hysteria
I wish I was hysteric/i wish someone could give me a prescription of living on the land
The little control I still have/i wrestle with like I’m a child trying to keep my favorite toy
The moon waxes and wanes as a crawl on the floor/a wounded bleeding animal
This is womanhood they say, this is punishment/take it back take it back take it back
The resentments and bitterness slip past my lips like puke/isn’t this beautiful, don’t you feel beautiful
I do not want this girlhood, this femininity/give me barren fields and an empty life
I sit with my “sisters” as we talk about Aunt Flow/in this we are a witch covenant bound only by mutual pain
I wish I could give away this regift of living as it was regifted to me/but there is only one way to do that
I feel bruised, achey, and weak/i wish someone would hold me
But mother says it’s natural/and father says to toughen up
I am already so small/why must you make me smaller?
Drinking diet coke whilst reading Sylvia Plath poems. Is this the way god intended womanhood to be?
—female rage
? // medusa by caravaggio // gregory radionov // artemisia gentileschi // monstrous flesh: on women’s bodies in horror by rebecca harknis-cross // carrie (1976) // corruption by camille norton // midsommar (2019) // helen of troy does countertop dancing by margaret atwood // medusa in her throne by reza sedhi
Me after I started girlblogging and listening to Lana🧘🏻♀️
Birds and Life - observing, noticing and falling into depth of simple things.
(4th October 2024)
Finally accepting that gap between my teeth🤍
Took a long time but here I am🦩
gender was made up by the patriarchy to control women
As a psych student I have to learn that it's important for teens to understand their gender roles and perform them. Fuck this!
It isn't. Woman is not a social role. There is no such thing, only stereotypes and bs ideas.
arranged marriage is rape
there is no "it's a different culture" excuse - it's rape. period .
I hate how in my woke uni they're teaching us that there is "different morality" than morality that is against women being raped and treated like objects. Leftism will defend rape of women as long as the rapist isn't white and christian.
All men I've come across were very weak and pathetic. They can't handle rejection at all, when you say "no" to a man it's like you're giving him a death sentence. This is how fragile they are.
I highly advise straight women to be more picky and not get with guys who are crybabies and can't take woman's "no" for an answear, they're clearly not fit to reproduce.
I enjoy sexualised depictions of women and don't give a fuck.
We are sexual beings.
A woman can't have a "male brain".
Radfems call me male brained or see me as a troon everytime they learn how extremely gay I am (when for example I play those waifu games on my phone or draw women or look up nasty art on my phone).
Or a degenerate when I mention I have kinks.
I'm just as much of a woman as you are but I just don't lie about the things I like. I don't pretend to be "better" or more "pure" as a lesbian because I don't have to.
funny how the left often protects islam but shits on christianity
As much as I dislike alot of aspects of christianity you can't tell me that islam isn't worse.... this is what left as we know it is all about, protecting minority groups no matter how sexist they are while pretending they care about women.
You can call me racist for that, I don't give a shit. I like women of all races. I think some religions are more fucked up than others, won't stop you from believing in this but if you want to protect a group of people and their religious beliefs over protecting women - it's clear that your morality depends on intersectional dogma which is just another bullshit political tool. Rethink your fucking values.
KJK is not a feminist because she can't be, feminists would not accept a woman who is a housewife and uses makeup (and looks freaking great btw).
I'm not a feminist because I'm pro kink (and pro consent) have kinks myself and I find women VERY sexually appealing, wear makeup occassionaly. Ofc feminists don't like it and call me a "man" because I'm a lesbian and I don't have shame about it.
Feminism has become a gatekeeping cult for "special women" this is why it fails. Even though KJK is not a feminist she does more for women than most feminists who sit in front of their screen and hate on normal things such as beauty, motherhood, sex will ever do.
Feminism as we know it today aims to make women ugly. Here, I said it.
I mean radical feminism with it's hatered for beauty and seeing men as the only one's who are able to percieve physical beauty.
And libfems with their perverse sense of beauty, tons of makeup, dieting, looking like a drag freak.
Women are human beings. What that means is that we can percieve and recognise beauty as much as men do. As a lesbian I know that because I wouldn't date a woman who isn't physically appealing to me, doesn't look healthy.
In all honesty it's very fucking important to me and it's not because I want to appeal to men or other bullshit like that. Because I have a fondness for beauty which is a normal, human experience.
