Digital-dissociation-blog - Digital Dissociation

Anonymous said: Can u draw the thing that waits between the isles of cheese and meat at walmart at around 3 am? Hes very friendly and helped me find the soda isle, he just looks scary and meaty

oh that’s just ol sloppy joe, he works there

I realized that the only way someone would ever actually love me and want to be with me is if they didn’t even exist and were a figment of my imagination. The realization sort of hit me really hard and I don't think I’ve ever felt so painfully hurt, unwanted, and so utterly alone.  Because not even my own mother seems to love and want me. It kind of changes everything now. I might as well be dead. I’ll end up living a life in my head anyway. What kind of existence even is that? Not one I want..

Maybe if we went inside

brain: it seems like problems are happening. would you like to pretend they’re not and think about fictional characters instead?

me: yes please

Music always moves me in such a way, nothing can compare. It makes me feel so alive, sending me to other worlds.

why are you staring? please stop it.

I’m bitter!

i want my lungs to ache with bathwater wash my dirty soul with soap

I... i cant.. i cant.. anymore...

I failed again.. I failed again..aGAIN

I just want to die pleaseI dont wanna be here i dont wanna be alive anymore i just wanna die i just wanna die it all hurts too bad let this life be over please fucking pleasePLEASE