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I swear to god smoking helps me reduce the amount i Sh, something about these cheeky cancer sticks make me go 😋😋
tw: sh
Fucking hell taking plasters off HURTS LIKE HELL. Not to mention how fucked up my arm is from the side effects they give me. Although I'm going out tomorrow so hopefully i can buy alternatives to plasters there!! No more experiencing hell from trying not to itch new cuts.
Advice?
TW: SH (no pictures)
Hey! I recently used plasters (band-aids) on styros, but I've come out in a small rash and the area is swollen? It's done it once before but it's suddenly worse now? This was my first time using the new brand so i think that may be the issue. Any advice on what to do, how am i meant to heal them without? Thanks!
It starts as a harmless poke to my shoulder. Never a serious matter for when I turn to question you, you respond with a bright smile and remind me that it is all friendly.
Your fingerprint begins to stain my shoulders and I turn to inquire your motivations. Quickly I am shut it down cause it’s nothing serious, just a nudge.
Times pass and the skin that you torment is bruising, the pain pulsates although out my body.
Your hand is tainted crimson with my ooze but still you address me with a smile, after all it’s just a nudge.
You burry your way through my skin and uncover the most fragile parts of my being. The foundation that I am built on is disrupted by your omnipotent presence that chips away at me.
I garner up the courage to question your antics as my bones begin to splinter.
But there is no body to restore me, I am spoilt beyond recovery.
i gained ten pounds and broke up with my boyfriend
Now i’m like the soul sucking extremely depressed and hopeless mentally ill instead of the manic 🌈💕🌸 mentally ill where i felt good but knew it was bad
Thought I looked cute
I'll probably want to delete later but it somehow seems so embarrassing to do that
i really like my hat
PLEASEEE HELP ME
how can I tell if I have bipolar disorder
I reeeeallly think so but It feels fake because I haven't been diagnosed. I've read about symptoms and everything but idkkkk I get so unstable and then I'm fine idk what to do and I don't know if I should get diagnosed because then my mom would know and I'd have to take meds and I don't want that
Idk I like the picture
Thought I found mine.....
Feeling nothing and everything at the same time every day for years is really exhausting sometimes, wish i could just drink or cut my problems away
do you know what sometimes hurts the most the feeling that you want someone to know and comfort you but you Don't want to burden them and it feels like everyone is staring and you feel like you are drowning
born to be an arm cutter forced to be a chest cutter
anyone want to be friends? I'm new here and i just want a friendly community :) psycho_roses is my discord
so like who was gonna tell me that someone yelling at me was all I needed to have a panic attack and contemplate relapsing???
knowing I can’t cvt cuz I’m going to my dads house and he’ll get mad if I always wear bracelets ( not bec he’s worried for me because he’s a narcissist and wants 100% control over me)
I wish I was hated in all my social media, so I could cut myself, not thinking about that someone is caring for me.
I wish I could vent to someone... Or at least be hugged. I can't I'm turning into a whimpering mess, all covered in snot, tears, saliva and feeling nauseous. I hate myself
I want to commit suicide.
Fuck recovery. I wanna cut.
HOLY HELL, FINALLY A MONTH WITHOUT SELF-HARM, DEPRESSIVE THOUGHTS, AND URGE TO SU!C!DE, INTERESTING, WILL I GET 2 MONTHS???
HELL YEAH!! FINALLY 18 DAYS WITHOUT SH, GONNA GET A MONTH WITHOUT SH SOON🔥🔥🔥‼️‼️‼️🔥🔥💥💥
TW: Bl00d!!
Don't report, just block if you're sensitive towards sh and bl00d. Hope you're okay, because usually these kinds of posts are watching people who are struggling with sh.
Help your child before it's too late.
(The bl00d looks so faky tbh. Probably because my phone is making everything brighter:/)
How many degrees do I need to make a first degree burn? Just trying new methods of sh!
I'm so sad about the fact that my knife can't cut me deep because it starts to hurt so much... I wish it didn't hurt, so I could cut myself to fat!!!
Can someone give me another methods of self-harm which isn't visible? Cuz soon in our school will be a medical checkup and I don't wanna end up in psych ward!
I love the fact that with this thing I could cut myself at school and nobody will care!!♡♡
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I'm relate this post so much, but the saddest fact is that I can't cut myself very deep, even though I want it. I wanna see at least derma, not this little cuts that heals in a week.
The euphoric feeling i get when the blood is dripping from my cvts can't compare to anything else in this world