I'm not the most attractive person with great face symmetry and that's ok but I do a whole lot to look presentable to myself and keep my body healthy.
sometimes you have to look over the wall to remind yourself that - it's not okay
looking over the wall of a place you're feeling safe in can give you an insight into what's fucked about this world
take that lesson - have courage to be different
say: "NO" even if you're the only one who says it, be the example
it honestly motivates me as bad as it is, it really does... every horrible thing I see tells me that I should be different and that I should protect others who were in the same position I was in, especially if everyone else seems to be ignorant about it
it took me a while to realise that some life lessons are really freaking painful and it's normal to cry, to feel pain and fear but also listen to what that pain is telling you "this is not okay" "this is wrong" "it shouldn't be this way"
most of the time - your body is right
be different, do better
gender ideology is the biggest cancer to this earth
my sister hates her body she says her shoulders are too broad
my mother was always a woman who wasn't 100% feminine (like me) she was always shamed for that and called less of a woman, now she hates herself and how she looks even though she's in her 40's
this is what this bullshit does
honestly fuck drag, fuck your obsession with femininity and degredation of women who don't want to conform
I want to see women in leadership positions, I want to see women in the military, police forces being generals, ordering men around.
I want to see real strong beautiful women who are not afraid to be smart, be tough and say whatever they want to say and do whatever they want to do. Fuck your disgusting gender ideology bs.
fuck gender ideology
everywhere I go I see it
people try to gaslight me that I'm less of a woman for some reason (I don't perform femininity to the T)
fuck gender ideology
it shouldn't exist
being gender critical has changed my life for the better for sure
I feel more free than ever as a woman, I know I still have alot to improve on but it taught me to accept my body and the kind of woman I am
I often have beef with feminists because they tend to shift ALL BLAME on men.
Apparently seeing women as human beings with autonomy and brains to think for themselves is sexist.
Imagine you are a slave and you work hard everyday with other slaves but all you dream about is freedom. On the other side of the fence there is another slave but that slave talks about how it's ok to be one, how we're destined to be slaves and there is nothing we can do.
Wouldn't you in your heart at least, judge that person? If you long for freedom and feel love towards a group of people but they go against their own interest over and over again, it's hard not to resent them at times.
Having ideals for them, standards for them, hopes and dreams for them is the most humanising thing there is. Even if at times it might come across as harsh judgement or might lead to bitter dissapointment.
Signs of unhealthy masculinity in women:
- hating your natural female traits (breasts, hips)
- hating your voice or height
- irrational fear of being percieved as feminine by other people
- obsessing with gender roles (especially in relationships, metaattraction - being attracted to someone only because this person will affirm your masculinity)
- fear of being vulnerable, being uncomfortable with receiving sexual pleasure from your partner (in fear it will "feminise you", it comes from unhealthy views about womanhood and sexuality)
Signs of healthy masculinity in women:
- wanting to be fit and taking care of your body
- embracing all natural traits of your female body and respecting them
- having strenght that doesn't fear vulnerability with a trusted person (it takes strenght to be vulnerable)
- wisdom to recognise negative/sexist thought patterns
- having sexual boundries but not being afraid of having someone pleasure you because you know you deserve it and it's not degrading
- dressing however you want, make-up/no make-up doesn't matter, just wearing what you think makes you look good
- not caring about gender roles much (doesn't matter if sth you do will be seen as "feminine" or "masculine" by society, do what you want)
- having discipline and determination, facing your fears, focusing on self improvement
- being kind to yourself
radical lesbian feminists say they're okay with masculine women AS LONG AS they don't have masculine personality, values or interests
cutting your hair short, wearing suits and ties, having bodyhair, being a "stone butch": fine
valuing honor, having "male gaze", high libido, liking weapons: YOU NEVER HAD A PROPER MOTHER FIGURE IN YOUR LIFE THIS IS WHY YOU'RE A PORNSICK PICK ME WHO SUPPORTS THE PATRIARCHY!!
all types of SECURE masculinity in women are okay, as long as it's not compleatly averse or disgusted by femininity
we are supposed to challenge gender roles and just because I have other interests than most women, it doesn't make me a "man" or a "pick me"
I'm proud to be my own kind of woman
My first cross to bear is my family. I can't even explain how it feels to grow up in an abusive enviroment just to move out and live among people who don't respect you and see you as lesser, have hatered in their eyes everytime they look at you, dismiss your words as if you were a child or an animal with no agency, see you as needy for wanting your basic, natural human needs satisfied.
Second is being a neurodivergent woman in society. It taught me that being overly altruistic is a one big trap.
1. It's against my nature
2. It's denying myself basic respect by accepting that it won't be mutual
reject femininity and embrace femaleness
sarmatka = polish noble woman
I might not be noble based on my social status but me, my female body is noble by default and should be treated as such. With dignity and respect.
It's not a "thing" to be bought and sold, despised, shamed and mutilated, it is who I am as a person. It is what makes me a woman.
Some women will never change, they want to be slaves and it's depressing. It's easy for me to say because I'm different, I'm a lesbian individualist.
I don't demand of heterosexual women to stop sleeping with men, that would go against their true nature but for fucks sake... stand up for yourself girl, have some self respect!
women are taught to value kindness and demureness so we don’t realize that we are being silenced
Part of me still wants to really get into trying to use makeup, but I have oily skin and makeup feels very expensive, so I always talk myself out of it. I'm not even sure what all you need to have a proper kit?
Any tips?