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Too… loud…
Vent: Everything is way too loud! My autism makes me sensitive to noise, I get overstimulated easily and my head feels like it’s being slowly crushed. I’m so sick and tired of my daily headaches from my classmates! Earlier today I had to have lunch in my classroom because when I stepped into the cafeteria, my already aching headache became so bad, I became lightheaded and dizzy, and I started crying… I just wanted to scream and disappear. I hate many things about myself this is just one of my biggest problems that people love to make fun of me for… one of my classmates even said… “why can’t you just be normal?”
Questions
I hate this life
This life
Of other people trying
Trying to know everything about me
I don’t just get interrogated once, but twice too many times
I cant handle all these questions, questions, QUESTIONS!
That echo too loudly in my brain
Because I know that they will get analyzed,
In every way possible
Along with
All of my actions
I brought this upon myself
By answer one or two questions
Can you just let me
Make my own decisions and choices
Without having to be a part of it
I'm an adult now and yet
You still treat me like a baby,
That has no knowledge at all
And because of you I can't concentrate
On success
And that’s why you're being so difficult with me
Because you don’t want me to turn out
Like you
But you're making success harder
Than it really needs to be
And your sweet voice
Doesn’t help
It doesn’t make anything better
And you can't persuade me with it